You told me you loved me. You said that you would never leave. One dark and
stormy night, my whole life changed in a flash. One second you're here; the
next you're not. You're gone, gone forever. Why did you have to leave me?
They said that you didn't feel anything; they said that it was painless.
But when I look into your pale, cold face, I see pain and fear, not the
usual smile on your face or the twinkle in your eyes. You left me with
nothing, only a distant memory of what we had, what we could have had.
I have to call your father. Tell him that his oldest son, his first born, is dead. It wasn't your fault. The other driver was drunk. It's not fair. I have to tell your father that you're dead, and the drunk that killed you is okay. The phone is ringing.
What am I going to say? Your dad finally picks up, "Yes, it's about Matt. We were coming home from the movies, and well, there was this car, and it swerved in front of us. Hit us head on. Yes, I'm fine, but Matt. God, well, he was killed on impact. The other driver was drunk, but he is okay." Your father breaks down.
At your funeral, all your friends came, each one placing a rose on your casket. It just doesn't seem right without you here beside me. You promised that we'd be together forever. Why does everybody say forever? It's a strong word that we use to often. We can't know what forever is. How are you going to love me forever if you're not here? How can we spend forever together if we're not together? It's not fair! It doesn't seem like anything is fair anymore, how can it be with out you here?
As they lowered you into the cold, hard ground, I realized that I would never see your sparkling brown eyes again; your contagious smile again; or hear your breathtaking laugh. I start to cry harder. How am I supposed to live without you? You were my world, and now you're gone. It's not fair; just because someone's dumb mistake your gone forever. You didn't deserve this; no one deserves this.
Everyone's really devastated; there have been a lot of cards and such saying how sorry everybody is. Your brother is really taking it hard - he won't talk or eat. All the others do is mope around all the time, and I can barely get out of the bed in the mornings. I know you would want us to go on but how can we with you not here? Whenever I hear one our song or see your picture, I break down again. It seems like you haunt me all the time, like I can never get away from your ghost, you're everywhere. When I walk down the street I think I see you, when I'm talking I think I hear you, it's like you surround me.
Everyone really misses you, and we want you to come back home to us back. I love you, and I'll see you when the time is right. I'll always love you; nothing will ever change that. I love you more than anything in the world. It's always been you - no one else has ever come close. Please watch over me and don't forget me. Know that we'll be together once again when the time is right, and until then I'll be thinking of you always.
I have to call your father. Tell him that his oldest son, his first born, is dead. It wasn't your fault. The other driver was drunk. It's not fair. I have to tell your father that you're dead, and the drunk that killed you is okay. The phone is ringing.
What am I going to say? Your dad finally picks up, "Yes, it's about Matt. We were coming home from the movies, and well, there was this car, and it swerved in front of us. Hit us head on. Yes, I'm fine, but Matt. God, well, he was killed on impact. The other driver was drunk, but he is okay." Your father breaks down.
At your funeral, all your friends came, each one placing a rose on your casket. It just doesn't seem right without you here beside me. You promised that we'd be together forever. Why does everybody say forever? It's a strong word that we use to often. We can't know what forever is. How are you going to love me forever if you're not here? How can we spend forever together if we're not together? It's not fair! It doesn't seem like anything is fair anymore, how can it be with out you here?
As they lowered you into the cold, hard ground, I realized that I would never see your sparkling brown eyes again; your contagious smile again; or hear your breathtaking laugh. I start to cry harder. How am I supposed to live without you? You were my world, and now you're gone. It's not fair; just because someone's dumb mistake your gone forever. You didn't deserve this; no one deserves this.
Everyone's really devastated; there have been a lot of cards and such saying how sorry everybody is. Your brother is really taking it hard - he won't talk or eat. All the others do is mope around all the time, and I can barely get out of the bed in the mornings. I know you would want us to go on but how can we with you not here? Whenever I hear one our song or see your picture, I break down again. It seems like you haunt me all the time, like I can never get away from your ghost, you're everywhere. When I walk down the street I think I see you, when I'm talking I think I hear you, it's like you surround me.
Everyone really misses you, and we want you to come back home to us back. I love you, and I'll see you when the time is right. I'll always love you; nothing will ever change that. I love you more than anything in the world. It's always been you - no one else has ever come close. Please watch over me and don't forget me. Know that we'll be together once again when the time is right, and until then I'll be thinking of you always.