A/N: So this is my very first fic, and it's a song fic of Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls. So George has to get over Fred and he hasn't. This is about a year after the war. I know it's not good, but it's only a few days into school. It'll get better, I promise.
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And I don't want the world to see me,
They'd be very "understanding" and there would be awkward questions. I want to answer "No I'm not bloody ok!" But then there would be more fake sympathy and Mum would be on my case and I'd never be left alone. So I am polite and concise and say "Yes, thanks." They'd also see that I've been crying.
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
They won't. Only you would, and you're gone. You understood even when I didn't want you to. Especially then. They pretend, but I'm pretty sure none of them understand the bond we had.
When everything's made to be broken,
I'm broken. I wear long sleeved shirts now, kay! I'm so very broken. I can't remember where things go in the shop sometimes.
I just want you to know who I am.
I am George without Fred, I am Gred without Forge, and I am alone. Since you've been gone I've been dying, and life was not the same.
I'll see you in heaven tonight, big brother.
A/N: In case you didn't catch it, George is cutting, and commits suicide.