So.. this is my first "story" fanfic. I have no idea what to write up here.. all stories have bunch of stuff write here... but.. HI!!

Anywayz.. here is the Disclamation: i don't own any of those characters.. they are all S.M 's .. although I own the scenarios..!! =D

"JAAAAAAAAASPEEER"

"Jasper, wake up". I woke to the voice of my beautiful , so-not- annoying sister, while she's throwing pillows at me, and unsuccessfully trying to pry my duvet away.

" Rosalie," I growled, " Leave me alone". I turned away from her and dived under the pillow, in hope to fade away her voice…but, FAIL.!

" Oh for God's sake," she complained, "Could you please, just once, wake up with a smile on your face, and actually be happy to go back to school after almost 2 weeks of vacation?!".

I groaned, and turned around to face her. "Maybe," i said mockingly, " maybe, if i have air headed friends, i will want to go to school. Maybe if i had fun everyday of school with my air headed friends and my wall-like, extremely popular boyfriends, i will want to go to school. And maybe, just , perhaps maybe, if i didn't dump my gorgeous lover in Russia because we had to come back to school, and wasn't heartbroken, and can't find any friends to make me feel better, and cant find any fuckin shoulder to cry on, then i'll want to go to school" i finished with a breath.

Rosalie now was looking at me with a wide-eyed shocked expression. " What do you have to say to that, now Rosi?!" i asked. She opened her mouth in attempt to speak. "save it," i snapped before she could say any of her life lessons of how if i thing negatively, my life would be bad.. and how's it's not everyone's fault that im miserable. blah blah blah " I'm going to get dressed now, and be down in a two to drive your royality to school, so you can meet you're lovely prince,and have a tea party with you amazing princess of friends." i said bitterly.

I got up, made my bed, then sat down again, head in hands... not even caring that i'm only wearing my boxer in front of her! i looked up, and saw her looking at me with a sympathetic look.

" i don't need your goddamn sympathy Rose," i threateningly whispered, and she flinched from my tone ," Now, get out of my room so i can get dressed"... she audibly gulped and proceeded to go out, then closed the door quietly behind her.

"Damn Asshole," i muttered angrily at myself. I'm so stupid. I always direct my anger, bitterness and resentment of life towards my sister. It's not her fault that she's a social butterfly. It's not her fault that she's lucky with her life. It's not her fault that she has a gorgeous boyfriend and nice caring friends-despite my comments about them. It's not her fault i'm a a shy, geeky, gay boy that cant seem to find his soulmate in the right place in the right time. No, it's not her fault at all.. it's all, entirely mine. I looked at the alarm clock, just to find that i've been thinking about my pathetic little life for almost 5 minutes.that's a record, Jasper Whitlock.i muttered to myself.

I dragged myself out of my bed and grabbed a towel and a clean boxer. I entered my bathroom, and made sure to lock it behind me. In case my little sister- Jane- comes barging in. After i took a piss, I turned on the water in the shower, and while the water was warming, i looked at myself in the mirror.i was a normal 6'2", lean, yet muscular body.. not very muscular.. just have enough muscles to guarantee me in a fight. I have wavy blonde hair, like Rose, that's up to my chin. A dragon tattoo is covering half of my right-side back up till my shoulder blade.I wasn't what you call hot or sexy.. just good looking, at least that's what they say!I sighed, while stepping in the shower. I flinched when the hot water touched my skin. i put some lotion on my hand, then grabbed my cock, and started spreading the lotion on the head, moving to the base. i wasn't really hard, so i needed my wild imagination to run to the past week and make me hard.

Flash back:

" Hi baby!" Said Dimitri, while snaking his arms around my waist. I moaned from the feeling of his hard cock on my ass. i hardened instantly

" Hi, darlin'!" i drawled. i felt him harden, if possibly, more behind me. " I just love when you go all Texas bad boy on me " he moaned. and pressed himself closer to me, while kissing and gently biting and sucking on the nape of my neck. The feeling of his cock rubbing against my ass was one of pure bliss. One of his hands snaked down and underneath my jeans to grab my manhood " goin commando, aren't you baby?!" he teased.. i far too busy concentrating on the feeling of what his hand was making to my head. He knew, from our many, many last encounters, that it is the most sensitive part beside my base and balls. He turned me around and pushed me against the wall. He kissed me passionately while unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans. He then pushed them down." I miss your taste," He whispered seductively, " do you want me to taste you." " Yes...uh.. Yes.. ple..pleasee" i moaned. He descended down to his knees, and wrapped his beautiful mouth on my co...

"Uhhhhhhhhh....." I Groaned, while spreading my white jizz all over the shower's wall. After my breathing returned to normal. I quickly showered, and wrapped my towel around my waist.

"!! "

ummm.. ya. so.. this is my first story fan fic... which you could R&R.!! go easy on me.. don't be mean..

ENJOY..

Sami