So, um this is like my first homestuck story, and it was sort of inspired by another story I read (I forget the name though, I'm sorry) Anyway, I just want to say, there's A LOT of lame stories for Erisol. I'm not trying to put anyone down, there just is. So here's my Erisol story that is probably just as lame. Please don't get mad if I screw up a minor detail, I haven't even met Sollux yet. Anyway, on with the story!

Sollux Captor was everything to me. I loved him more then I had ever loved anybody before, and I thought he loved me back. In the last few months of our relationship, he would come back to our shared apartment late at night smelling of perfume. That is, on the days he bothered to come home at all. I guess that was okay though. He never took anything seriously about our relationship. But for some reason, I still loved him.

We met in collage. I needed a place to stay, and he had a room to rent out. So it worked out perfectly. We didn't like each other at first, in fact he almost kicked me out a few times. But obviously that never happened. Even through all our fighting, I still managed to fall in love with him.

I told him about everything on my 20th birthday. "Sol," I said. "You're probably going to kick me out for this, but I'm in lovve wwith you."

"What?" He exclaimed in utter surprise. "How could you be iin love with me? No one that Ii liike ever ii2. Only annoyiing giirl2 ever like me, but never 2omeone Ii actually care about."

"You care about me?" I asked in a whisper.

Sollux nodded. "Ii've been iin love wiith you for a while now. Ii ju2t couldn't really 2ay anythiing about iit for fear you didn't liike me back."

"I'vve had a crush on you for a long time, Sol. You should havve told me."

"You 2hould have told me about yours, Eriidan. How about thii2, Ii'll tell you everything, iif you do the 2ame." He offered.

"Deal." I said with a smile. Then, Sol kissed me.

I know it sounds cheesy; like something that happens in all the movies, and I guess it was. But just because it happens in movies doesn't mean it couldn't actually happen right? Most of what happened to me was like a movie. Actually, just about everything was. Well except for Sol's weird fetish for something called "cosplay."

After that night, we started dating. It was kind of weird living in the same house as my boyfriend, especially since we had JUST started dating. But we ended up getting closer that way. I guess it was kind of a mixed blessing. On the bright side, we never had to worry about communication problems. But on the down side, you can't really avoid them if you need time to yourself.

I remember one day, I got really jealous that my ex girlfriend was flirting with him. She was hanging off of him and laughing at his bad jokes, I just couldn't take it. They had a lot more things in common then the two of us did. I ran home crying, thinking that as soon as he got home he'd break up with me for her; but he proved me wrong.

"Eriidan? What'2 wrong? Ii can hear you crying." He asked knocking on my bedroom door when he got home.

"Go awway, Sol, I don't wwant to talk to you right now." I chocked out trying to keep my voice even.

"Ii'm coming iin, Eriidan, whether you liike it or not." He warned. A few seconds later, the door clicked open, and Sollux walked in.

A look of horror crossed his face as he saw my tears, a knife, and my blood. I looked down in embarrassment over the fact he caught me cutting myself.

"Eriidan, what happened?" He whispered sitting down next to me.

"You knoww wwhat happened, noww hurry up and break up wwith me. I don't wwant to havve to wwait any longer." I cried.

"Eriidan, that'2 crazy talk. Why would Ii ever leave you?" He asked.

""I saw you wwith Fef. You twwo havve more in common then wwe do. Wwhy wwouldn't you wwant to date her instead of me?" I asked, tears still streaming down my face.

"Becau2e, Ii have you. Why would Ii need anyone el2e?" he asked.

That got me to smile a bit. I didn't think he'd say anything like that. I hadn't even thought for a second he'd chose me over her.

"Now, how about we put the kniife away. Ii think you've lo2t enough blood for one day, and frankly, Ii don't want to lo2e any my2elf." He laughed a bit, and took away the knife.

"I lovve you Sol." I whispered barley loud enough for him to hear.

"Ii love you too Eriidan." He smiled.

A few minutes later, he took me out to the kitchen, and put a bandage on each one of my cuts. I felt happy, and loved. I wasn't used to those feelings. I had never felt like anyone loved me before now, and I thought it would last a long time. Of coarse, I was wrong. I should have seen that coming from the start, but I was just lost in the feeling of love.

We were together a year before our first fight. It was my own stupidity; I thought he was ready for something he wasn't. It started off innocently enough; on his birthday we dressed up in cos, and wondered around town. He accidentally let it slip that he wanted to have sex in cosplay one day. Thinking he was hinting at something, as soon as we got home, I started feverishly kissing him. He had kissed back, but when I tried to take off his shirt he pushed me away.

"Wwhat's wwrong?" I asked.

"What are you tryiing to do?!" He yelled.

"Didn't you say you wanted to have sex in cosplay?" I asked a tiny bit confused.

"Yeah, but not now! We only ju2t 2tarted dating a year ago!" Sollux cried.

"A year is more then enough time to wwait. Most couples do it in less then six months." I pointed out.

"2o? We're not mo2t couple2! We are nothiing liike mo2t couple2! Ju2t, ju2t leave me alone for a biit." Sollux said and then walked into his room slamming the door behind him.

That was the first time in a year that I felt unloved. That was the second time that I knew we were over, and this time I really, really believed it.