Unattainable
Disclaimer: I don't own Unfabulous!
A/N: Just to help you guys out, this is right after the "66th Day" episode. Just to refresh your memory, Jake somehow recieved Addy's cd of love songs about Jake. And he turned her down and Patti was like, "They were cute." Ugh! I hope you enjoy!
Addy lay in her bed, weeping. She knew that it would be awhile before she can learn to love and forgive again.
The wind blew from Addy's window onto her face wiping her tears.
Even if he did tell her he had the same feelings she had for him, she could not forgive him of the shattered pieces he left her.
After moments of sorrow, she began to play the guitar. See, although she loves her family, her first love was the guitar.
A guitar would never leave her even if it had legs because she'd always take care of it, polish it and the number one thing the guitar loved was when she played it.
Whenever she was happy she played it, whenever she was sad or angry she'd still play it...it was always there...
My heart I gave
But wasn't able to save
From the droppings of a boy
It was foolish of me
To trust in he
To hold and never let go
Oohhh, I'm confused
I don't know what to do
You hurt me but I still love you
I cannot choose
The one my heart belongs to
Because it has a mind of its own
What he did
I can't forgive
If he had only known
Oohhh, I'm confused
I don't know what to do
You hurt me but I still love you
What I feel inside
I know I cannot hide
It will soon start to burst
But I don't know how
If you'd kiss me now
I'd give you my glued heart to nurse
I hate me 4 loving you
For if you only knew
That my feelings are true
The door bell rang but she continued...
Oohhh, I'm confused
I don't know what to do
You hurt me but I still love you
The door knocked, "Addy sweetie?"
"Mom, I don't want to talk right now." she replied.
"Neither do I, I'm eating pizza downstairs." said her mother.
Addy sighed in anxiety and resumed playing the guitar, but her mother knocked again. She opened the door and there stood-- "but I know someone who does"
Jake Behari?
Addy didn't even realize that her eyes were all puffy from crying.
"I'll leave you two alone... but not for too long."
Addy's mother winked at Addy and shut the door, leaving Addy and Jake alone.
"Addy, umm... You okay?"
"Does it matter?" she muttered to herself.
"You have a nice room." he complimented her.
"Thanks" Addy placed her guitar carefully on her bed and hopped off of it.
"So why are you here? Shouldn't you be with your girlfriend?"
"Well... I'm heading over at her house later for dinner."
Addy sighed as she starred out her window.
"Are you really okay? I mean, are you always like this at home? 'Cuz at school you're happy and stuff."
"I'm surprised that you even noticed my mood at school. Plus, I don't get my heart broken everyday." she whispered.
Addy remembered earlier that day, "Sorry about your cd player I slammed on the floor and stampeded all over. I'll buy you a new one...eventually." She had such a monotonous voice.
Jake smiled, amused at her.
"Don't worry about it, the new sound boost and shine was tiring. I planned to jump all over it...eventually too." he said sarcastically.
Addy smirked sarcastically.
"Wait, how do you know where I live?" The thought of him walking to her house must've slipped her mind.
"Patti lives right up the street and I live down this street. I didn't notice you lived here till I started coming over house."
The thought of made her stomach churn.
"Yea, I'd see you out your room looking outside, or I'd hear you play your guitar and singing. I really like your songs; they're about people like us and our feelings on certain stuff. People would think I'm a rock n roll guy... Boy I wish... I'm a pianist although it's hard to believe."
"You heard my songs?" she asked.
"Umm... Other than the songs on the cd...Oh yea! The cd, do you have my cd 'Cuz I really need it. I have some stuff on that cd that is personal--"
"It's in my locker" she interrupted.
"Oh, well...When we go back to school on Monday can you give it to me?" Jake fiddled with his fingers.
"Sure..."
It was extremely quiet. The silence was like a thick layer of ash spurted out of a volcano... So thick, you couldn't tell that it was morning, no sunlight at all.
Light couldn't even penetrate through their silence.
"So..." he glanced at his stop watch."Dinners at seven, so I'll see you Monday morning. Okay?"
Addy nodded.
Jake turned around opened the door, "Addy..."
He turned to look at her one last time, "I LOVE YOU ADDY!" He ran towards her and embraced her.
Wait...that's not how the story goes.
"Bye..."
He walked out of her room and from her heart.
Addy felt like crying again but she bit her lip and held it inside.
It was a Friday night, what was she doing crying at home on such a beautiful Night?
She decided to go out for the night, without her friends or family to ask her what happened. She told her mother that she was going to go to Gina's house.
Addy walked to Juice. She stood outside starring at it, she didn't want to run into anyone so she started to walk down the street and saw this okay place with lights called The Pocket.
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