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CHAPTER ONE

I own nothing but the story line and my origional characters...sadly...*grabs Raph and runs away*

It had been three years since Leonardo left on his training mission. And things between us hadn't gotten any better. Things it seemed were just getting worse. Leo was the glue that held our family together. Without him everything falls apart.

It had been 2 years since she'd met the turtles and learned the truth about the man she'd called father her whole life and in those 2 years she still didn't have them all figured out. Well check that. She had everyone figured out except Raph. One moment he's hell bent on tracking his brother down and dragging him back. The next he's condemning anyone to mention Leos name.

So tensions were running high in our large subway home which suddenly seemed very small. Shay was vegging on the couch with Mikey playing a recent installment of his favorite video game when Raph came stomping in grumbling to himself as he went.

"Hey Raph! Wanna play? This game is super cool!" Mikey said sitting up looking hopeful. Shay knew what was coming before Raph even opened his mouth. "No you know what Mikey I don't. I didn't want to yesterday, or the day before or the day before that. And chances don't look good for the rest of the week either." Raph shouted.

Shay frowned at him who ignored her as usual. Stealing a glance at Mikey Shay felt her heart sink. Being the youngest he looked up to Raph. As much as she wanted their family back together she silently wished Mikey would give it up. Raph was hopeless.

"Well you don't have to be so mean about it Raph." Shay snaped at his retreating back. Raph froze at the bottom of the stairs. Crap. Shay thought. She knew that stance. Raph was in the mood for a fight. With a sigh she stood up. This was one time he would not make her back down.

"Shay. its alright-." Mikey said suddenly beside her. "No Mikey its not. Its not fair to you or anyone else in this house-" Shay growled cutting Mikey off. As she was just getting to her point Raph turned and stomped back toward them.

"You have NO right! NO RIGHT! To tell me what to do Shay! Your not a true part of this family! Your just a stray bitch my brothers took in from the street!" Raph shouted in her face. He ignored Mikeys disapproving look. The fact that she showed no fear or flinched what so ever just enraged him even more.

Instead of shrinking back like she used to Shay stood her ground. "I wasn't trying to tell you what do Raph. You just shouldn't be so harsh all the god damn time!" She snarled back. Raph laughed. "HA Girly you haven't seen harsh!." He grunted. Shay glared at him. Donny appeared beside me sensing the tension and put his hand on her shoulder to steady her.

Shay took a deep breath and tryed to calm herself. She didnt need to phase in the house...Again.

"When are you going to grow up and let it go." She whispered. "Uh oh." Mikey mumble as he moved back as Raph stalked past him.

"You know what. You think you know everything. You think your so fucking smart!" Shay shouted after him as Raph turned on his heel and headed toward the door.

Refusing to let him run away from this fight Shay ran to catch up with him grabbing his arm. "Let go of me Shadow." He growled using her full name, instead of the nick name Mikey had given her. "No. everyone else might be perfectly happy with you stomping around and being a dick but I for one am sick of it!" She snapped.

Raph pulled away from her grip and continued toward the door. "God damn it Raph! Your not the only one he left Raph." She yelled before she could stop herself.

Raph paused his hand on the door. Donny frowned when Raph laughed coldly. "Maybe not...But you're the reason he left." He said sneering over his shoulder slamming the door.

His words hit her like a knife to the chest. Before her legs gave out Mikey was there. Mikey was always there. She let him hold onto her as she hid her face in his shoulder fighting to hide the tears...

Anger grew in Michealangelos chest the orange clad turtle clutched his fists. It was always Raphael who made Shay upset. Always him who did something or said something to make her crumble. He's gotten away with it in the past but not this time.

He was still holding Shay when Donny came into the room from the kitched. "Here Donny stay with her. I'm going to talk to Raph this is rediculous! Its time someone said something!" Mikey growled. Donny looked at the pair surprised at Mikeys tone of voice.

Mikey was almost to the door when Splinter spoke. "No. Leave him be Michelangelo." He turned and looked quizzically at his sensei. "There is no point making the situation worse." Splinter said sadly.

He stared at Splinter shocked that he would let Raph get away with this again. "But master-" He started. Splinter raised a hand in a gesture that ment silence. Mikey wanted to scream at him! Tell him to do something, anything! Bring Leo back! Make Raph appologies! But Mikey knew it was useless.

"Come my children...I have news of your brother..And I am afraid it is not good news."

[A/N] I did change this chapter a big. Trimmed alittle fat off the top, changed the name from Jess to Shay! Let me know what you think!

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