Hesitate
I was left in deep state of confusion. " I can't take it anymore, i feel like you're using me as a stepping stone to replace her, im tired of being second best Inuyasha, if you don't want me for me, and just need me as a reminder of your dead lost lover, than you wont have me at all. I ain't a refection and i refuse to be treated as such".
Kagome had her back turned to me, hiding the fact that the words hurt her just as much or even worse than they hurt me.
I was still lost. What did i do, or what have i done to embark such anger towards kagome to make her wanna leave?
I just don't know.
" If you'd just tell me what i did...
Kagome's face turned red.
"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT YOU DID, DON'T YOU DEAR PLAY DUMB WITH ME, I AIN'T BLIND, I AIN'T DEF AND I SEEN AND HEARD EVERY DAMN WORD THAT CAME OUT OF YOUR LIEING MOUTH"
The shock of the out burst made me stumble back.
" What are you talking about"
She sighed outta frustration
" Then let me remind you ' She means nothing to me Kikyo, nothing. She could never replace you in my heart, once the jewels are found and the bastards dead i plane on killing her as well. Shes a jewel detector. Shes nothing more or nothing less'...So does that little statement ring any bells inuyasha?...why don't you do me a favor and kill me a head of time just so i don't have to listen to anymore shit. Why hesitate?"
My mouth dropped :
" Keh, listen. I never said a damn word. I've been out scouting the woods for anything that can give us leads. I have not nor have i ever said anything like that to anyone. NOT even Kikyo"
"Lies" she said
" Wha...i am not" :
She shook her head and started walking off.
" It's over Inuyasha, and that is that, you can't fix things this time"
"Hesitate"
You were my fire, so I burned... til' there was nothing left of me
I... I touched your face, I held you close... til' I could barely breathe
Why give me hope, then give me up... just to be the death of me
Save the rest of me...
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
Now... now and then, you come around, like there's something left for me
We were one... we were everything
I'm still here... but I'll just keep the rest of me
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
We never made it... you hesitated... I don't believe
That I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate - hesitate
You were my fire, so I burned... now there's nothing left of me..
