Disclaimer: Does it look like I can come up with characters like these? No...It's all due to the great mind of J.K. Rowling.

Dear Diary, I can't believe it's going to be a year since it's been over. It feels like it was just yesterday that he held me and kissed me and called me his. I thought it would last but apparently I was very wrong. What we had lasted just two weeks, but those 2 weeks changed my life forever. As I lay here in my bed about to drift off to sleep all I can think about is: How would things be different now if we hadn't ended it? How much more satisfied would I be if I were with him instead of whom I'm with now? Maybe it was meant to end up like this...but what if it wasn't? What If I'm meant to end up with him in the end? Is that why I still dream of him? Is that why when I close my eyes all I can see is his face and his warm smile that won me over that while back? Maybe life has many more things in store for me that I don't know about yet. I do know however that I love and will always love the man I'm not supposed to. I know it's wrong because I'm with someone else now but the only reason I am is to try and forget. I keep asking God to help me forget and let me move on but so far that hasn't happened and to tell you the truth deep down I don't think I want to. I'm trying to forget him, the one that stole my heart and broke it as well, the one that I dream about, the one that haunts my everyday life, Draco Malfoy... When will I stop feeling like this for him? Maybe he's what I wasn't meant to forget...

Hermione