Authors Notes: I am not much of a writer but I had this idea in my head and I had to write it out. If you like it then let me know and I will post more chapters for you.
New Beginnings
Chapter 1
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The loud music banging onto his eardrum was not helping the headache that was slowly forming, but Will kept pushing though the dancing crowd trying to get to the bar. He didn't know why he even came to the club in the first place but Gabi kept bugging him about how he need to spend some time having fun because it was his summer vacation. Plus this was the only gay club in Paris that played music that he could understand besides he has been at this club every night this week and it was slowly growing on him. When Will finally made it to the bar he ordered a pop because he didn't feel like getting drunk tonight. When he got his drink he turned around in his stool and looked out over the crowd checking out all the hot guys. He didn't plan on picking up anyone tonight but there was no harm in looking around.
An hour later and 2 pops down was when the most gorgeous guy comes pushing his way through the crowd to the bar. Will just couldn't keep his eyes off of him; he had this amazing dark brown hair and a sparkling smile that just took his breath away. Gorgeous guy gets to the bar and orders the same thing Will has, as he is waiting for the bartender to get him his drink he looks over and meets Will's eyes. Will blushes and looks down trying to make it seem like he wasn't just staring but it's too hard not to look at him so he looks up at him again. Gorgeous guy smiles at Will and sticks out his hand, "Hi, my name is Sonny. What's yours?"
Will grabbed his hand, "My name is Will," he replied, still blushing really hard.
Sonny smiles and releases his hand, much to Will's disappointment. The bartender finally returned with his drink and Sonny points to the seat next to Will, "Is this seat taken?"
Will shakes his head and Sonny sits down. It's a little awkward at first because Will is a little shy. So Sonny takes the lead and asks, "So are you visiting Paris or do you live here?"
Will takes a big gulp from his drink and replies, "I am here visiting, I live in America but I have been saving up for years so I could come here and visit. At first I almost didn't come to Paris but my friends pushed me into it, saying it would be a good time to take a vacation and think things through"
"What was the reason for you almost not coming," asks Sonny.
Will realized his mistake because he didn't feel like talking about the mistake that happened a year ago, "I don't feel like talking about it to a complete stranger. Sorry."
Sonny looks down at his drink, "I am sorry for being nosy I didn't have a right to ask that question."
"It's okay I shouldn't have said anything if I didn't want people to ask," replied Will. To bring the conversation away from that subject Will asked, "Anyway I can tell you have an American accent, so does that mean you are visiting Paris also?"
Sonny shakes his head, "No I live here in Paris. For awhile I traveled a lot but it got boring moving from one city to another without staying in one place too long. So when I got to Paris and realized how much I loved this city I decided to stay awhile."
Will nods his head and keeps looking out into the crowd.
Sonny looks around for a little bit but then faces Will again, "So I was wondering are you here on your own or are you with someone else?"
Will looks over at Sonny in shock. Will chuckles, "Are you asking me if I am single?"
Sonny laughs, "Is it that obvious?"
Will nodded his head and laughs.
There laughs die down and Sonny looks into Will's eyes and asks again, "So are you here with anyone special?"
Will was mesmerized by Sonny's eyes and could only nod his head. He was starting to feel like a bobble head.
Sonny smiles, "Good because I have wanted to do this for awhile," and he grabs the back of Will's head and pulls him in for a kiss. Will is in shock at first but then soon recovers and starts to kiss Sonny back. The kiss starts off slow but is slowly building. Will wasn't able to take a deep breath because his heart is racing. Sonny's tongue touched his lips and Will opens right up for Sonny. Sonny's tongue caresses his tongue and Will lets out a huge sigh.
Will tentatively touches Sonny's tongue back and he is rewarded with Sonny wrapping his arm around his waist and pulling him closer to Sonny. Will moans and grabs a hold of Sonny's shirt using it as a life line because he feels like he is drowning in the sensations. Eventually they pull apart from each other and pressed their foreheads together. Sonny chuckles and shakes his head, "That was the best kiss I have ever experienced."
"Well for me that was only my second kiss and I don't know how it could get any better than that," Will replied
Sonny pulls back and looks at Will in surprise, "You have only been kissed once before?"
"Well I have only kissed one other guy before but when I was still in the closet I had a girlfriend and I had kissed her but I never felt anything for her. One day I got really drunk and kissed this guy at a party and that was the first time I felt something when I kissed someone," Will shrugs leaving the rest of the story untold. Then Will remembers what Sonny said, "What did you mean when you said you have wanted to kiss me for awhile now?"
Sonny looks shocked, "Sorry I didn't mean to say that part out loud. It's just that I have noticed you here every night this whole week. I didn't have the courage to come and say hi until tonight."
"Why did it take you so long for you to come over say hi?"
"I could tell that you weren't ready for anyone to approach you plus I also noticed that you always turned down a lot of guys' offers. I didn't know if they just wanted to talk to you or if they wanted something more from you. I just didn't want to get rejected," Sonny shrugs his shoulders.
Will put his hand on Sonny's shoulder and said, "I wouldn't have turned you down. I felt an instant connection with you when you first walked up."
Sonny faces forward and stares out into the crowd. Will thought it looks like he is sorting out his thoughts. After a few minutes Sonny turns back toward Will, "Hey maybe we should get out of here. I would love to talk to you more without having to yell all the time."
Will thought this might be a bad idea because 1. he doesn't really know the guy and 2. things could turn in a different direction that he might not be ready for. But the one thing he was sure about was that he did want to get to know the guy better, "Sure that would be great. My hotel is just down the street." They got up and put money on the counter to pay for their drinks and then headed out of the club together holding hands so they don't lose each other in the crowd.
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As they stepped out of the club Sonny took a deep breath. He couldn't believe that when he made the decision to go talk to the cute blonde he had been watching all week long that he would be leaving with him to his hotel. It's been awhile since something like this happened, where he found a guy who he felt in his gut was someone that would want to be with him as more than just a one night stand. This is more then he could have ever hoped for. He didn't know how this night would end but it could either end up with them just talking or with them in bed together. Sonny didn't care what happened as long as he got to spend as much time with him as possible.
Will pulled Sonny down the street toward the hotel. When they were half way down the sidewalk he realized that he was still holding hands with Will, "So how long are you going to be staying in the city?"
Will shrugs, "My return ticket doesn't have a specific date so… basically whenever I decide to go home, I guess."
"Well if you don't mind me asking but I was wondering if maybe you could stay for awhile in this city. I would love to get to know you better and to also take you around town, show you the sites," Sonny offered.
Will stopped in his tracks which made Sonny's arm pull back. He walked back to Will and got really close to him. Will had his head down slightly and Sonny saw that he had a smile on his face. Will said something but it was so quiet he couldn't hear what he said. Sonny lifted Will's face up with his finger and looked him in the eyes, "What did you say I couldn't hear you?"
"I said that I would love to stay here a little longer," Will said; quietly as he stared into Sonny's eyes. Will had this twinkle in his eye that made it extremely difficult for him to look away. Sonny leaned forward and captured Will's lips in a kiss. They kissed tenderly for awhile not caring what other people thought. When they pulled apart Sonny kissed each one of Will's eyelids making him blush.
Sonny reached down and grabbed Will's hand and pulled him in the direction of the hotel, "Come on its get cold out here and I still want to talk with you in private."
Will nodded his head, "Okay let's go it's just around the corner." They walked the rest of the way to the hotel with huge grins on their faces.
When they got to the hotel they hopped on the elevator and Will pushed the button for the top floor. Sonny could tell that he was nervous, "You don't have to be nervous because we don't have to do anything that you are not comfortable with doing."
"I am not nervous about that, I just hate heights and even though I know it's a secure building I am still nervous about being on the top floor. When I first got here something went wrong with my reservation and I was stuck with a room on the top floor," replied Will.
"You know I could call the front desk and talk to them about getting you a room closer to the ground. I don't want you to be uncomfortable especially since I asked you to stay longer," suggested Sonny.
Will shakes his head, "Don't worry about it I already tried to get them to listen but it didn't work, obviously."
"Are you sure because I can be a very convincing person when I need to be, I could make them do handstand if I wanted to," replied Sonny while laughing.
Will chuckled, "That doesn't surprise me because you convinced me to bring you to my hotel and I barely know you."
They both kept laughing at their little joke until Sonny stops and just stares in wonder at Will. It felt like Sonny's brain shorted out because Will's smile and laugh was the most amazing things he has ever seen, "Do you know you have the most amazing smile and laugh? It makes my stomach do flips." Sonny puts his hand on Will's neck and strokes his bottom lip with his thumb.
Will closes his eyes and starts to breathe heavily. It was like Sonny was being guided around on puppet strings because it felt like he was being lead forward by some invisible force. He pushes Will up against the wall of the elevator and is about ready to kiss him when the elevator dings indicating they have reached the top floor. Sonny reluctantly pulls away and drags Will out of the elevator, "What is your room number?"
Will takes a moment to recover and tells him the room number. Sonny keeps dragging Will down the hallway looking at each door until he found the room. He waits while Will digs out his wallet to get the key card for his room. Will swipes the card and opens the door and walks in with Sonny right on his heels. Sonny shuts the door behind him and walks up behind Will and turns him around. When he is facing Sonny he can tell that Will is nervous again so he rubs his hands up and down Will's arms to calm him down.
Sonny captures Will in another mind blowing kiss and starts to slowly lift the bottom of Will's shirt. He pulls the shirt over Will's head and throws it on the floor. Will seems to have become a little more comfortable because once that shirt hit the floor he practically attacked him. Sonny smiles through the kissing after a few minutes they get all of Sonny's close off except for his boxer while Will is only shirtless they fall into bed with Sonny on top. Will's and Sonny's hands are all over each other rubbing and pulling each other like they can't get enough. They roll around on the bed switching who is on top until Sonny gets on top again and pulls away from Will.
Sonny reaches down and starts to unbutton Will's pants but when he gets the button undone that is when Will freezes up. He looks at Will's face and he can see the panic starting to set in. It felt like a bucket of ice water was dumped onto Sonny and common sense comes flooding back. Sonny takes his hand off of Will's pants, "Remember when I said I wouldn't do anything that you don't want to do? Well I meant it so if you are uncomfortable with doing this I will stop."
Will nods his head and rolls off the bed out from under Sonny. He walks to the wall and lays his head against it and shakes his head, "I am sorry."
"Don't worry about it; I don't know what got into me anyway. I meant what I said at the club I just wanted to go to a quiet place and talk. I didn't mean to attack you like that," Sonny said feeling extremely guilty.
Will pushed away from the wall and turned toward Sonny, "It's not you or anything it's just that awhile ago I slept with someone who didn't mean anything special to me and it ended up being a huge mistake."
Sonny sat on the edge of the bed so he could start putting his clothes back on. Once he was fully dressed again he brought Will's shirt over to him. He looked down at Will's stomach because he wanted one more look at that sculptured abdomen and he notices a small scar. It looked like it had been a nasty wound, "Here put this on and then we can actually talk like we were supposed to do."
He grabbed his shirt and went over to the bed. After his shirt was on he sat on the bed and leaned against the headboard. Will reached over and patted the spot next to him, "Come sit down."
Sonny smiled and sat down next to Will, "Is it okay if I do this," he reached over and grabbed Will's hand and laced his fingers through it.
Will looked down at their hands and smiled, "I don't mind that at all."
A few hours went by and Will and Sonny had been talking nonstop about everything under the sun. The only thing they didn't talk about was where they lived because they both agreed that they really don't know much about each other and they want to be on the safe side. Sonny looked down at his watch and saw that it was 1 in the morning, "Wow it's getting really late. As much as I wish this could last forever I really need to get home."
Will reluctantly stood up and walked to the door, Sonny was right behind him, "I can't believe we talked as long as we did."
"I know, that has been the longest I have talked with anyone before," Sonny replied, before Will opened the door Sonny turns him around asks him, "But before I go I have one question for you," Sonny rubs his finger on Will's abs where he remembered seeing the scar, "Where did you get this scar from?"
Will looked down at his shirt and put his hand over where the scar is, as if to protect it. It looked like Will wasn't going to answer but he finally did, "I got it not that long ago but to tell you the truth I really don't feel like talking about it. It's brings up a very bad memory and I don't want to think about it right now."
"That's okay. It's none of my business anyway. Sorry to make you uncomfortable," Sonny looked around trying to think of what to do to erase that haunted look on Will's face so he pulls him forward and says, "I had a really great night tonight."
Will looks into Sonny's eyes and agrees, "I did too." Soon Will's haunted face melts away and he leans forward and kisses Sonny. He opens right up for him and just like the kisses from before it takes his breath away. They kiss passionately and it takes every ounce of Sonny's strength to pull away from Will.
Sonny breathes heavily, "You need to stop doing that it makes it hard for me to want to go home."
Will laughs, "Well maybe you should stop by tomorrow and we can talk some more. I enjoyed it so much and it would be nice to see you again."
"I will definitely stop by tomorrow how does 2:00 work?" asked Sonny.
"That works great for me," replied Will. He gave Sonny one last kiss and opens the door. Sonny left the room and walked down the hallway to the elevator. After he pushed the button he looks back down the hall towards Will's room and sees him still standing there watching him. Sonny waves to Will and he waves back at him just as the elevator dings and the doors open. He looks at Will one more time before he walks into the elevator and pushes the first floor button. He takes a deep breath and a grin grows on his face, "I think I just met the man of my dreams."
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A couple of hours after Will fell asleep he was woken up to the sound of his phone ringing. He groaned and rolled over to hide his face in the pillow but it didn't stop the annoying sound. Will reached over and grabbed the phone and put it to his ear, "Hello."
"Will it's Gabi I hate to call you and bug you because I know that you are sleeping at this time but I have some news. Earlier today I had to take Arianna to the hospital. I thought you should know," Gabi said all this in a rush.
Will sat up in bed, "What happened is she okay?"
"Well she was running a very high fever and so I took her to the hospital to make sure. She is okay right now but I know that she misses her daddy. I hate to ask you to end your vacation early but she needs to have as many people around her as possible," Gabi replied guiltily.
"Of course I will be there. I will leave on the first flight," Will said while getting up to go get dressed.
Gabi sighed in relief, "Thanks so much Will, I know she will feel better when you get home. Have a safe flight."
"Thanks see you soon," Will hung up his phone and started to get dressed and pack up his clothes. When all that was done he called the airport and made arrangements to catch the flight first thing in the morning. After everything was settled he went down to the front desk got everything settled there and then caught a cab to the airport.
A few hours later when Will was on the plane and on his way home he suddenly remembered he never left any kind of note to let Sonny know why he had to leave so suddenly. Will said out loud to himself, "Why did it matter anyway it's not like anything could happen between us anyway. Sonny isn't just visiting Paris he lives there. Anyway someone like him is just too good to be true." After repeating that to himself over and over again Will convinced himself that it wouldn't have worked out anyway but deep down he knew that is wasn't true.
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It was ten minutes before 2:00 when Sonny shows up that the hotel. He takes the elevator to the top floor and goes to Will's room. He knocks on the door and when the door opens it's not Will. It was an old guy with white hair, Sonny's smile melts from his face and he was a little confused, "I am sorry but I thought someone else was staying here because I was here just last night."
"I just got this room a few hour ago so I don't know what happened to your friend, sorry," apologized the guy.
"Well I am sorry for bothering you, bye," Sonny turned around and headed back toward the elevator. When he got back down to the first floor he went to the front desk and asked the woman at the front counter what time Will left.
The woman looked at Sonny suspiciously but said, "He checked out at 6:30 this morning and he looked like he was in a rush. He didn't give a reason for leaving, he just up and left."
Sonny nodded his head, "Thanks." Sonny left the hotel feeling really depressed. Maybe Will freaked out about how Sonny attacked him last night. Especially after he told Will that they were just going to talk. Sonny heads toward his apartment and he can't help but say, "I guess dreams don't come true."
***To be continued***