You can't help who you fall in love with, my mother always told me that growing up, she always said love grows in the most unlikely places and when it's there, it sometimes takes a while for you to realise it's presence...but when you can see it and feel it,how do you when you've found it? Espeically when its with the most unexpected person?

Mal:"Natara?"

Natara quickly snaps herself from her daydreaming to look up from her desk, to see Mal looking at her with a concerned look on his face.

Natara:"Hmm?"

Mal:"Are you okay, you've been spaced out for more than ten minutes now, something on your mind?"

Natara:"No I'm fine, just didn't get much sleep last night that's all."

Mal:"Are you sure because if sometimes bothering you, you know you can always tell me"

Natara smiles and blushes slightly.

Natara:"I know. Really I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Mal smiles and nods and stands from his desk; collecting his things.

Mal:"Just for the record, I do worry about you Nat and like I said if you ever need me don't hesitate to call,anyway I think I'm finished here for the day, so I'll catch you later, Night"

Natara smiles and tucks some hair behind her ear.

Natara:"Night Mal."

Mal pulls on his jacket and leaves Natara alone in the precinct ,finishing up some paperwork; when she finishes she makes her way home, when she walks in her apartment; she places her car keys down on the table by the door, hangs up her coat and walks in the living room to see Oscar sat on the couch, they both smile at one another and share a quick peck on the lips as Natara joins him by sitting by his side, and they both look at scattered pieces of paper spread across the table; flower arrangements, food menus, wedding venue reviews and wedding invitation samples.

Oscar:"I know this is probably a stupid question but what flowers did you have in mind, as if I didn't already know!"

Natara smiles.

Natara:"Well I was thinking..."

Oscar:"Lilies?"

Natara blushes.

Natara:"Am I that predictable? Alright what colour lilies?"

Oscar laughs then pulls a face ,pretending to think.

Oscar:"Hmmm...Probably, red or white."

Natara:"Lucky guess."

They both laugh and continue with the wedding planning.

Is it possible to love to people at the same time? One person makes you feel safe and loved and you feel happy when your with them and you know it's the right thing to do because it's expected and normal but on the other hand, the other person gives you that feeling that makes you feel weak at the knees with just one look and they stay on your mind all the time, when you long to hear the sound of their voice just because it makes you feel calm and everytime they look into your eyes, you never what them to look away and the overwhemling feeling of love and happiness that tingles through your whole body ,just because they touched you. Maybe one is love but the other is just a cruel, torturing longing feeling in your heart and mind,disguised as love.

Natara sits outside Oscars's office waiting to go to dinner, he pops his head out the door with a phone pressed against his ear, he lowers it down and holds his hand over the reciever.

Oscar:"Natara, I'm sorry but this is gonna take longer than I expected so can we.."

Natara:"Raincheck on dinner"

Natara was quick to finish Oscar's sentence, as she stood from her seat and walked over to Oscar with disappointment flushed over her face.

Oscar:"I'm sorry."

Natara:"Oscar It's fine really, I understand if you have to work, don't worry about it, I'll call you later."

Natara kisses Oscar on his cheek as he look at her apologetic eyes and quickly disappears back behind the door back into his office, Natara makes her way outside and takes a moment to take in the cold nightime air as she pulls her coat tighter round her neck as she made her way down the steps and starts walking down the street, deep in thought.

Is it wrong that I want to see him? That I want to know excatly what he's doing right now? I try so hard not to think like that but it's hard; the wonders of the heart take over the logic of my brain and I just can't help it, it sometimes feels like I'm fighting with myself and in a way I suppose I am, I cant talk to anyone about it, how could anyone understand? And I guess I'm also afraid that if I ever did tell anyone, they'd tell me that what I'm feeling is wrong and if these feelings and thoughts stay in my head ,I can at least justify them to make perfect sense to myself so I don't have to feel guilty.

I know it's short but I was inspired to write so I just went with the flow :D lol Yeah kind of a different style for me this time but I like it :), I hope you like it, more to come in the next chapter and please review. Jade xx