Author's Note: Hello, welcome to this new story! For anyone who was reading the Phantom of the Opera story that was posted earlier in March, I apologize. My phone doesn't like much, and it deleted the story. I didn't even notice until sometime this week. On the other hand, I hadn't done much work with it since the second chapter was posted, so I suppose it was for the best. Anyway, this new story is a College!AU for The Force Awakens! I hope you enjoy this first chapter, but be warned, there is a lot of NSFW in this, and I mean it, I say a lot more than I did in Shades of Blue which was also supposed to be NSFW. This is really NSFW compared to that! Enjoy!

"Oh, Rey, we shouldn't," Finn whispered, grabbing her hand. He could hear the muffled music playing from his dorm room and it was making him have second thoughts about bringing Rey here.

Rey stopped and looked back at her friend. "Why not?" she questioned. Finn pulled her out the way as two girls walked up to the door and knocked.

"There will probably be drinks here, and I don't want to get caught," he told him softly. "The both of us are underaged…"

"Yeah, but we won't get caught," Rey chuckled. Finn bit his lip nervously. "And Poe's twenty one, so he can buy alcohol, it's not illegal."

"But on campus, you're not allowed-"

"Finn, it'll be ok," she told him. "Come on, Poe always invites us to his parties, but we never go. It's your dorm room too, Finn, you should be co-hosting! And besides, he throws parties like this all the time and the staff don't care."

The door to the room opened. "Hey, babes, come on in," Poe said happily. He saw Finn and Rey and grinned. He was more than a little drunk, he had been for about an hour. "Hey soldier, come on in, what're you waiting for? You're already super late!" Finn glanced at Rey nervously and went to the door. Poe pat his shoulder and took Rey's hand gently. "Good to see you, Rey." He kissed her hand and she rolled her eyes, pulling it back. He laughed.

Rey stepped in and went to Finn. Poe closed the door and Rey looked around, seeing the room was filled with people dancing and drinking. And kissing. "Yeah, good to see you too," she agreed, smiling.

"Can I get you two something to drink?" he asked, going over to his table and grabbing two bottles of beer.

"W-We can't drink, we're underaged," Finn reminded him.

"I'll take one," Rey told him. He handed the bottle to her. Finn glared at him, then at her as she took a drink. "Come on, Finn, everything will be ok, just relax and have fun!" She took his hand and tried to dance with him.

A few girls came over to Poe and started telling him how much fun the party was. "Hey, you two, have fun," he said to Rey and Finn. "I have to tend to my other guests. Feel free to do whoever, whatever." He winked and went off with the girls.

Finn blushed and Rey just laughed. "I-I'm sorry, that's not, um… something he should have-" he tried.

"Finn, it's fine," Rey told him, trying to dance with him.

Finn gulped and looked at her. "R-Rey, I'm sorry, I don't want you to think I'm no fun, I just don't want anything to happen that would make you hate me," he told her. "I-I just… really like you… but you think I'm a complete dork…" Rey leaned forward and kissed him, shutting him up.

"You are a complete dork, but I love that about you. Come on, Finn, it's a party, loosen up and have fun," she grinned, putting her hand on his shoulder and dancing up to him a bit. Finn looked shocked, having not expected to be kissed. He had been trying to get to first-base with Rey for a long time, and he could see Poe across the room, giving him a thumbs up and waving his hand. It took Finn a minute to realize he was trying to tell him to keep going.

He touched her waist and started dancing with her. Rey smiled and kissed him again. He pulled away for a moment. "W-Wait, why do you keep doing that?" he asked, wanting to make sure he wouldn't look like an idiot at the end of this.

Rey raised an eyebrow. "D-Don't you want me to?" she asked, taking a sip of her drink and smiling.

"N-No, yeah, yes! Yes, I totally want you to… kiss me," he stammered out. "B-But, are you… do you like me, like that too?" Rey answered him by kissing him again. Finn's hands hesitantly found their way to Rey's waist again.

Poe wolf-whistled from across the room. "Get a room, you two!~" Finn pulled away from Rey and looked at Poe, blushing. Rey took his hand and started gently pulling him to his bedroom, shutting the door behind them.

Rey fell onto Finn's bed and smiled up at him. He was looking around, avoiding all eye contact. "W-What are we… um, what are we doing in here, Rey?" he asked. Rey sighed and stood up, running her hands up his chest and kissing him deeply. He sighed into the kiss and touched her waist again. It wasn't until Finn felt her hands playing with his belt that he pulled away. "W-Woah, wait a second, what are you doing?"

Rey tried hard not to let her panic show. She bit her lip and pulled on his belt loop with her finger, pulling him to the bed. "Well, Poe told me that you want to be with me," she explained. Finn turned red, making a mental note to never tell Poe anything ever again. "I know you, Finn, I know that you always think of other people before yourself. So I knew I was going to have to take this into my own hands." She pushed Finn onto the bed carefully.

"O-Oh… um…" he started. She leaned down and kissed him again, climbing over him. He wasn't complaining about this situation- not at all, he had been waiting for this for months -but Rey was right that he thought of other people first. As much as he wanted this, what if Rey didn't? What if she was just doing this to make him happy. He moved back for a moment. "R-Rey, we don't have to… t-that is, you don't have to… if you don't want to, I-I mean w-we can wait, if you want?"

Rey was working on pulling his shirt over his head as he said this, and now she threw it aside. "Do you want to wait?" she questioned him breathlessly, crossing her arms in front of her and pulled her shirt off, throwing it aside. "Because I don't." She unclipped her bra carefully and pulled it off.

He shifted under her and grunted. "F-Fuck no, I don't," he blurted, trying to sit up. She pushed him back down and started kissing his neck, reaching down to unbuckle his belt with one hand. "B-But, Rey this isn't too fast, is it?"

She glanced up at him. "Finn?" she sighed. "Please relax. I want this, you definitely want this…" She pulled open his belt and started unzipping his pants. "So just relax and know that I'm okay with this." She moved down a bit to remove his pants, which he kicked off before pulling her down and kissing her deeply.

She hummed and kicked off her loose pants, getting back on top of him. He grunted and grabbed her hips, rolling her down onto him. She gasped, causing Finn to move back. "I-I'm sorry was that too rough?" he asked, worried.

Rey responded by leaning down and nibbling at his ear a bit, making him hold onto her tighter. "Finn, I'm going to suck your cock," she breathed into his ear. He groaned a bit, arching his back upwards. "Hold on, I haven't finished. I'm going to suck your cock, then I'm going to ride you until I cum." She didn't wait for an answer, although she heard him moan out her name. She crawled down until her face was in line with his crotch, placing a kiss on his briefs. "Can you move to the edge of the bed, love?"

She moved off of the bed and onto the floor, getting onto her knees. He moved as quickly to the edge of the bed as he could, sitting on the edge. "R-Rey, you're acting so… bold," he told her. "It's different…"

"Can you take off your underwear?" she asked calmly. He hastened to get them off and throw them aside. "Is it a good different, or do you not like it?" She grabbed the base of his erection and running her hand up it, causing him to suck in a breath.

"Oh fuck yes," he mumbled. "I-It's, uh, uh a v-very good different." Rey chuckled and didn't waste anymore time before sinking her lips onto him. "Oh, sweet jesus!"

Rey hummed around him, making him grip for the sheets and whimper, his eyes clenching shut. Without thinking he grabbed the back on her head and gripped her hair a bit. He opened his eyes slightly and saw her hand reaching down to touch herself and he couldn't hold back the choked groan that tore from his lips.

As soon as Poe heard Finn moan 'Oh, sweet jesus!', he knew that the mission was accomplished. He laughed a bit to himself and moved away from his friend's door, going back over to the couch where he had left two very pretty ladies waiting for him. Most of the people had left, and now only the two girls were here, both of them a bit more than tipsy.

He sat down between the two girls and they immediately moved closer, touching him wherever they could. "That's so cute that you played matchmaker for your friends," one of the girls cooed as she placed a hand on his bare chest.

"It's not fair that they took the bedroom," the other one sighed, sliding a hand up his thigh.

That kind of comment was the type that made him want to throw his head backwards and groan in pure annoyance. He hated the fake little complaints to make him have to suggest that the three of them fuck on the couch. He hated hooking up with people. He wanted one person to just tell him straight out when they wanted to do it, and then just do it. And he wanted it to mean something…

Instead he smirked a bit, keeping up his calm, cool-guy demeanor. "Well, I do have a couch~" he chuckled. "And we're already on it, and I don't think Finn will care if I get it a little bit messy~" The two girls giggled and started kissing his neck. Now that they were distracted and couldn't see his face, he frowned and closed his eyes. 'Just pretend it's him, Dameron, stay cool…' It was so wrong that he was thinking about the boy across the hall while he was having sex with two beautiful women… it certainly made him look like a selfish prick. Which he was, he had to admit-

"Do you like that?~" one of the girls purred as her hand found it's way to his crotch.

He hummed and opened one eye. "Yeah, I like that~" he told her. He closed his eyes again as the two girls went down on him. He could hear that Rey and Finn had started going at it… rather loudly, at least on Finn's part… so he figured now would be a good time to at least pretend he was getting what he wanted in this situation. It wasn't hard to imagine that it was his mouth instead of the girls'. He tangled his fingers in one of the girls' hair, imagining that it was curly and black like his, imagining that the mouth was just a little bigger, lined with his plump, pink lips, imagining that the mouth on his balls was his large hand, imagining it was fucking Ben-

"What?" the two girls questioned, looking up at him.

Fuck, had he said that out loud? "I-I said do that again, with your teeth," he lied. They giggled and nodded, started again. He groaned out, careful that only in his head was he calling out for Ben, Ben, fucking Ben!

Nope, okay, this was too much. "Fuck, one of you get up here so I can eat you out," he mumbled. That should distract him from thinking about Ben... "Actually, both of you get up here, one of you fuck yourself on my cock and one of you sit on my face." They both pulled away from him and got back onto the couch as fast as they could, quickly deciding who would be where. "Get a condom out of the drawer, sweetheart." The girl who was directly above him giggled as he grabbed her thighs and pulled her down onto him, starting to suck on her lips. She moaned out and he could feel a condom being rolled onto him and the other girl mounting herself onto him. He grunted into the girl above him and grabbed her hips to put her at a better angle.

He honestly felt disgusting, sickened, confused. This familiar situation, every boys dream, felt wrong, yet again.

Ben was watching Hux patiently. It shouldn't be too much longer before his roommate would pass out in his chair. Of course, Ben would have to take his cigarette and put it in the ashtray, and would have to take his- third? Fourth? -possibly fifth glass, now drained of gin and tonic out of his hand and put it on the desk. But after that, he could leave and make his delivery. He had heard most of the people leaving a while ago, and just a few moments before, he had heard the last two people leave. Hux was always weird about letting him go to Dameron's on his own, but when Hux went with him on any sale, it got weird and he would get all nitpicky about how he was choosing to go about it. It was fucking weed, you show the bag, you take the money, and you leave and pretend nothing happened. But Hux thought he should be more diplomatic about it and make sure they're satisfied. Fucking business majors...

He heard the glass hit the floor before he saw it. Luckily the carpeted room lessened the blow and it just rolled slightly, leaving a few drops of alcohol in it's wake. Thank god Hux wasn't staying awake, he really didn't feel like hurting him tonight, even if he asked for it on his knees. Ben shuddered and got up, picking the glass up off the floor and setting it on the desk. He gently plucked the cigarette from between Hux's fingers and crushed it in his ashtray. Carefully, he backed towards the door, grabbing the brown paper bag off the kitchen table and turning.

He had barely reached the door handle when he heard his roommate grumble something. He quickly threw the bag back on the table and pretended to look for something in his jacket. "Will you get me another drink?" Hux slurred at him.

"No," Ben told him. He found his pack of cigarettes in the pocket of his jacket (thank god he had left it there) and pulled out a cigarette. He brought it to his lips and lit it.

"Why not, love?" Hux grumbled, leaning back in his chair and sighing.

"Because you're a fucking alcoholic, and I have to suffer for it," Ben explained shortly. "Go to bed."

Hux groaned. "I like it when you talk down to me~" he whimpered, biting his lip. Ben glared at him. "You're right, I am an alcoholic, I'm so naughty~"

"For fuck's sake…" Ben mumbled, going to the window and opening it. He leaned out and sucked on his cigarette.

"I need to be punished for being so naughty~" Hux purred, standing up out of his chair.

"Maybe," Ben said. "I think punishment for you is like being rewarded. Maybe I should punish you by denying you what you want." He hoped that worked. He could see Hux frowning in concentration, trying to figure this out in his drunk mind, swaying from side to side.

"B-But no, because I don't want to be punished. I deserve punishment," he explained. He saw Ben just glaring at him, so he dropped to his knees and crawled over to him. "Do you want me to beg for it?"

"N-No," Ben tried. "Beg for what, to be punished? Do you know how fucked up that is?" He knew he should shut up, that Hux took pleasure from being shamed, but he was panicking a bit, frantically trying to get out of this. He knew that once he was in, he couldn't get out. Their 'safeword' was always ignored. He was the only one to ever use the safeword anyway…

Hux leaned up and started kissing his pants, making obscene, wet noises. Ben grunted. He never minded this, this was fine. It was after this, when Hux wanted to actually bleed from being so abused. That was too much… "Ngh… no, Daddy, do you want me to beg to choke on your cock?~" he purred.

Ben rolled his eyes a bit, leaning his head back against the window. "Fine…" he mumbled, sucking on his cigarette.

"Please, Daddy, I want you to fuck my face with your big cock~" Hux whined. "I want you to make my throat raw and make me swallow your cum-"

"Just fucking do it," Ben snapped. He closed his eyes and heard his zipper being pulled down and felt his jeans tugged down from his hips a bit. He bit his lip a bit and groaned, feeling Hux's tight lips close around his cockhead and suck. He brought his hand down to Hux's bright red hair, cigarette still between his fingers, and pushed his head forward. Hux gratefully let himself be led until the back of his throat was hit. He tried to pull back but Ben kept his head still. "Fuck, you fucking begged for this, whore, you're going to fucking take it! All of it!" Oh, yeah. Saying shit like that probably didn't help his situation….

Hux whimpered, tears forming at the corners of his eyes, and Ben thrust himself all the way into his mouth, feeling his head slide down Hux's throat. He grunted and pulled out a bit, thrusting back in, out, back in, and so on. Yeah, this definitely wasn't helping the situation at hand. He pulled himself out of Hux's mouth all the way and grabbed his face in one hand. "Keep your fucking mouth open." Hux whimpered and opened his mouth to let Ben cum onto his tongue. "Now fucking swallow. You don't get to cum tonight."

Hux looked distraught, closing his mouth and swallowing what he was given. "P-Please, Daddy, I want to cum," he begged.

"Nope, I came too quickly, you didn't do what I wanted," Ben said quickly, putting himself back into his pants and zipping himself back up. "I'm going to go find someone else who does what I want." He could see that Hux looked groggy anyway, ready to pass out. He went to his desk and grabbed the half empty bottle of gin, leaning his head back and gulping some of it down before handing it to Hux. "Here, drink yourself to sleep."

While Hux got in his bed with the bottle, Ben quickly grabbed the paper bag off the table again and left their dorm. He felt sick. Hux and he weren't dating, they weren't an exclusive couple. Ben just had no choice or he'd be the one on the losing end of things. He quickly knocked on the door right across the door.

After a few moments, Poe opened the door, a towel wrapped around his waist, rubbing a smaller towel through his hair. The man froze for a second, then smiled. "H-Hey, neighbor," he said. "What's up?" Ben cleared his throat carefully, holding up the paper bag. "Oh! Right, yeah, come on in!" He opened the door a little wider. Ben never really said much when he delivered, he usually just stood there all beautiful and dark and mysterious… Wait, what?

"Could I chill here for a bit?" Ben asked calmly, handing him the bag.

Poe jumped. "W-What?" he questioned. "W-Why?"

"Hux might beat the shit out of me," he told him honestly, looking towards his door.

Poe didn't know what to say. "U-Um, yeah, sure, you can stay the night if you want," he told him, closing the door carefully and taking the bag from him. "You can take the couch- wait no, you can take the bed, I just used the couch." Ben looked at him. "A-Actually, fuck, Finn and Rey are in the bedroom, so that might be kind of weird if you-"

"Rey?" Ben questioned. "Like, my cousin Rey?"

Poe's face paled. "Shit, bro, I didn't know she was your cousin…" he said honestly. Ben sucked on his cigarette deeply. "Sorry, if that's… weird…"

" 's fine," Ben mumbled, looking at his cigarette, then at Poe. "You still have to pay me."

"Fuck! Sorry, I forgot," he said, going into the dorm. He opened a drawer and counted out one hundred. "Hey, I only have tens, is that ok?" He turned and saw Ben sit on the couch. "Um, I just had some people over… like some girls…" Ben looked up at him. "I uh, I fucked two girls tonight… on that couch…"

"Two?" Ben asked, raising an eyebrow.

Poe gulped. "Y-Yeah," he said.

Ben looked down. "Wow… I thought you were gay," he said honestly. Poe blushed red and walked over, handing him the money. Ben took it, counting it carefully and putting it in his pocket. Poe went over to the drawer again and pulled out some rolling paper. He went to the kitchen and started rolling a joint.

"Hey, you want one?" he asked.

"Sure." Poe rolled another joint for him and walked over to the couch, sitting down next to him and handing it to him. He pulled his lighter off of the coffee table and lit his joint carefully. He noticed that his hands were shaking and he inhaled the smoke hastily, hoping it would calm his panicked nerves. He held the lighter out for Ben, who took Poe's hand with the lighter, holding him still while he lit his joint as well. Poe practically melted under his touch. Too soon, it was over, Ben let go of his hand and pulled the joint away from his lips, blowing out the smoke. "I thought you were gay," he told him again.

Poe coughed a bit. "Um… no, I'm uh, straight," he told him softly.

"Convincing," Ben mumbled, smoking the joint. "What's it like?"

"What, being straight?" Poe questioned, confused.

"Being with a chick," he clarified. "I play for both teams except…" He sucked on the joint, blowing out the smoke as he continued. "...I've never fucked a chick before."

"S-So how do you know you're bi, then?" Poe asked.

Ben shrugged. "I made out with a girl once, in high school, and it gave me a boner," he explained. "Plus I've had crushes on girls."

Poe frowned. "Well then you're straight?" he tried.

"Hm… no," Ben hummed. "I've fucked a lot of guys. I get just as excited about some guys as I get about some girls."

"You've fucked a lot of guys?" Poe asked quietly. Ben hummed in agreement, continuing to smoke. "What's that like?"

"Different than getting fucked," he told him.

Poe frowned. "What's that like?" he asked, taking a quick drag of his joint.

Ben glanced at him. " 's nice," he mumbled. Poe nodded, looking down. "So you're straight then…"

"Y-Yeah," Poe mumbled.

"Really?" Ben said.

"I mean, I've never been with a man, I've never really looked at a man, I guess," he rambled. He trailed off as Ben stood up. Damn, he was tall and so fucking beautiful… What?

"Have you ever thought about another guy while you were sleeping with a woman?" he asked him, pulling his shirt off over his head. "Have you pretended you were having sex with a man when it was a woman?"

Poe's face turned red and his mouth fell open. "Fuck… I-I mean, yeah, once or twice, yeah," he stammered, taking in the view of Ben's gorgeous bare chest. Under his clothes, Ben was very muscular, and Poe could see just the slightest bit of dark hair just above the the hem of his jeans. "I-I mean most times, every time, yeah..." He bit his lip, watching Ben pull down the zipper of his jeans.

"And you think you're straight?" Ben mumbled, putting his joint between his lips so that he could focus on pulling his jeans down, letting them drop to his ankles. Poe was staring at him with wide, interested eyes, his mouth gaping. Ben stepped out of his jeans and back to the couch. He touched one of Poe's legs, pulling it up over his own leg, letting his towel come undone a bit. His other hand tilted Poe's chin up a bit so that he could start kissing at his neck.

"I-I…" Poe started, his eyes closing and his hand running up Ben's arm. This was a dream… this had to be a fucking dream, he had never felt this good in his life….

"I'm not convinced that you're straight," Ben breathed against his neck, his breath hot, burning Poe's skin. "I think you might be the gayest man I've ever met. And also the boldest. But not right now… why are you holding back, when you obviously want me so badly?" He grabbed Poe's hips and pulled him closer to him.

Poe looked at him, his face flushed and innocent. Ben's face was red, all the way to his ears, and his eyes were filled with so much want. It took a minute for him to take in what Ben had said, then he gulped and glanced down to where his towel had fallen, draped over the couch but leaving him bare, showing that he did, in fact, very much want Ben. Badly. He looked back up at Ben. And had he said something about not being bold, about holding back? He took that as a challenge. He grabbed the sides of Ben's face gently and leaned down, kissing him deeply. Ben hummed and kissed him back, pulling him up so that he was straddling Ben's lap. Poe gasped and ran his hands behind Ben's head so that he could run his fingers through that hair that he had wondered at for what seemed liked forever. While he kissed those gorgeous lips he had been wishing to feel for ages, and finally getting to feel that hot tongue on his own and taste the man he had been dreaming of for years. He sighed into Ben's mouth as the larger man's hands ran over his bare ass and squeezed.

"Have you ever thought about me when you've been with women?" Ben questioned him, pulling back for a moment.

Poe gulped. "Every time…" he admitted. Ben leaned forward and kissed him again. "God, yes, every woman for three years, I've wished it was you touching me…"

"Good," he breathed, only breaking the kiss for a moment. "I've touched myself thinking about you every night for three years." Poe moaned and pulled him back into another needy kiss. Ben gratefully kissed him back. After making out with him for a few minutes, Ben moved them so that Poe was laying underneath him, still so close to him, still touching him…

He heard a door open and he pulled the towel around Poe a little, turning and seeing Rey looking very shocked in the bedroom doorway. "O-Oh, h-hi Ben... I-I'm sorry, I was just going to get some… water, sorry," she stammered, going to close the door.

"Hey, kid, do you have any lube in there?" Ben questioned quickly, sitting up and stretching a bit.

"Holy shit, you didn't just ask me that…" Rey groaned, turning red. "Are you high?"

"It's just weed, don't worry. Lube would be super helpful, kid," he pressed.

"Jesus…" she sighed, going into the room, mumbling something to Finn, then coming back out and tossing him a bottle. He caught it with a quick 'thank you'. "Whatever, just keep it down, alright?" She closed the door quickly

Ben just chuckled and he uncovered Poe, kissing his neck and running his hands along his waist and hips, finally reaching between them and touching Poe's erection. Poe made a noise without thinking and buried his head into Ben's shoulder to muffle his noises. "Don't worry about being loud," he told him. "I can deal with Rey." He sat up a bit and pulled his briefs down, kicking them off after a bit of struggle. He looked back and saw that Poe was staring at his cock with wide eyes. He chuckled. "This is going to be inside of you soon." Poe shivered and whimpered a bit.

"It's so big…" he breathed. He gasped a bit as Ben's fingers started reaching around to his bottom.

"It's gonna hurt a little, since it's your first time. But I'll take it slow, I'll be gentle, I promise," he breathed into his ear. "Believe me, after a few minutes it's going to feel so fucking good…" He started touching Poe after lubing up his fingers a bit, and he swore that the noises the man under him was making were the most beautiful sounds that he'd ever heard.

Rey was laying against Finn's chest, frowning deeply. The couch was creaking loudly and they could hear loud noises from both men involved. "Do you think we were that loud?" she asked Finn with a sigh.

Finn chuckled. "No. Well, you weren't. I might have been, you were fine," he told her.

Rey huffed. "I told him to keep it down," she mumbled. "He's going to get it in the morning, I swear…"

"You told Poe?" he asked.

"No, I told my cousin, I know Poe does his own thing," she explained. She closed her eyes, feeling tired and hoping she could sleep through the racket.

"Ben's your cousin?!" Finn hissed. Rey let out a soft 'mhm' of agreement. "Damn, I had no idea, I've been shipping them together for months…"

"You've been doing what?" she yawned, not understanding half of what he had said.

"Never mind," he said quickly. "It's just cool that they hooked up after all…" He rubbed her back gently, smiling as she drifted to sleep on his chest. "Pretty cool that we got together, too."

Author's Note: Seeing as these chapters are quite long in comparison to some of my previous stories, the time between updates may be longer. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, comment/review your thoughts/opinions, and thank you very much for reading!