Always and Forever
Preface: I thought wrong
Have you ever gotten you heart broken? Have you ever fell in love and then gotten your heart shattered? Have you ever made friends, and suddenly they abandoned you? Have you ever had to run away, to save your life, and the life of the ones you truly loved? Have you ever ran away from the reality of your existence? Have you ever felt alone and broken? Have you ever been one, to want to die?........I have......
I thought that when I moved from Phoenix to Folks, with Charlie, my dad, that I would of made friends and fell in love. In case, which I did. But what I didn't thought was, to fall in love with a vampire. I met the most loving family. They were welcoming; well except Rosalie, and they made me feel apart of their family as well. But, I thought wrong. At my 18th birthday, I thought all will go well. I thought wrong. Once I had that paper cut, my future changed drastically. They left, and abandoned me. He—Edward-- had said ' I don't love you' 'Were leaving' 'I don't want you' 'You aren't good enough for me' and so on. Those words still shatter my heart. I thought they were there for me, for eternity. But, I thought wrong. I laid on the forest floor, crying, and being succumbed to darkness. That day, everything changed. I was no longer Isabella Mary Swan....
*** Flashback***
As I laid here, on the murky forest floor, beyond the forest of Charlie's backyard, I reckoned the words he said to me. They left me. Here to die and love no more. My one true love...gone. All I want from now is to die. Die and never come back. Die and fall from the lightness, and into the dark. I lost me love, and therefore will not live without him. If he is gone, I'm gone too. Heck, I can't even feel the scorching burn that radiated upon my forehead, while I tripped on a root, and landed face front on a rock, situated on the tree trunk. Blood dripped, and I no longer felt protected. I felt as if I was about to die. I no longer wanted to live. As I laid in silence, still dripping blood more freely now, I felt a presence in front of me, into the bushes. A vampire came out of the trees, and made itself presence. It's nose flared, and smelled my blood.
" Go ahead, do it. Kill me". I said as I looked into her red velvet colored eyes. She had long fiery red hair. Her stance was cat-like, and she hissed.
"Oh dear Bella, where is your lover?"
As she spoke, I recognized her as the woman next to James, in the baseball field. It wasn't that long ago that Edward killed James, her mate. I knew now, that she was here for revenge. To kill me for James. A mate for a mate. I wasn't going to stop her now. And that's what exactly she did.
She bounced on me, right after she asked me that question. She didn't wait for my answer. As she landed on me, my head banged on the tree behind me, and I felt more blood dripping, due to the impact. Soon I was going to lose consciousness. The smell of blood was making me feel dizzy.
She looked right into my eyes and hissed:
-" A mate for a mate". And then I felt my head being turned, and her teeth into my neck, piercing my skin. A scream evaporated from my mouth, but I felt numb. I didn't fight back. As my eyes close-in, for once last time, she was detached from me, very quickly. I fell on the forest floor, and heard hissed, and screaming and felt a fire being started. Then, my eyes closed for the very last time. Or so I thought.
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Approximately, 3 days later...i knew what I had become. I always wanted to be a vampire, but succumbed to eternity of loneliness, was beyond what I wanted. I thought I died, but again, I thought wrong. I feel trapped now. Trapped into the world of secrets. The world of fantasy and secret beings
*** End of Flashback***
Now, I'm here living eternity, and hiding of the most powerful family of all.....
Author's Note:
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