Okay, I did this fic because I was watching an FMA panel with Vic Mignogna (Ed) Travis Willingham (Mustang) and Colleen Clickenbeard (Hawkeye) and they're talking about changes in their characters from the Original, to Brotherhood, and Vic says "Now I don't want to give away spoilers, certainly, but I will say that we do find out the Hawkeye is Edward's real mother." Everyone laughed and I just got this idea….so yeah. As an explanation, have you noticed that in the original FMA, Ed looks very little like Hohenheim or Trisha? Which is why this oneshot is based in the original series/bluebird's illusion.

***Okay so I bet you're all like "Wait, this oneshot isn't new at all why has it been re posted? Well, your answer is that I added to it some. Every thing else is still there, but with an Extended Roy/Ed part (Not yaoi…) Nothing has been taken away, it's just that some things have been added so enjoy! (Also thanks to darkyami1214 for pointing out that Ed rage would've have been a nice addition, I subtly used a few lines from them so thanks!)

Disclaimer: I don't own Hagane No Renkinjutsushi, sadly. Heh, saying Fullmetal Alchemist in japanese is so fun to say! Go ahead, try it.

Edward ran into Mustang's office with fire in his eyes. "Bastard!"

"What is it now Ed?" Mustang asked.

Edward was angry. The now-16 year old alchemist had recently decided to stay in the military, after restoring his brother to his original state. "They charged me extra at the cafeteria for having a few extra fries on my plate! Money pinching jerks." Edward complained, flopping down onto the couch.

Roy smiled. "You make such a big fuss over the littlest things Ed."

"Don't say little!" Ed yelled at him.

Roy sighed.

Riza came in, followed by Alphonse. "Here Ed. I talked with the man and he gave me back your money." She said, handing him the cenz.

"Thanks." Edward told her, pocketing the money.

"Alright, it was nice spending lunch with you Brother, I'm going home now!" Al said.

"We'll walk you out." Roy said. He, Riza, and Ed followed Al out the door, when Al stopped. "Oh no, I forgot my bag."

"Where is it?" Roy asked.

"It's in your office Sir, I'll go get it." Al said.

They four of them walked back to Roy's office, but Riza stopped. Roy noticed the tears growing in her eyes, and called to the Elrics. "You boys go on ahead." He said, signaling to Ed and Al. They walked off, and when Roy knew they were alone, he put a caring hand on Riza's shoulder. "What's the matter?" He asked.

Riza was staring after Edward, tears forming in her eyes. "I don't think I can take it Roy." She said. "He's right in front of me, and I can't do anything! I can't tell him anything. I feel like I'm being chained down. And…if we were to tell him, he might tell someone else." She said, hugging him.

"No, Edward isn't that type of boy Riza."

"I know but…if someone else were to find out….I don't know what I'd do."

"Riza, if someone found out, it would still be worth it. We'd have a normal, happy life, and we'd have him back, we would finally be a family."

Riza gave him a look of sad disbelief. "No, it would be so much worse. If he knew that we were back together, who knows what the Fuhrer do." She said, walking off.

Roy stared after her. "Then we quit the military. It's that simple." Roy said to himself. "I don't care about my dream if it means being separated forever."

Roy walked back to his office. Edward and Alphonse were talking quietly. "What's wrong? Where's the Lieutenant?"

"She….had to take a break. Everything's fine." Roy said sadly.

Ed looked at him suspiciously. "You know, both of you have been acting weird lately. I'm not sure I like it, what's your guys' deal?"

"It's nothing you need to concern yourself with Edward."

Ed sat back for a moment, then realized that he was just called by his name, instead of Fullmetal. "Colonel, when are going to have some confidence in me? When are you going to actually let me in on something! Ever since I joined your team I've only been in the dark!" Ed yelled. He walked out, leaving Al and Roy staring at the door.

"Your brother sure is something Alphonse." Roy sighed.

"He's actually quite like you Sir. I don't know what it is." Al said.

Roy was taken aback. Ed was like him? Roy thought to himself, "I guess I passed something on after all." He said, smiling at something he and Hawkeye had talked about long before. "Alphonse, what's the earliest memory you have?" he asked.

"Hmmm, let's see. Oh, I know. I remember seeing a woman come to our house. Something seemed off about her. I remember she spent all her time with Ed though. She actually looked a lot like Lieutenant Hawkeye, I guess that's why I can remember it so well. I guess Ms. Hawkeye is a reminder or something." Al said.

"Hmm." Roy said. "Yeah, that sounds about right."

"What does?"

"Oh, nothing."

"Mr. Mustang, you know you can trust us right? I know Ed blows up over some really small things, but you know I won't judge. What's going on with you and Ms. Hawkeye?"

"Edward is." Roy sighed.

"What about him?" Al asked, confused.

"Alphonse, what do your parents look like?" Roy asked, seemingly changing the subject

"Well, Dad has sandy hair, and Mom had a light chestnut color. They're eyes were the same as their hair." Al said.

"Do any of your relatives have gold hair and gold eyes?"

"Now that you mention it, no, they don't."

"If you were to pick anyone you know, who would you say Ed looks the most like?"

"Well, if her eyes were gold, I'd say Lieutenant Hawkeye." Al said, thinking for a minute.

"Yeah. That's it right there." Roy said.

"Colonel, you're being confusing. Are you saying the reason you two are so off is because Ed and her look so similar?"

"Yeah, that's part of it."

"Why won't you just tell me Mr. Mustang?"

"Simple, it's something I want you to figure out without me telling you, so that I won't have to explain."

"This is very confusing."

"Here, look at this." Roy said, taking out the picture. He held it out, and Al took it.

"Is this Ms. Hawkeye?" He asked.

"Yes."

"Who's that in her arms? Wait…..that's not Ed is it?" Al asked, looking at the picture from every direction. "They look like….she could be…..his mother…..!" Al said. He looked at Roy, who nodded. Alphonse dropped the picture in shock. "L-Lieutenant Hawkeye is Edward's mother?" Al asked, scared. "What about me? What about my Mom and Dad?" He asked, looking back at Mustang.

"Im sorry Alphonse, but you have no relation to Edward except for the fact that your parents adopted him."

"But, what about Ed's father?" Al asked, looking at the picture. He looked at Roy, who had an uncomfortable look on his face. "Wait…M-Mr. Mustang it isn't you is it?"

"That's right." Mustang said, trying his hardest not to make eye contact with Alphonse.

"S-So I've been lied to my whole life? I don't even have a brother?" Al asked.

"He's your legal brother, just not blood." Roy said.

"Why did you abandon him? Why did you give him to us?"

"Because. The Fuhrer was going to kill her….." Roy said. "He knew that we secretly had a child together, and if we didn't give Ed up, he was going to kill Riza. He didn't like the fact that we kept it hidden, we even lied about it whenever someone noticed. So we gave him to your parents."

"I can't believe it! I refuse to believe it!" Al shouted at him. "How could someone do something like that!"

"It's true. But we can't have you tell people just yet. Please Alphonse, we're trying to fix this!" Roy looked at him desperately.

"No, you've given Ed up. He's my brother and you won't get him until I die." Al said. "You can't dump him with us for 16 years then come and take him back. That's not how it works." Al said, crossing his arms. "He has to want it. I won't go against my brother, but I won't let him be taken unwillingly." Al told him, before turning to leave. He opened the door, and left. As the door swung open, Ed took a step back, so he wouldn't be hit. He had his hand over his mouth, almost crying. He was glad that Alphonse hadn't seen him. He turned and ran. He ran as fast as he could. But he ran a little too fast. Riza was coming out of the break room, and Edward crashed into her. He fell to the floor. He rubbed his head as he sat up. Riza was also on the ground.

"Hello Edward." She said tenderly. She looked at him with a mother's look, but Ed didn't want to believe it.

"L-Lieutenant?" He asked, tears growing in the corners of his eyes. He looked at her, she smiled down at him. "Lieutenant!" he cried hugging her tightly.

Riza was taken aback by Ed's outburst of tears. He had his arms wrapped around her, crying. "Lieutenant, is it true…are you…?" He asked softly. He continued to cry into her jacket.

"….Yes Edward….it's true…." She said, hugging him back.

"All this time, my whole family has been lying to me…." Edward cried.

This was the side to Ed that Hawkeye never saw. She held him tightly, rejoicing that he had reached out to her.

"Lieutenant. Lieutenant. Lieutenant." He sobbed. He continued to cry as the two sat on the floor, in what seemed like a reunion. He continued to cry 'Lieutenant' until he finally sobbed one word. "Mom." He cried, clutching her jacket tightly.

Riza's eyes widened. "Edward I…."

"I heard it all from Mustang. I listened to his talk with Al." Ed cried. "And….I don't blame you for leaving me. It was better that way I guess. It would be better for us to live and be separated then for Dad to suffer." Edward told her, thinking altogether different thoughts. "I'm sorry. It was my fault you two were put in that position." He hated to say something like that to her, he didn't even think of it that way, he had a whole different perspective on it.

"No honey, it wasn't your fault at all." Riza told him, hugging his shoulders. "It was in no way your fault. It wasn't anyone's fault." She told him.

"No, me existing put you through pain, I'm sorry." Edward told her.

"I couldn't want anything more than for you to exist Edward. You're my son and I love you. I am so happy to have you Edward. I'm so happy." She said. "I only wish that we could have lived in peace. But we watched over you. Me and Roy came to visit on all of our days off. We only stopped because you were getting too old to not realize."

"But that means Trisha….." Ed started. "She….we committed human transmutation for a woman that wasn't even our mother."

"She was Al's mother, Edward. And you still loved her, just because she wasn't your blood mother, doesn't mean she wasn't a mother to you." Riza said.

Ed cried harder. "I don't know what to do!" Edward cried. "I don't know what to do about Alphonse."

"You're still brothers, Edward. It's all going to be okay." She told him. Riza looked at him. She heard footsteps, and helped Ed off the floor. "Come on, we can continue this in Roy's office." She said, leading him away.

Roy looked up from his work as Riza came in. She was followed by Edward. Roy could tell that Ed had been crying. "Did he?"

"He was listening through your door." Riza said, her hands on Ed's shoulders.

Roy stood up. "Edward…I…" Roy started. But Ed cut him off, by hugging Roy tightly.

"All this time….." Edward cried softly.

"Oh Edward." Roy said, wrapping his arms around the small 16 year old. "I am truly sorry."

"Sorry for what?" Ed asked, stepping back.

"I'm sorry this had to happen."

"What? That you gave me up to protect yourselves? Hiding the evidence right?" Edward told him, he'd decided to just go and say it, it had been on his mind through this entire affair. Roy was taken aback by this sudden out burst. Hawkeye stared at her son in surprise.

"Now wait a minute!" Roy started.

"No!" Edward told him, tears flowing from his eyes. "I'm going to tell you exactly how I feel! I'm trying to understand it! I really am! But how could you do something like that to me! You sat here for four whole years watching me and not saying a damn thing!" He cried.

"Edward, it wasn't something we could easily get out of!" Roy said. "If you were our son legitimately then….."

"Then what? You wouldn't have sent me away? What the hell kind of difference does it make?" Ed asked. "I'm still your son." He cried.

"Edward, you have to understand that in the military that kind of thing is seriously frowned upon." Roy told him.

"Then why the hell was I even born? Have a go with your lieutenant, nothing'll happen right? Whoops!" Ed yelled at him, tears continuing to stream down his face. "If that sort of thing is frowned upon, why have an accident like me in the first place?" Ed asked.

"That's the thing about accidents Edward, you can't control them!" Roy yelled back.

"Roy….." Hawkeye said tensely.

"I see." Ed said coldly. "You never even wanted me to begin with did you? You just wanted her, there was never even a single thought in your head about what might happen!"

"I admit that I never thought about it, but once it happened Ed I swear to god I cried, I was so happy!" Roy told him. "In my head you were never a mistake, and accident sure, but never a mistake!" He yelled. "I love you and Riza more than anything!"

"Then why didn't you stand up to him? I'm pretty sure if my family was threatened, I'd go and personally kick the guy's ass." Edward told him.

"It's kind of hard when the Fuhrer of Amestris and the entire military are at your throat." Roy said.

"That really shows your devotion to your family."

"We did it to keep us all alive!"

"Yep, and then as soon as I'm gone you go right back to your daily life in the military right? Not a second goddamn thought about the child you practically threw away?" Edward yelled at him.

"EDWARD!" Riza shouted, tears starting to flow down her own face.

Ed realized he'd gone too far, and that she had probably been holding this in, and he just pushed her to the limit.

"Don't you ever say that again! What were we suppose to do? Be arrogant and keep you and have us all killed? Do you regret living Edward?" She yelled at him.

"W-What?" Ed asked, stunned.

"Do you regret living?" She yelled again.

"N-No." He said.

"Then think before you talk." She said, breaking down and sitting in a chair, sobbing.

"You really were affected weren't you?" Ed asked quietly. "You both were. I'm sorry for doubting that…..you two gave up a perfectly good life, you gave up all your happiness just so I could live…." He realized. He kneeled next to the chair, and hugged Riza. "I'm sorry Mom. Please don't cry." He said. "Would you…..tell me what happened?" Ed asked. "About that day?"

"It isn't exactly something we want to remember." Roy told him, putting his hands in his pockets.

~16 years ago~

Riza snuggled the tiny bundle of blankets. "Roy, he's perfect." She said.

"Yeah. I see he has your mother's eyes. And your hair….and your smile….Riza, is there anything I passed along to this kid?" Roy asked, looking his son over.

Riza laughed. "You wish." She took the small Edward back from him. "Hello Ed." She smiled, holding him up. He was looking at her, and pulling on her shirt sleeve.

Roy put his arm around her shoulder. Riza rocked Edward in her arms, and the small boy quickly fell asleep. Riza held him tightly.

"Riza." Roy said. "No matter what anyone says to you. This was never a mistake." He told her.

"He could never be a mistake." She responded, watching Edward sleep in her arms. "I don't care what rules we broke Roy. Having him with you, has made my life. Thank you." She said, leaning into his hug.

"I should be thanking you." Roy told her. The small Edward woke, and yawned. He reached up at the faces of his parents. He looked up at them, smiling. Riza smiled back, until the door opened abruptly.

"I should have known." Bradley said, entering Roy's apartment. "My accusation was correct. You know what this means, don't you?" He asked Roy, taking out a sword.

Roy pulled Riza behind him. "What do you mean Fuhrer Sir?" Roy asked.

"You broke the rules of the military, and when questioned, you denied. You lied to me Mustang." The Fuhrer said, in a mixture of annoyance, and anger.

"Riza.." Roy said cautiously.

"I want the child gone Mustang, I'm ready to forgive you for disobeying the military, but the child has to go. That, or he and the woman both die." Bradley said, flashing the sword.

Roy and Bradley stared at each other for a little under a minute. Bradley stared with anger, Roy stared with terror. He hung his head and a single tear fell down his face. "Alright." He said.

Bradley put away his sword, and left calmly without another word.

"I hope he didn't realize that I was lying to him, you both mean so much to me." Roy told Riza.

"Roy. I don't care what happens to me, but if he takes Edward too, then I'm willing to give him up. Please Roy, if he'll be safe, we need to do it." Riza said, after Bradley had left.

"I hate being cornered like this!" Roy yelled. "I can't face him, he'll kill you both, but I can't see my son go to the arms of a stranger, Riza."

"I know, but we have to do it." Riza said. She was on the verge of tears. "I know a woman in the east that I've known longer than you Roy. Her name is Trisha Elric. Her and her husband don't have a child yet, and Edward is a very calm boy. He wouldn't be too much for them." she said.

"If you think so Riza. I don't doubt you." He said. "it's just that…." he started to say.

"I know, but our hands are tied here Roy. It's unavoidable." She said.

Trisha was waiting in the doorway of her small house. He husband stood behind her, patiently waiting. They saw the two military officers walking along the little dirt path. When the two finally reached the little house. Riza hugged Trisha, crying.

"It's okay Riza. We'll take good care of him okay?" Trisha told her.

"Please Trisha." Riza said. She spent the remaining time before her departure with Edward in her arms. She reluctantly handed him over to Trisha, and walked with Roy out of the door. Once they were out of earshot, Riza cried onto Roy's shoulder. They sat in silence on the train, and when they got off, separated as if nothing had ever happened. After that day, Riza addressed him as nothing but 'Sir' and he addressed her as nothing but 'Hawkeye'

As Roy and Riza finished their story, Edward wiped his tears away. "Mom." He said, hugging Riza tightly. After another ten minutes, Edward looked over at Roy. Now, even though Roy was his father, he couldn't help but tease him.

"So, having a son with your subordinate, aren't you the busy man?" Edward asked. Roy gave him a look of shock. Ed laughed and hugged him.

Roy looked dow at him "Sorry for being such an ass to you over the years." Roy said. "It hurt me, but I just didn't want you to get too close, because I feared that I'd lose it."

"Whatever, I'd yell at you and all but I think we've all been through enough." Edward told him. Ed saw Alphonse in the doorway. Edward smiled as looked at him, and Al smiled before nodding. Edward turned back to his parents. He found himself being hugged happily by Roy and Riza. He leaned into their hugs, feeling complete. He felt strange, for the first time since regaining Al's body, he felt completely, wholeheartedly happy.

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