Disclaimer= I do not own Naruto.
and so it begins
again
when will it ever end?
My feelings for you were frozen
You were fading, becoming irrelevant
You are like an AC
You re-circulated in my head
Now you are getting talked about once again
Getting written about from my pen
I guess this why this piece called Blood Raw
The AC was on hot
The feelings thawed
The flashbacks and hallucinations came on
We haven't known each other for long
We had a couple of notable days from not too long
You left me speechless
You came to me as very strong
In your arms is where I want to belong
A woman like you
I wanted to walk white sanded beaches with
At the crack of dawn
But I had no game to spit at you during those times
All my words to you were a yawn
I was helping you right
You appreciated me wrong
I wanted to drink all the sake that night
After 10 bottles, I was gone
When you were crying that day
I wanted to clutch you tight
I didn't want people to perceive you in that sight
Your emotions were so out of whack
I thought you were going to quit
I wasn't going to let you quit
I hadn't known you jack at that point
I still didn't give a shit
You said that man didn't support you
I would have been that man to support you
How you ask?
It would've started with a kiss on the lips
So many chances I had
To tell you I'm it
My heart screamed "go for it!"
And go for it I did
I came across so wrong
You thought of me as one messed up kid
I acted like a goon
I acted so stupid
From those instances
To those trips
When you in love
How you gon act different?
As you can tell
I'm going off
Spent $15 one particular trip
Trying to get you a plushie
That machine ripped me off
The smile your face would've had…
It would've told me that was the best investment
All those memories
Have left me so spent
I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable
I'd like for an opportunity to repent
In layman's terms
Give me a chance
Let me show why I'm known as an utmost gentleman
You won't ever feel betrayed
Because in me
you would have a "be with you forever" man.