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Looking up into his eyes, they were wonderful. Grey, the color of calmness, of peace. Of everything I loved.
There really was no way that I could convince myself I didn't like him.
My heart was still fighting a war against itself.
Everything about him spoke beautiful. The perfect way his hair fell into his eyes, looking careless yet brilliant.
The way he would look at me like he was focused on me, and only me. With those grey, grey eyes looking deep into my soul.
Whenever I looked at him, I ended up staring. There was nothing to block the spell he sent my way.
Until…everything went wrong. There is no way to explain what I saw. He had sworn his commitment to me, in front of millions of people.
He had SAID the words, "I do." He had looked right into my eyes and said them. Sirius Black had married me, and it had seemed like nothing could break us apart.
Why, then, why did I find him in a deep lip-lock with another girl?
First I blamed him. It was his fault. He had cheated. Then I could blame him no longer.
After that I blamed her. She had taken him away from me. She had ruined everything that ever was.
But when it came down to it, I knew it was my fault. It was my fault for not being good enough for him.
But more than that, it was my fault for falling for him. Falling for his eyes that I had thought were so deep, so wonderful.
Yet now, just before I pull the trigger, I realize that there was nothing behind his eyes, only emptiness.
That was why I could see right through them.
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