A/N: Hello everyone! I really hope you like my fic. I'm not going to lie. I haven't worked hard on the writing. But I've been thinking about the idea for a while and I like it a lot. Right now. Also it's summer so I need a nice summer thing to do. But please excuse me if you do actually read this. I do have somewhat of a life.
One of the Chapter
She couldn't believe she was standing in front of his door. He must have forgotten her or hated her. She wasn't sure. But he was the only one. The only one who knew her, he knew her better than she knew herself. And all she wanted was to see him again.

Lily knocked swiftly almost hoping he wouldn't hear. But he had, as she could tell by the lights turning on and stuff being moved around. Locks turning. Oh god what was she doing?

"Lily?" A tired voice asked. She almost died inside. "What are you doing here?"

She didn't say anything at first. Where to begin? How would it ever be put in words that could be understood?

"You were the only one that understood me." It sounded like a good beginning. Lily wanted to hit herself. That was so dumb. Surely he'll shut the door in her face. "I'm sorry. But I needed to talk to you. I know I'm being selfish...again. But will you just, please, listen to me."

He didn't say anything for a moment. "Okay. Come inside." He said motioning for her to come in.

They sat down on his couch and it made her think of the time back in sixth year. When she had visited him during the summer.
"I can't believe she came." Whispered a girl named Mary. "They said they had just invited her on a joke. I'm surprised she actually came." The group of girls laughed.

Lily sat on a dusty old couch looking at the people around her. She couldn't believe she came either. How unlike her, to be social, and step out of her bubble. More like have her bubble popped.

"Lily." Said a voice sitting next her. She turned her face. Oh god. Not him. "I'm surprised you came. What has gotten into you?"

More like what was ripped out of her she thought. She gave a crooked smile and said "Well I wanted to see one of these famous parties I hear so much about."

Then, he couldn't believe it, she moved closer to him. "I didn't really take you to be a social person." James said not sure what to do.

"Things change." Lily simply stated.

"Yes they do." He said. "Hey Lily. Do you want to dance or something."

She gave him another crooked smile and shrugged. What was going on?
"So what's new?" He asked handing her a cup of tea.

Lily rested her arms on her crossed legs and sipped the tea. It warmed her insides. The whole situation, the two of them and tea, almost made her smile and forget. But the then the thoughts lingering in her head brought her back to earth.

"I don't really know how to start." She stared down at her feet. "I don't really know what I'm doing. Here. With you, but I thought you could maybe care. About me again."

Then it happened. She couldn't hold it back anymore. The tears came and she had to put the tea down before she burnt herself.

"Lily what's wrong?" He said grabbing the girl in his arms as she wrapped her jacket around her and shook.

"James I'm dieing. Emotionally I'm dead. I can't feel anymore. I just want to feel." She cried to him.

"Just tell me what's wrong. Just talk about it."

She let go of herself and grabbed and hugged him. Holding onto him for dear life. She continued like she'd never stopped. "I don't even know where to begin."
After that night, Lily and James had gotten much closer. They started owling back and forth. Lily found it very strange that they had taken a liking to each other. But was glad they had.

James was one of the best friends she had. She had invited him over to her house for the day a couple of weeks before school let back in. They were going to go to Diagon Ally together.

To her surprise she spent forever figuring out what to wear. Trying on various things. Finally settling on a short black dress, black hoes, black kitten heals, and a black scarf in her hair.

That summer had been a huge turn in her life. Lily had gone to stay with her older (but not too old) cousin in London for two weeks. Where she found out (even thought it was old) Lily loved Mod. And bought everything she could to do with it. Then hid most of it from her mother.

Luckily, for her, Lily's mother had gone school shopping with her older sister Petunia. Which meant she could parade around and go out in public in what ever she liked.

She looked at the clock. It was almost one. James would be here soon. She ran down stairs and waited patiently. A few minutes after one James stumbled out of the fireplace. When Lily heard the commotion she ran into the room.

"Feeling a little dark today are we Lily?" James said as he brushed the ashes off.

"Shut up." She said. Carefully standing away so not to get any thing on her clothing.

"So this is where you live?" He said walking around looking at things.

"Yes this is where I live two months out of the year."

James nodded his head and walked up the stairs. Lily hesitated for a moment but then followed him.

"Where do you think you're going?" She asked as they reached the top.

"I want to see your bedroom."

"Look lest leave before my mum gets back. I didn't tell her you were coming over."

James rolled his eyes and opened the door to her room. He was surprised at what he saw. Expecting to see frilly pink stuff and lots of lace. He saw different panting and such on the walls. It was normal.

It was hard to think that she was normal. At first he saw as just a geek. But then after talking to her, she was perfect. James didn't know how he had missed her all these years.

"Can we go now?" She said pulling him out of her room. "If I had known you were going to be nosey. I might have picked up some of my dirty clothes."

"How are we getting there?"

"I thought we'd take the tunnel. That's always fun."
James grabbed her hand and held it in his. "Just begin at the beginning."
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