A/N: This is all based off a time in skype where morgan was probably very tired and not thinking about what she was saying. So yeah... ENJOY! ;D
"Kitty, come here, you're going to be my body-warmer until I get Evanz."
If only he could open his eyes and realize I like him... He's never afraid to be himself even around random fans like me. As far as I can tell, every letter of every word on the screen is the absolute truth, so why can't he just tell me about me?
I've fallen for you and I don't think I can go back. It isn't fangirling anymore, I'm drowning is your beautiful eyes and unbearable kindness. You've turned 18, so it's legal to date! Just accept me for who I am and tell me what I want to hear even if you just think of me as a fan. JUST GIVE ME YOUR LOVE, DAMMIT!
[9:25:47 PM] Emmalouise: come to england
[9:25:54 PM] Emmalouise: then you can sex with evanz at 16 :)
Moving out there was always a dream of mine... he's just another reason to go, really. But do I really want to throw myself out there? I just know he'll reject me... I can't do it. He knows I like him, and I bet I'm pushing him away. I'm just going to have to keep on talking with this separation and pray that he either doesn't catch on or comes to see it my way. I'm just going to have to savor his personality and how nice he is to me until my dreams come true... Or perhaps until I can wake up from this nightmare.
"But shhh Kitty, I never said that."