A/N: I don't own Vocaloid.
Okay, this starts in third person, but the rest will actually be in different Vocaloids' POVs. Yes, I know. It might get confusing, but I think you readers will be able to figure out whose POV it is. Anyways, enjoy!
"Kaito, come over here," said Gakupo.
Ahhhhh, he's calling me thought Kaito as he walked towards Gakupo.
"Stick your dick in with mine. We'll make him cry like a new born baby," Gakupo said as Kaito came closer. "He's loose enough, so it probably won't hurt that much," he added quickly after.
I see. Gakupo probably doesn't want to hurt Len as much as I do. Then, how did this start? How did this whole thing come to be? Kaito's thoughts came rushing through him as he thrust into Len.
That's it. This is all Master's fault. He's what caused this to happen. Because of him, I have to hide my feelings. Because of him, our relationship has become this. Because of him, I have to lie to myself.
I bet it all started because of the rules Master made for us. Not being allowed outside unless given permission is outrageous! I'm okay with it because I have friends my age at home, but for Len who is younger than us, it must be terrible! I'm sure he's wanted to hang out with friends, but having only one day in the week where he can go outside and having to have his friends approved by Master is something that shouldn't be needed.
I know that I may be overthinking this, but I sincerely think we are birds trapped in a cage. Yes, we are the birds while Master is our owner. Giving us little freedom, but rewarding us with a seemingly normal life if we do the trick right. Yes, the trick. The trick of singing and getting fans. Master gives us more privileges the better we sing. The better we do the trick.
The worst thing is that we aren't allowed to fall in love. Not only that, but we can't do anything that involves sex. He said the reason is because there's a possibility that we could fall in love with our partner. I think that's a lie and just a way to add more weight to our chains. A way to keep us from going further and breaking this cage.
Master thought wrong.
What he did caused Gakupo to resist more. He was tired of listening to the rules. He was tired of being bound for life. He didn't want to be controlled anymore.
Gakupo's way of rebelling was breaking the rule of sex. Except, he chose to not have sex with the girls. His way of thinking was probably that us men wouldn't care about what we did as long as we got rid of our sexual frustrations. Well, no matter the reason, Len and I both still agreed to having sex with Gakupo.
Normally, I wouldn't have ever done something that disgraceful in my life, and I think it's the same for Len, but deep inside us, I'm sure we wanted to break these chains. I'm sure we wanted to take a step and breathe for once. I'm sure, but I still wish we hadn't agreed. Yes, I regret it and wish we never had sex. If we didn't, then we might have stayed the same as before. But no, we agreed, and our life changed. Drastically.
I had always admired Kaito nii-chan, but I was actually a bit weary of Gakupo. Even though they were friends, I felt that they didn't match. That they would have never crossed paths if it weren't for Master. I knew that he was a Vocaloid like me, trapped in the cage Master made for us, but there was always this aura around him that told me he would do something bad. Something that could make a big change in some way.
I had thought correctly. That day, the day my life changed forever, Gakupo called me and Kaito nii-chan for a talk. I was afraid of what it would be about since, you know, it was Gakupo who called us. Yes, I'm sure that day I clung to Kaito nii-chan's arm just in case.
What Gakupo talked about didn't surprise me in the least. I don't know why, but I was glad. I felt something lift off my shoulders and didn't hesitate for even a second. I told him immediately that I would have sex with him. What did surprise me was that Kaito nii-chan also agreed. I never thought he would say yes to doing something so disgraceful. Sex with men.
It hurt. It hurt even more than I thought it would, but I bared the pain. I waited for the moment I would feel pleasure and be glad that I didn't hesitate. That didn't happen at all the first time. It was terrible, and I didn't want to do it again, but I did. I continued having sex with Gakupo and Kaito nii-chan.
Unlike what most people believe, I am filled with worries. Sure I seem to do what I want, but that is just how it is on the outside. I am not as calm or aggressive as people take me to be. I actually think a lot about my troubles and how to deal with them.
The way I'm supposed to handle things is aggressively, so I decided to do just that. I decided to keep my act up and find a rule to break in a way "Gakupo" would choose to do. The rule I ended up choosing was the one Master made about sex. Yes, the rule made by Master whom I despise was going to be broken.
This time, I decided to keep some of my normal mind and respect the ladies by not asking them to take part in this. The next best thing was to ask men, so, I did.
I now regret having done that. If ruining my relationship with Kaito and Len (who probably already hated me) was the price for breaking the rule, then I wish I hadn't.
After we started, we couldn't stop. We continued to have sex even though we all seemed like we didn't want to. I'm sure that it's true, but I had to act like "Gakupo". I had to stay in character and be the way they want me to be even though I hate it. Even though I hate hurting Kaito and Len.
I hope you guys liked it. I know it was short, but instead of having long chapters, I've decided that it will have many short chapters. Also, this is the first FanFic that I have written, so I hope it was worthy of you readers. Anyways, I know the start sucked, and I'm ashamed of it, but please just ignore it. The next chapter will be published soon! -Midori