A/N: Okay, I know this is crap. Its my first story. Ugh. R&R please and thank you loves. =]]

Disclaimer: All these wonderful characters are not mine ((unfourtunatly)). They belong to the wonderful, inspiring, amazing author whom we call Stephanie Meyer.

I have never thought things would end up this way. A vampire falling for a werewolf. How in the hell could something like this happen to me.

Soon after Edward came back to Forks for Bella, me and Jasper started having a ton of trouble. Bella and I secretly had numerous visits to La Push to see Jacob Black. The pack made an exception for me, though I am not quite sure why. After that first visit to La Push, I realized nothing would ever be the same in my life.

Me and Bella came back after one of our "shopping trips" ignoring the weird looks, I knew we must of smelled like the wolves. We tried to stay cool, but I saw something that would complicate things. As soon as I saw it, it happened. Jasper asked if we could go out hunting. I immediately knew what was coming.

As soon as we got far enough to where the others couldn't hear us, Jasper exploded.

"What were you thinking!? Hanging out with the mutts!?"

I stood there shocked he was yelling at me. He never yelled. I opened my mouth to say something but I couldn't think of the words to say. As a vampire, I have never felt the need to cry, until now.

Jasper was mad at me, my family disappointed in me, and Bella being the only one there for me. It was like she was the only one I could talk to and not be judged. She was the only one that knew everything. Although Edward probably knew, but he was just as mad and disappointed as the rest of them.

I loved Jasper, I have since the moment I saw him. I know he feels the same. We just connect on a level that is difficult to explain. Lately things have changed for us. Nothing feels the same anymore. We don't look at each other like we used to. And I am the cause for it all.

I knew that Bella and I couldn't keep our dirty little secret for long, but I had to decide what I wanted to do before anything I did anything dramatic.

That night Edward burst into my room, expectedly. He just glared at me for a long moment and then the yelling happened.

"How could you do something like this Alice? He loves you and your falling in love with that stupid dog!"

"Edward stay out of my head!! I am not falling in love."

"Stop lying to yourself! You know you are. That's why you and Bella keep sneaking over to La Push."

"If your so worried about us sneaking over there why don't you talk to Bella? I am not the only one going over there!!"

I knew I should have kept Bells out of it. After all, she was the only one I could talk to about my problem. Sometimes my anger gets the better of me; I would have to take care of that one. But for right now, I just had to think, hopefully without Edward eavesdropping.

Not long after Edward left, Esme knocked on my door.

"Go away!" I shouted.

She came in anyways. Did I not have any privacy in this damn house?

"Alice, sweetie. You know you are hurting Jasper horridly, right?"

"Yes. I know. Sorry, but can I just be left alone for a while. I need to think about some things."

"Of course."

And with that, I was alone. In my room, in my thoughts, and in life. I wasn't sure of anything at the moment, except that I was head over heels for Jacob Black.

A/N: I will try to update everyother day. Review please.