Finding you
There hasn't being much stelena goodness on tvd lately. So I'll have to write it here instead. Starts off from 4.07.
Chapter 1
Stefan walks into the garage, staring at his old red porsche. He could take it, or leave it. It stays he decides. Its always being here. Beside why would he want to drive around in something that only reminds him of her. His head hurts, his eyes, his gums. Voices filling his head, apart of him wishes he had never returned after the summer, but how did he know it would lead to this? He pulls the dust sheet to cover the car. Settling it in darkness, ironic that's how he feels. And how easy it would be to let himself give into the darkness. Elena, sired to Damon why does it surprise him? Really it doesn't, it just strengthens whatever they were before. The witch in new Orleans confirmed everything he'd already suspected. Elena had feelings for Damon, strong feelings. And he's being stupid and naive enough to believe that Damon loved her the way he did, and would set her free, but he hadn't. And then the worst part, Caroline confirming his biggest fear. That they were together in every way a couple should be. That line had being crossed, hell they were so far past the line they couldn't even see it anymore.
It was true Elena was different once turning and now they knew why, she only had one purpose, to make Damon happy, and this was something they had to do, together. So that when the bond was broken Elena could make her choice. But the choice would destroy him and Damon. Elena had to realize her feelings accept them, and decide what she wanted. And has much has he loves her, he loves Damon too. Finally Damon is letting his humanity in, he's changed and its because of Elena. So he needs to leave, because he's selfish and can't stand to be around them. Which is again ironic, seen as though when Damon was going to leave he didn't want him too. He wouldn't have had anyway. Elena isn't Katherine, but is in a way, but how things have turned out was never her intention.
So he's going to set out and work on finding the cure, once the bond is broken Elena can decide on more than one situation, and he loves her, and knows her to know, that this isn't the life for her. She's happy right now, because Damon likes it. Which he would she even reminds me more of Katherine like this. Which i also need to think if Damon was ever sired to Katherine. He isn't now, but was he ever? if so how did it stop? 'Elena' the little voice probes in my mind.
I'll ring Caroline once am gone, she'll be mad and i hate leaving her like this. But hopefully she'll understand. I've already told Klaus about going to look for a new hunter. Am going to Italy, where they last meet some hunters. I run up to my room and look around, there's the picture of me and Elena. Kissing her face i turn the picture over, picking up my bag i close the door behind me, i don't plan on coming back for a while.
I hear Damon behind me in the entrance hall. Eyeing my bag, he gulps back his whisky.
"still bedding down at blondies?"
"no"
"oh...so"
"i was hoping not to see you, i thought if i did i would tear your face off but,,,,,am done Damon, with you and ...Elena. you two need to sort through whatever this is. But am not standing around to have my heart ripped out over and over. We've being here before, it didn't well then, i doubt this would be different. If you too really love each, then i want you to be happy, i really do, after all i love you two so i just want what's best for you both. Am leaving Damon, i won't be in touch for a while."
"stef...
"bye Damon"
I move away, i can feel him grab blindly for me, so i run. And am running through the forest, heading towards the highway, heading away from mystic fall. And all the heartache that comes with it.