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A Dangerous Life
By: almakarma18
SI OC & AU, She has been a very understanding person even in her previous life, she couldn't help it when she has been a freak of nature.
Even if she was born with everything that she could ever wish for, a very loving and rich parent, born with talent and beauty, and having a very genius brother, still the world she was born with is a very unforgiving place, where violence, chaos and death was a norm in her everyday life.
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Warning for the rest of the story
Traumatic experiences, death, violence, chaos, murder, killer, rape, blood and gore, drama, suicides, and other nasty thing you could imagine since this is from a mystery story where people are always dying in different ways with different methods.
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Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my OC
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Chapter 1
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Was she born in the wrong world?
Was she supposed to live again?
Was she meant to exist at all?
Why didn't she just stay dead?
This was all the thoughts that have been plaguing her mind the moment that she was born again after she died.
And the moment of the clarity of where she was born at and who she was, all she could do in her situation is just to keep moving forward and to never look back because that is all she could do no matter how much unfair everything in her life has been.
To be able to truly live her present life, accepting her current situation all she could do.
However, it didn't mean that she would just forget about her previous life memories just because she chooses to accept her fate.
It was a part of her even if she was reborn again after dying.
She could not just throw it all away so easily just like that.
It was part of her no matter what.
For her… to forget meant that she was refusing to accept herself.
Although, while she refuse to let go, it didn't mean that she would refuse her present new life…
No…
All she was going to do is continue to live her life… to continue to accept her current reality… and even if she were to let go the thing that she has lost, like the way she has been living her life before or the people that has been in her previous life, she still refuse to forget everything no matter what.
Even if its cause her pain, sadness and loneliness.
Because, if she were meant to forget everything from the very start, her memories and her past life, then she should have forgotten all about it the moment that she was reborn.
But she remembers, so she wouldn't let it go just like that.
If there is a reason why she should have forgotten, then she should have.
It might have been a fatal mistake on someone part… but the fact remain that she still remember.
What's a second chance anyway?
What's a new life?
It didn't mean that she needs to let go… to just forget just like that…
Since she still has her memories… since she still remembers… it just meant that she's just continuing her life where she left… but with slightly different identity and lifestyle.
A new experience and a new people to meet.
Her previous life and present life… was all a part of herself… both are connected.
Just like how death seemed to have no ending for her… so she firmly believe that there is also no beginning.
All she has to do is continue to live. That's all.
It was so simple yet she knew it will be a very hard and complicated thing to achieve.
Accept everything… combined every experiences and memories she made as she continues to just live her life.
Even if sometimes she continues to have negative and gloomy thoughts on her current situations, with numerous unanswered questions, it was all just a normal reaction to have after all.
Because she isn't a perfect person and not everything is all sunshine and rainbow in life.
She has her flaws and weaknesses.
Making mistakes is part of living a life after all.
Doubting… questioning… is all part of living.
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If reincarnation is a fact… then she understands and accepts the fact that there is also a different dimension or a parallel world out there.
And surely, she was born in a parallel world, different from what she remembers because she currently exists where she shouldn't exist…
And she currently exists as a sister to a certain someone, when in her memories, that certain someone doesn't have a sister because that person has been an only child.
She has been reborn as the younger sister or precisely the fraternal twin sister of one of the main protagonist of a certain story that she has once read in a very long time.
It was a story that has numerous and very detailed information that was very helpful for someone like her who has been born in a long traditional family that has been working in the side of the law.
Although it has been her older brother that introduce her about it or the one who introduce her to anything related to manga.
It was also something that she couldn't forget since it was the first and the last time that she was allowed to have a certain resemblances of childhood fascination or a hobby that she was interested with.
Because in her previous life, she has grown up in an isolated home and has only stayed most of her entire life in their large traditional house, in another part of the house.
You see, although finding herself being reborn again after her death seems to be utterly impossible and abnormal, she has been quite an abnormal person even in her previous life.
Normal has never been in her dictionary as long as she remembers.
It might sound unbelievable but in her previous life, she has been born with strange paranormal power or usually called ESP.
Yes, you heard her right.
Strange paranormal power or ESP.
Somehow, she was born with those impossible ESP related abilities.
Where she could get a glimpse of a certain future, though it rarely happened and she was unable to control it or she only get a blurry and vague vision.
She could make things just float or move items around her by using her mind.
And the most important and useful ability she has that she has been using was the ability called Psychometry, the ability to read information to certain objects. Although, the image she sees and information she read turn useless seen she couldn't really control her skill properly causing her to unable to read the information she wanted.
It was the reason why she was so isolated and never has the chance to do whatever she wanted.
Why she was restricted in her previous life and why her parent could never really love her because she has something that seemed so utterly impossible to have.
Although the main reason aside from her supernatural abilities of why she wasn't love by her parent was because her mother…
Or precisely her step-mother could never really love her and utterly despises and loathes her entire existence because she was a bastard child.
A child born from an affair from her lawfully wed husband.
She was born from the only person that her father has ever loved, to the woman that he has finally fallen in love with.
You see, her father never really love his legal wife and never been able to love her despite the years that they were husband and wife because from the very start their marriage was only a political marriage between their families to keep tradition and strategic purposes.
And the reason why her father never really loves her despite being born from his one true love as one would say was not because of her being a bastard child, or for having unusual and utterly impossible abilities, it was because she was the reason why her mother died during child birth.
And despite everything that was happening in her entire life, she has been quite an understanding child.
Even if she seemed so pitiful with how her life are.
For someone to be hated by something she didn't do…
To never be love by her father and would never experience the feeling of a mother love has for her child.
She has long before understands that despite everything, she was still quite fortunate to live her life the way she did.
Because when she was living her life, she has seen numerous different kinds of life a person could have, and knowing a much more unfortunate fate of living a life during her years of living.
It was because she has been helping her father in the shadow, in his line of work on her paranormal abilities.
And most of the times, the one abilities that she usually use was being able to read information in touching a certain objects.
A certain crimes related objects precisely.
She has seen thing a child shouldn't see...
A child that shouldn't have experience…
How closely she knows anything and everything related to death like a lover would…
How the world really works and what it offers to the living people…
Where she sees and experiences the darkest part of the human being, especially in their worse state.
It might have been the reason why, at the age of 10, she has been quite mature for her age, and able to understand and accept a certain thing that no child should have and where most of the adults was unable to accept despite being older than her.
Though what she might have been doing or experiencing might be seen as a parent taking advantage of child, she would have done it anyway.
Offering her help because it was something she could do… or precisely the only help she could offer.
Because, despite her father not being able to love her, he has cared about her in his own way.
It's confusing isn't it, to not be love but cared at the same time despite it all.
Her parent never once hurt her, though, her step-mother tends to throw hurtful words to her sometimes but she never once physically hurt her.
And the reason why the both of them was unable to love her because…
To her father, she was a reminder of the woman he loses, someone he greatly love that he finally found in his life, her mother has been his entire world after all.
To her step-mother, despite not marrying out of love, she was still the evidence of her husband being unfaithful to her.
That is why, she could really understand… because she has learned long before that life has been just unfair to everyone and somehow no one was able to truly control it.
Her father and step-mother has been an unfortunate victim of circumstances.
Although the only reason that she might have turn out quite well despite everything was because in her entire life, she has one person that has ever truly love her unconditionally.
It was her half-blood older brother.
He was the one that care about her.
He was the one that taught her everything she knew about life and about the world around her.
He was the one person that watches her grow up.
He was her brother, her friend, her mother and father figure.
He was basically her lifeline in her life.
He was the sole reason why she didn't become bitter, mad and insane.
And he was the one that taught her that if she run away and turn her back on life… then there really is nothing left for her and to keep moving forward while facing her problems head on because if she run away, her problem will still remain and will not entirely disappear just because she choose to not face reality.
That is why when she died at the tender age of 12 years old, all she could do is understand that her life is finally at end despite being saddened about it, because there is nothing she could do.
She was dying after all.
It might have been short, but when compared to the others who had died much younger than she was, she was much more luckier.
And as the thoughts of leaving her beloved older brother, she found the corner of her lips twitching up, showing a very beautiful smile and a peaceful expression on her face.
Because when her vision started turning dark, she wanted to at least show to her beloved that she left the world peacefully as she could.
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She found herself in a spiritual form when she came to or the moment she open her eyes again after staying peacefully in a very soothing place, though the appearance of the place she has been into is a blurred image in her mind.
And although she has been in a spirit form, she immediately knew that something was amiss in the situation that she find herself with because she couldn't feel anything.
She was unable to feel any emotion at all.
Confusion… shock… surprise… none of it at all.
All she could do is watch her surrounding, her mind swirling despite not feeling anything as she observe everything around her.
And she could only watch as she found herself in a very large park with beautiful cherry blossom around her where people were mingling around each other.
Friends, children, couples, teenagers and old people.
And somehow, she found her eyes glued to a very energetic and beautiful young woman with a handsome young man with mysterious air around him as they interact on each other.
Immediately, she knew that the two people are very much a couple by how loving the two interact.
After numbly watching the two interact in a few more minutes, her vision was once again overcome with darkness causing her eyes to slowly close.
Two to three times that she found herself waking up in a spiritual form; it became more prominent to her that her situation was somehow connected to the couple that she was drawn when she first woke up in her spiritual form, especially when she find herself waking up in their presence most of the entire time that she became aware.
After the fifth time that she became aware, especially when her time being around them kept getting longer as time goes by, she later learn their name.
She knew that she should be shock or surprise about their identity when she found out about it but it was useless because she's still unable to feel anything at all.
Because, surely she would be really surprise to find out that the two people that she has been with every time that she woke up before where the people in a once fictional story that she has read before.
Surely, learning their name as Kudo Yuusaku and Kudo Yukiko isn't a very good evidence on where she was at?
Especially, when their appearance, though younger, greatly resemble the Kudo Yuusaku and Yukiko that she once knew about.
And after careful observation of everything around her, she could only blink her eyes when everything around her looks like animation.
Though oddly, she found herself seeing it as real, just like how her previous life image seemed real to her too.
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As days, weeks or months pass by, it took her awhile to recognize the fact that Yukiko stomach seemed to be getting bigger and bigger during the time that she keep waking up from consciousness, while seeing a white looking thread being connected to Yukiko as time goes by.
And every time she woke up with Yukiko stomach getting bigger, the white looking thread seemed to get thicker and clearer in her vision.
She has been suspicious about the meaning of the thread and already has speculation about what it meant for her, especially when she heard the doctor telling the couple about seemingly having a twin from the result of their test.
Something she was surprise to hear since she knew that the couple doesn't have a twin child and should supposed to have an only child, a son at that.
Although she was still unable to feel any sign of emotion, there was the fact that she felt warmth and safe as time goes by.
And despite it all, she could only watch every single time, unable to feel any emotion and unable to freely voice what she was feeling until the time of Yukiko giving birth to her children.
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The next time that she regain her consciousness again was when she heard Kudo Yukiko screaming bloody murder toward her husband as she tried to break his hand that was holding her hand as she give birth to her children.
And she watched in morbid fascination in a long time as Yukiko keep screaming while Yuusaku could only show a pain grimace on his face as their child seemed to take a long time to come out.
Second, minutes and hours pass by before the sound of a baby wailing reverberate around the place.
"Congratulation! It's a healthy baby boy!" the doctor said with a delighted voice toward the young couple.
And she couldn't help but watch in wonder and longing as their face practically light up with joy and their entire being glowed with happiness as they stared adoringly and lovingly toward their son.
Joyful laughter resound around the room and literary light up the place.
She couldn't help but throw a longing at the happiness and love of the couple toward their child as she remember how her parent has been when she was still alive because despite being an understanding person, she still couldn't help but long from it since she was still a child after all.
She couldn't help but long for something she couldn't have.
Blinking her eyes for a second before widening suddenly when she found herself somehow finally able to feel emotions and she couldn't help but smile because it felt like she was her real self again, that she was finally alive despite in a spiritual form.
However, when Yukiko started another screaming fit again, she couldn't help but shiver slightly as she found herself losing the warmth feeling in a slightly alarming rate, vision blurring from time to time.
And she immediately knew that something was entirely wrong as when she finally found her focus, she found her entire being to be feeling so deadly cold, numb and hollowed.
Before the frantic and panic voices reach her ears, especially the hysteria voice of Yukiko as it rose in a high pitch sound despite the fact that she was deadly tired.
"Yuu-chan..! D-do something Yuu-chan! No. No NO! MY BABY! MY BABY GIRL!"
And her eyes focused to the now desperate Yuusaku who seemed to have entirely lost his calm and collected personality as he delicately hold his child in his arms as he desperate tried to fix what was entirely wrong.
And she couldn't help the dread she felt when she finally learn that their youngest child and their only daughter wasn't moving and breathing at all while seeing the white looking thread connecting to the small body of the unmoving child getting thinner and thinner.
For someone reason, she definitely found her answer on what she was looking for but never have known about despite it being literary shoved in her face.
That the child, the baby girl, has been what she would have been.
That the child was her new body, her new life.
But, it seemed that she wasn't supposed to live, that she was supposed to die during child birth.
It was ironic when she thought about it, watching as her supposed to be new parent tried to desperately save their child.
In her previous life, it was her mother that died during child birth and she was the one who live, and now that in her supposed to be new life, she was the one who died in child birth while her mother was the one who survive.
She could only watch with sadness at the distraught couple who is still trying to desperately save their child while feeling guilty at the thoughts in that cross in her mind, feeling relief as she found herself thinking that it was better that she was the one who died rather than her supposed to be mother because in the end, she doesn't want to end up killing her mother a second time just like in her previous life.
That is why, somehow, she found her death in her new life so early on so acceptable and besides she clearly remember that Kudo Shinichi didn't have any sibling since he has been an only child from what she remembers, though she knew that everything she knows and to where she was at might have an entirely different scene, information and events since a dead twin sister of Kudo Shinichi didn't exist from what she knew.
Though, she didn't really completely finish reading the Detective Conan story since it wasn't even finish yet.
Besides, as she seemed to slowly lose her strength and how her eyes started to slowly close on their own accord, there was no use thinking over about it since she felt her presence disappearing slowly completely.
"I am so sorry." Was the only words she could offer as a heartfelt apology for causing the kind couple grief over the loss of their child.
Just when he eyes finally seemed to fully close, she found herself being pulled roughly despite having a spiritual form, causing her eyes to open widely, her neck snapping toward the pulling sensation and the slowly warmth that has somehow return.
Her eyes widening when she found a light blue thread coiling around her now tiny white thread, before her eyes trailed off, stopping a second longer toward the much thicker blue thread coiled and twist around the unmoving body of the baby before trailing again to where the thread came from.
And she found herself staring at the wide unseeing blue eyes of the breathing child who was somehow staring silently toward to where she was despite the loud noises around them.
On how Yukiko was sobbing loudly and uncontrollably while Yuusaku, still being stubborn and was still trying to make his daughter breath as he continue to perform CPR on her unmoving body.
She could only stare dumbly, as she found herself being pulled as she was unable to stop it and watching as the blue thread coil around her in a tight grip before desperately tying toward her now getting thicker white thread.
And as she watched the blue thread glow and seemed to desperately edge her to connect and accept it, she couldn't help but open her lips to ask question.
"Are you sure? Do you really want to do that?" she asked as she locked eyes toward the unseeing eyes of the breathing child before her.
She wasn't asking the child per see, what she was asking was the spirit or the soul that belong to the child that seemed to want her to connect toward it.
As it desperately tried to plead her not to just let go and to not just disappear just like that since it wanted for her to stay.
What she was seeing and experience at that moment might seem impossible, but she has always been abnormal, and other different thing with no explanation keep happening to her.
To understand and accept everything has always been her solution because it helps her to not truly lose her mind every single time that something she couldn't explain happen to her since she doesn't really get her answer every single time.
And as she watched the blue thread glows brightly, persistent and stubborn as it waits for her to make decision.
"There will be consequences for this you know? For me and especially you that trying to do something that you shouldn't do. You're basically combining and connecting our soul, you know?"
She could only smile in a defeated way as the thread seemed to grow brightly and she couldn't help but admired on how the soul seemed so bright and warmth, it might have been a very kind person when it was still alive to have such a beautiful soul before her eyes trailed off toward the truly desperate couple that is still trying to make their child breath and live, not losing hope until the last second that she was going to be hopelessly and truly done for as they have enough time yet to truly save their child.
Closing her eyes as she took a deep breath as she nod her head.
"Alright! Whatever might happen to us or the consequences of our action in our new life, I'll try to fix it as I can."
A brilliant bright glow literally lit the place and she was the only person affected by it, before darkness slowly descend her vision before she fully lose her awareness around her, the sound of a baby wailing loudly was the last thing she heard before everything turn into nothingness.
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She was a year old when she became more aware of her surrounding when she first gain consciousness again and was surprise to found out that she remember the life she live in her previous life before because she thoughts that her memories would be erase or she would start a new, like how it should have been since surely remembering her previous life memory was something that she wasn't supposed to.
Because if it was, then surely there would be numerous people out there or most of the people would have remember their own if they were like her.
Though, new beginning is a very different matter to her when she remembers the entire thing she read about new chance in life because there wasn't anything different from what she remembers about.
The moment that she was born in her previous life to the moment of her death were all clear to her, like she has just been sleeping and has just woken up, aside from the spiritual form memory though since she remember it.
So she couldn't help but to turn her head around toward her supposed door image of her previous room appearing in her mind before she found herself waiting for her older brother to arrive with his usual warmth smile as he personally check up on her in the morning before greeting her with a loving eyes.
She could only stared blankly when all she saw was a very dark room with small light in a little corner, and how it seemed to be difficult to move her body, or precisely how lacking her motor skill seemed to be before the memories of her dying and being reborn again cross her mind causing many emotion for her to feel, making her thoughts and emotion in jumble.
She could understand that death meant everything she knew are entirely gone and nothing will stay the same ever again while being reborn meant that she would be experiencing new thing, meeting people and everything she has known would be different and would get her a long time to get use to it.
However, she was still depressed and saddened about her lose because that was how she has been living her entire life.
How much she misses her dear beloved older brother very much.
And she wasn't surprise when tears seemed to spill over her eyes because finally she was allowed to be sad without worrying about how her older brother would react if a saddened expression was what he saw in her last moment.
Before a loud wail escape her lips as she poured her emotion over, not worrying b
Because finally!
She could finally release what she has been feeling while remembering the words spoken by her dear older brother causing her wailing sound to get louder.
Sometimes it is alright to hide what you are feeling… however in the end you need to remember that you need to show it in order to release your pent up emotion because it isn't a good thing to keep bottling everything up until you finally exploded. If you want to do it when you're all alone then do it, the most important part is as long as you don't keep it in until you feel like your breaking apart.
And she continues to cry and wail, expressing all the emotion that she has bottled up until the moment of her death, to the loss of her life, and the thoughts of leaving her love ones.
She releases it all.
Before a loud sound of door opening and banging over the wall for how strong the door was opened reach her ears, though it doesn't stop her from crying one bit.
And she felt so disconnected and detach as she watch in a blurry as two people enter the room, one in a frantic panic while the other one was wary as he seemed to look around the room for a threat.
"Oh! Oh! Yu-Yuu-chan, Yuu-chan look! Look!" a young woman voice said in wonder and for some reason seemed to be delighted as she walked over to where the currently wailing toddler is.
"Mi-chan, Mi-chan is crying!" the young woman, who she could recognized belong to Kudo Yukiko, said in a very excited and happy voice.
Yukiko word cause her to lower her voice, before it turn into a hiccup and sobs as she blink her tears away as she move her head to where the woman was hovering on her side since the woman seemed to be reacting strangely over her crying fit,
And it seemed her little action causing Yukiko to squeal loudly causing her to let out a small whimper sound on how loud the sound was since it hurt her ears.
"I know that you're excited and happy dear… but try to lower your voice alright? It seemed that Miyuki have a very sensitive hearing."
The other voice cause her to turn her head to the other side and trailed her eyes up toward the other figured, Yuusaku, and found herself being studied by a very sharp and intense darkish brown eyes with wonder and relief glimmer behind his sharp look.
She could only blink her eyes dumbly from Yuusaku sharp look since she has been so use in seeing that kind of expression toward her father and older brother, especially when they are reading case related or when they are trying to read what she was thinking.
"Oh I am so happy Yuu-chan! Our baby girl is finally showing a reaction! Such a really happy day! I need to take a picture for today special day!"
Then Yukiko hurriedly went out the room leaving Yuusaku and Miyuki behind her who just stayed still while staring on each other eyes, one seemed to be trying to decipher a puzzle while the other one just look innocently with curiosity.
Then the handsome young man seemed to smile, eyes so very warmth and full of loving as he bend over a little to pick up the small child in a very gentle hands.
"Hm… You're finally aware huh?" Yuusaku said with a hum as he embraces the child in his arm before walking outside the room and toward the door since another sound of a child crying echoed next around the house.
Miyuki could only yawn loudly, suddenly finding herself very tired all a sudden, ignoring how sharp her new father seemed to be since she has known that Yuusaku was far smarter and sharper than Kudo Shinichi has been despite how intelligent he really was in her memories.
And as her eyes started to slowly close as the sound of Yuusaku heartbeat seemed to be lulling her to sleep, however she was able to hear Yuusaku last words before she fully loses her consciousness.
"We have been waiting for you for a while now my dear… finally… Welcome to the family Miyuki."
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She found herself lying down in a very large bed with her fraternal twin brother to her left side while the two of them was between Yuusaku and Yukiko.
She could only blink her eyes in detach way despite how she would have probably felt warmth on the situation that she currently found herself with since it seemed that she was unable or having hard time expressing any emotion despite how emotional she has been acting the first time that she has woken up.
It was like she uses up all her pent up emotion and suddenly felt so drain to express anything anymore.
Especially, when she felt so cold all the entire time that she has gained consciousness, even when the sun was slightly peeking in over their large curtain.
And the only thing that could make her felt really warmth was the presence of her older twin brother next to her.
It didn't help the fact that somehow the world before her very eyes felt so blank and dull all of a sudden.
Especially when she couldn't count how much she felt so wrong in her new life or the fact that there were so much more entirely wrong about herself that make her feel so drain, tired and wary.
It was just so wrong in so many ways that make her feel so unwelcome despite the fact the heartfelt words she heard her father spoken to her on her first day of gaining consciousness.
And from what she remember in the early year of memories of her younger year after she was born.
She could somehow understand why her parent has been entirely ecstatic and extremely happy when they found her wailing so loudly that night.
It seemed that during her early year of being a baby, she has been a very unresponsive child and only ever rarely react in a robotic way when it comes to her fraternal older twin brother, something she knew related about the bonding thread during her spiritual form that was affecting her current body as it felt the connection between the two of them.
Of course her parent, especially Yukiko has been extremely worried about her strange situation that she has been visiting the hospital for a thoroughly checkup about what was wrong and the only explanation that they could get is that maybe, something just went wrong during the time of her staying dead for few a minutes that somehow affected her brain or other parts of her body, especially when her body temperature seemed too low than normal that made her felt like it was winter all the entire time despite what the weather was outside, it didn't matter if it was summer or autumn time.
She just felt cold all the entire time of the day, that she prefer to wear thick clothing while preferring to stay indoor rather than outdoor, something that she would tell her parent when she was finally able to speak words.
Although, she felt so guilty about the situation that she has made her parent experiences because here was a parent, a mother and a father, that could finally love her despite the fact that they were just unlucky to have a very weird and a freak of a nature as their daughter.
It didn't even make her feel better when she thoughts about them already experiencing such hardship and unhappiness when she could clearly tell that it was their younger year of being married, where they should have been experiencing joy at their first experience of being a mother and a father for the first time.
It just that it felt like to her that her spiritual form and her present body are currently having a difficult time connecting at the moment.
And as she sat still in her definitely baby chair, or precisely twin baby chair, since she was sitting on her brother left side on the kitchen as their mother tried to feed them, even if she could only watched in a detach way and open her mouth obediently as her mother feed her something goo looking food.
Miyuki little and simple action along was enough to make her mother happy while her father watch in content a few distance away.
It seemed that as long as she was reacting and have consciousness over her own action was enough to make her parent feel at peace.
That despite how weird she was, and about the fact that there was definitely something wrong about her that they were still able to fully and truly accept her for whom or what she was.
And if the beaming smile and loving eyes her parent showed toward the two of their child weren't enough evidence to convince her, then she doesn't know what else could.
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If the Kudo couple was asked to explain what they thoughts about their twins or what they personally thought about them.
Yukiko would excitedly tell you that her twin has a very special bond that the eyes could not see or wouldn't be able to entirely explain about, a very special bond that the other people wouldn't be able to touch at all.
While Yuusaku on the other hand would just describe his children were like a multiple pieces of puzzles that fit and complete each other's nicely.
Shinichi, their first born child and their son is a very bright child, boisterous, always curious with the world around him, very stubborn child, noisy, childish and very observant around him while his younger twin sister Miyuki was entirely opposites.
Miyuki, their second born child and their daughter is a very quiet and silent child, preferring to just laze around, have a very hard time changing her mind when she decided something although she is also a very understanding child and act far more mature than her age let on as she seemed to simply prefer to watch the people or the places around her.
However, the couple both knows that the twins are very bright and intelligent child even at their age.
And if the people were to ask them who's their twin took after more.
Shinichi who look more like his father what with his black hair that sometimes look a darkish brown and an azure blue eye which he got from his mother and with his light brown skin color.
He takes more of his personality toward her mother, especially when he prefers or basks in other people attention.
While Miyuki look more like her mother with her wavy chocolate brown hair, a very pale skin, a very femine and small figure while the only unusual thing about her appearance was her magenta eye colors that she didn't inherit from either both of her parent.
While her personality are leaning more toward her father what with her laid back and calm personality, her calm disposition as they have never seen her lose her cool and has never shown any bad temper. She also preferred or unconcern about getting other people attention toward her and just let her twin brother bask on it.
Though both have different appearance and different personalities, the Kudo couple also knew that the two of them cared about each other very much despite their differences, especially when the both of them seem to have a very special and unseen bond toward each other.
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At the age of 3 years old when Miyuki finally care enough to see what her present appearance look like, there is only one thought that run in her mind as she stared at her reflection.
She dislike the way she look or precisely she felt detach in a daze way at what she was seeing.
Gone were her white long straight hair and was now replace with thick and soft looking chocolate brown wavy hair.
Average pretty looking face replace with a very adorable and heart shape face that has a very long dark eyelashes and small and perfect shape of a pink lips.
Smooth pale skin in a healthy color unlike her previous sick looking skin color.
The only thing she felt grateful was the fact that her eye color seemed to be the same as she have in her previous life.
However, she still felt wary or precisely felt so lost when she stare at her reflection, especially when she was wearing a very beautiful clothes that make her look like a very perfect imitation of a doll, not the creepy looking one but of a beautiful and treasured doll.
It was too perfect that she felt so creep out about it, was her second thought as she keep staring.
What she was even seeing shouldn't even exist… she has seen handsome and beautiful people in her life, especially when she could just search them in the internet so easily but she knew at this moment on that her present appearance would give her lots of trouble, especially in the near future.
Because her present appearance is far too perfect with no flaw at all… and just so painfully too beautiful to look at that it shouldn't even exist at all.
Yes, her present mother is a very attractive and beautiful woman and her father is a very handsome man but she preferred to be just average and for once in her life to at least have even one thing normal about her.
She knew that hundreds, thousands, heck… millions of people would probably die to have an appearance that she currently has… but all she felt is unease on how perfect she looks because she knew that she wasn't a very perfect person at all.
And as she stared at her reflection all she could see is the wrongness of it all because of how much unnatural it was.
It was like she was only wearing the skin of someone else and felt so much more detachment as she keep staring.
Disconnection… that was she felt about herself… unable to connect with her present body and only able to feel but unable to express her emotion.
While the world in her eyes felt so cold, numb and hollowed but despite it all, is trying to live because she is currently alive and breathing.
To treasure life, just like how her older brother, Shinha, has always said to her.
"Y-Yuki!" a childish voice yelled making her lost her thoughts as she turned around to found a beaming smile thrown her way as her twin older brother waver his hand toward her while holding a large book on his other hand, the corner of Miyuki lip twitch slightly at the sight of her older brother.
"Yuki! Come lets read the book together!" Shinichi called with a bright smile with excitement glinting on his eyes.
Miyuki couldn't help but feel her shoulder relax, her appearance problem forgotten for a single moment, as she stare at her brother with warmth eyes
For some reason, Shinichi was able to help her express her emotion and was able to slowly help her to express more as the years go by.
He was like her therapy, able to fix what was wrong with her just by being by her side and existing, even if it wasn't seemed to be an entirely a complete one. He was still able to help her.
So it didn't take long for her to finally love him and fully accept that he was her older brother, fresh and blood. It was hard not too when he was always seeking her attention and always staying close next to her as he seemed to have observe that she like the close approximately between them since it make her feel calm and feel at ease.
So she has accepted another older brother in her life and it was not like she was replacing her other older brother, it was just her adding more people to love and care in her heart in her present life.
So, Miyuki toddle over to Shinichi before cuddling together in a very soft chair before reading the book to Shinichi despite him knowing how to read himself as he preferred for her to read the book aloud.
And in the corner of her eyes, she could see her mother peaking in the slightly open door as she squeal and coo toward them with much lower voice while her father was holding a video camera on his hand with a smile on his face while his other arm began to snake around her mother waist pulling her closer to him.
At least, as she continues to read the book to Shinichi, she couldn't help but sigh mentally with relief as she appreciates the peaceful and quiet atmosphere around her family, knowing what the future holds.
So she could feel grateful at the luxury that she's experiencing at the moment since she knew how it would be quite a rare thing to have in the near future.
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Hello!
I am currently quite obsessed with Detective Conan and Magic Kaitou at the moment and couldn't help but imagine all the time about it, especially when I'm currently obsessed with one of the main canon character.
Although this story would contain some paranormal event, unexplained or impossible thing would be happening mostly, there will also a part where I would be trying to be realistic as possible.
This story would contain many dark scenes and plot, and there will also be more positive one also.
As for romance, well there would be one but it would not be those overly lovey dovey thing or overly sweet one all the time alright? Especially since I will be writing about different scenario and problem about loving someone in this story so it contain some drama on it. There is also some happy stuff too so don't worry about it! It will be the same one as Ran and Shinichi have, always having problem despite how they love each other, something always getting on their way…
Oh this is AU, so something would be different and something would be the same as always in the story alright?
There will be also slight difference from the other character and some OC's on it.
As for the pairing… well it will take for a while alright? Well (Spoiler) for the one the SI OC was mostly paired with …
SPOILER:
Miyuki will be having the same and slightly different bad luck like Shinichi seemed to have. (You know… about people always dying to mostly everywhere he goes… that kind of bad luck lol)
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