Things Have Changed

When I first looked into the fairy realm,
I thought wow.
It would be easy to escape in here.
But I find myself longing to return to the circle;
And step through the magic...
Into a world where fate is fair
And drugs are cheap.

Now I'm sad to say I'm trapped,
Crowded in to my own isolation.
It's a rather strange feeling,
Don't you agree?
A pity that my mind's so harsh on me.

When I discovered that Fate left me out,
I tried to fit in.
But then I realised that I was wrong:
The wrong shape and the wrong size for this world.
The universal tape measure got it wrong.
Then it was easy.

I let the pain flow away in a river of emptyness.
My emotions left and even now it's like... Just, wow.