I do not own glee.


I couldn't stand it anymore, watching the guy I love make out with his girlfriend. We were standing in the hallway of McKinley. It was the middle of sophomore year, 5 more months and I would be enrolling in Dalton Academy in Westerville. I hadn't told Jeff about it and I felt guilty. I just couldn't be in this school another year. McKinley was to easy and Dalton was an ivy school. Better chance at me to get into a better college. Jeff left Katie and walked over to me. His green eyes instantly got brighter when they met my brown ones. His smile became real and not forced.i looked at him confused. He shrugged and leaned next to my opened locker.

"Ever make out with someone and it doesn't feel right, even though you love them?" he looked at me.

"No. I only dated that one girl in middle school and I dumped her a week later cuz I turned out to be gay."

Jeff groans "I love Kate but...when we're together it feels wrong, like she's not the one for me. But we've been dating for 2 years. Nick help me." he grabbed my shoulders and shook me. I pulled away and laughed. "Jeff I'm not getting involved in your love life. "

"But your my best friend. Your job is to help please. " he whined.

"Jeff I want you happy and only you can tell if your happy or not. I want to tell you to dump her because I hate the way she treats you sometimes, like your her personal toy, but then your the one who needs to decide."

He sighs and pushes himself off the lockers. "I'll see you in class." he walks off and I watch until the warning bell rings.

After school is glee club. I make my way into the choir room and sit next to Blaine. After a few the rest pile in. Sebastian takes his spot next to me. Seb and me go back along time. Our moms were best friends all there life which led to me and Sebastian being best friends since birth. I met Jeff in 5th grade when he moved to Lima from Colorado. We instantly clicked.

"Sebby! " He smiled then shook his head and pushed me off my chair. Outside of school we had a sort of touchy freely friendship. New Directions knew about this but everyone would think we were together which wasn't the case. Sebastian was a a serious relationship with Thad and I loved Jeff even if Jeff was straight. Jeff walked in and sat behind me. I looked at him and he smiled. My heart clenched. His smile made merely every time. "So we still going to the movies tonight?"

"Wouldn't miss for the world Jeffers." he smiled and soon practice started. Of course Finn and Rachel sang a duet and then Santana said something mean about them. Always the same drama in glee club. Soon it ended and it was time to go home. Jeff and I headed to my car. We carpooled since we lived next door to each other. Seb lived next to me but he liked to show off and drive his camero to school. We went to my house to put our backpacks up then left to the movies. It was Friday and we could stay out as long as we wanted. We bought our tickets to The Hunger Games and went inside, bought popcorn, drinks, and candy, the went to take our seats. We were early and the befor preview previews were on. Jeff tossed a piece of popcorn in the air and tried to catch it. It ended up on the floor and I couldn't help but laugh at the upset look on his face. He punched me in the arm before turning to the screen. His eyes widened and I looked in the direction he was looking. About 5 rows down Katie was making out with some dude in a blue blazer. I recognized the blazer. I would be wearing in next boy. Jeff sat back against the backrest of his chair. I looked at him and saw his eyes sparkling with tears. My heart ached and I stood up and walked towards Kate. I could feel Jeff's eyes on me all the way down.

"hey Kate I didn't expect to see you here." my voice was a mix of cold happiness. The happiness caked in fake ness.

Kate jumped at the sound of my voice and looked at me. "uh...hi Nick...what...what are you doing here? I'm here with my cousin he just got her this morning..."

"Didn't deem you as an incest type of girl...oh and I'm here with Jeff, you know Jeff my best friend."

"Shit.." she looked around until she found Jeff. He didn't look at her he just kept his eyes on me.

"Slut." I glared at her before going back to Jeff. I never called a girl a bad name but she deserved it. Hurting poor sweet innocent Jeff. My Jeff. I sat down and wrapped my arm around his shoulders. He pushed the arm rest between us up and snuggled into me. I felt his body shake as he let out silent tears. I just held him as he let his heartbreak get the best of him. As soon as the movie started he relaxed. During the movie he stayed snuggled into me. The movie ended and he bolted out of the theater I followed him but not fast enough since I found him and Kate talking in the parking lot. I stood back to give them privacy. After what seemed like hours but was probably 10 minuets Kate walked away. I could see Jeff. He looked pale and frozen in place. I walked over to him. "Jeffy?" no response. He started to freak me out and almost made me die when he fell to the ground. His legs not able to support him anymore. I sat next to him. He just looked at the ground with a blank stare. "Jeff your starting to scare me. Come on just say something please." still no response. I pulled my phone out about to call 911 but a hand on my wrist stopped me. Looking up I met Jeff's green eyes. It looked like his world had just been destroyed. He was broken and needed someone to pull him back together. I pulled him close and helped him up and to the car. As soon as we were both inside he broke down crying. I hugged him and let him cry into my shoulder. We stayed there for a long time. Jeff crying his heart out while mine shattered.

"Kate ...she's...she's...pregnant..."