Mmm..after reading a lot of great PoT fics Awwww, I love TezuFuji and the other pair of course…, I couldn't help but to write one ^^  I know I'm not good at writing and this is my first PoT fics so please be kind to me *big puppy eyes*

Anyway, sorry for wrong spells and grammar…

Disclaimer: The Prince of Tennis is not mine.

Confession

/Today…I'll tell him today/ Fuji said to himself. He had made up his mind to tell his captain about his feeling. He could break if he didn't tell Tezuka soon. It would better to be rejected than living in uncertainty. He looked outside the window and saw the object of his affection playing football with his classmate. /Sometimes I wish I have the same class with him/ he sighed.

"Sssstt…what's wrong Fuji?" his red haired friend whispered from his seat beside him.

The tensai smiled at him and shook his head a little. "Nothing wrong, Eiji. I'm just kinda bored with this subject." He whispered back.

Eiji sighed. "I know what you mean. I mean why do we have to learn history? It's all in the past!" he whined.

"Kikumaru, read the next sentence!" the teacher commanded.

"Shit!" Eiji stood up and looked at the textbook trying to find the sentence frantically.

"Paragraph 4 line 8." Fuji whispered.

"Aa…thanks"

~~

At the break time, Fuji went to Tezuka's class searching for him, but his buchou was not there. The girls were happy to see him and asking for his autograph. He refused them politely and went to the canteen. Tezuka wasn't there either. He sighed. Actually he wanted to confess before the school was over.

"Fuji!"

The said man turned back and saw Oishi carrying his food. "Oishi." He greeted.

"Is there something wrong? You look weary." The vice-captain asked. He didn't want anyone to get sick now that the tournament was near. Beside, Fuji was one of his best friends.

Fuji smiled. "You're the second person to tell me that today. I'm okay." He said. "By the way did you see Tezuka?"  He asked.

"Tezuka? No I haven't seen him today. Have you tried the library?" he suggested.

Fuji shook his head and smiled again. "Thanks Oishi." He said. Then he proceeded to the library. He went inside quietly and looked around. Still no Tezuka. He sighed again for the third time this day. /Maybe he's at the court/ he thought.

He walked quickly to the court. "Momo!" he called as he saw the powerful tennis player.

"Yo, Fuji-senpai." Momoshiro greeted.

"Have you seen Tezuka?" he asked, hoping that Momo would answer 'yes' to him. Where was the captain when you need them?

Momoshiro tilted his head to his side. "Hee…buchou? He just left." He answered. "Is there something wrong?" he asked, concerned.

Fuji chuckled a little. "You're the third person to ask me that, you know." He said. "Don't worry, I'm fine. I just need to talk with Tezuka about something. Do you know where he went?"

Momo shook his head. "No, he went without saying anything."

Fuji smiled. "That just likes him."

"Yeah. He should learn to socialize more"  Momoshiro agreed.

"Okay then. Thanks Momo."

Momoshiro grinned. "You're welcome Fu-ji-sen-pai"

Fuji laughed a little before he went to the next destination. Roof. He was prying to the god when he met with Inui and Kawamura on the way. "Fuji." Kawamura called him.

"Taka-san. Inui." Fuji greeted back.

"Hmm…you seem to be hurried to somewhere" Inui stated, opening his note book. "It could be a good data."

Kawamura sweat dropped. "What data?" he asked uncertainly.

Inui grinned. "Personal data of course." He raised his eye glasses with an evil smirk. "Where are you going, Fuji?" he asked.

Fuji only smiled at Inui. /This guy would never change/ he thought. "Maa… I'm sorry Inui. But even I don't know where I'm going." He said the truth. /I just want to go to Tezuka's wherever it is/

Kawamura looked a little worried. "Ano, Fuji you looked a little pale. Are you-"

"Alright?" Fuji continued Kawamura's words. "Yes I'm fine. Do you know where Tezuka?" he asked bluntly. He was getting tired of this. And where the hell was his cold captain?

"Tezuka?" Inui and Kawamura asked in the same time. "Mmm…I think I saw him went to the tennis court. Why?" Kawamura asked while Inui seemed to be deep in his thoughts.

Fuji sighed. "He's not there. But thanks anyway. See you later." Fuji said and turned away to continued his journey to the roof.

" Aa! I remember. I saw Tezuka went back to his-" Inui trailed off as he realized that Fuji had gone from their sight. "…class..."

He opened the door and walked out. The air felt good here. And he hoped that Tezuka was HERE so he could end all of this. He felt like he was at the maze, not school. But as he expected, the captain was nowhere to found. Instead he found the genius freshman sleeping peacefully on the floor. He sighed and smiled to Echizen. "Sweet dream Echizen"

/Now where should I go? Geez, if I didn't know better, I would think that he avoids me/ he thought as he walked randomly. /Is he? Maybe he knew about my feeling?/ he asked himself. Then he shook his head. /No, It's impossible. He never paid attention to me besides my tennis/ he thought sadly.

After walked randomly for a while, he decided to go to the most unexpected place to find Tezuka. He entered the restroom and looked inside. Instead of finding his object of affection, he found the famous mamushi washing his hands. He knew it would be useless to ask Kaidoh but better die trying than not, right? "Hey" he called.

"Sssshhhh" was the replied from the snake.

"Did you see Tezuka?" he asked again. He began to hate that question.

Kaidoh turned off the water and looked at his sempai. "I just saw him on his class" he answered.

/Finally!!/ The tensai thought happily. "Thanks, Kaidoh!" he hugged Kaidoh tightly before leaving him blushing alone at the restroom.

~~

Fuji tried to calm himself as he walked to Tezuka's class. Actually he didn't know whether to be happy or upset that he finally found the captain. He was afraid of rejection. He knew it would hurt so much. He stopped for a while, deep in thoughts.

Should he tell Tezuka? Or should he hid his feelings forever and just be friend with the buchou? He doubted he could do the later. It always hurt him inside every time he saw some girl talking with Tezuka. He always had to force himself to smile. He was tired of that all. But still…there's a little part of him hoping that Tezuka would feel the same as him…/If only-/ the tensai shook his head as he resumed his wak to Tezuka's class.

/Stop daydreaming!/ he scolded himself. /Just tell him and it's all over! No more crying, no more depression/. He was prying that Tezuka would still be his friend after that.

His legs lower his pace as he got nearer to his destination. His heart began to pounding even harder. A few step later, he arrived at the front of Tezuka's class. He took a deep breath and walked in with shaky legs. "Ano…Is Tezuka here?" he asked the nearest student.

"Yeah, waits a second. TEZUKA!!" the said student smiled at him and then called Tezuka.

A second later, Tezuka stood up from his seat and walked to his team mate. "What is it?" he asked with a deep tone.

Fuji smiled nervously. "Uhm…can we go outside for a moment?" he asked.

Tezuka nodded and went outside his class and closed the door, feeling Fuji want some privacy. "So?"

"Uhm…" /it's weird/ Fuji thought. He had mentally prepared for this since yesterday and he had practiced what he would tell Tezuka again and again but now in front of the real person, he couldn't say anything… "Ano…"

The said buchou sighed. "What is it, Fuji? I don't have much time" he said coolly.

Fuji braced himself and looked at Tezuka. "Tezuka I-"

RIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG!!!!

"…"

"…"

"We'll talk later." Tezuka said and went back to his class.

Fuji sighed. Maybe he should feel lucky that the bell cut off his words. In spite of everything that he said to himself, he still felt afraid to confess to the ice man. What if Tezuka rejected him? What if he ended up hated him? What would he do then? He sighed again and looked at Tezuka's class for the last time before he ran back to his class.

Tbc…

Yeah..yeah..I know it's boring but...What do you think? Good or bad? Please tell me…