Izzy POV -
Here I was. Changed, alone. And with nowhere to go. I remember though. The pain of the change, the pain before that. The one that ripped me apart. That made me who I am today. *FLASHBACK*
"I don't want you to come."
"You dont want me?"
"I never did bella"
He sneered my name with a look of disgust on his face. "You know staring is rude Bella, but I am quite DAZZLING aren't I?"
Then it hit me. Thats all our relationship was, an illusion. All of my memories came flooding back. Everytime I didn't agree with him, did something he didnt like, tried to see someone he didn't agree on me seeing. It was lies and I had wasted so long on it.
"You may leave now Edward"
I waved my hand in dismissal. "Excuse me?"
I rounded on him.
"I SAID YOU MAY LEAVE. I DO NOT WANT YOU NEAR ME. REMEMBER YOUR WORDS EDWARD? 'Not untill you order me away' NOW HERE I AM, ORDERING YOU AWAY. So leave."
His face was shocked, as if I had slapped him.
I snorted at that thought. Never again. I turned and left."
*END FLASHBACK*
My life changed from there. Let me tell you how meek, shy likkle Bella became Izzy.
Here I was. Changed, alone. And with nowhere to go. I remember though. The pain of the change, the pain before that. The one that ripped me apart. That made me who I am today. *FLASHBACK*
"I don't want you to come."
"You dont want me?"
"I never did bella"
He sneered my name with a look of disgust on his face. "You know staring is rude Bella, but I am quite DAZZLING aren't I?"
Then it hit me. Thats all our relationship was, an illusion. All of my memories came flooding back. Everytime I didn't agree with him, did something he didnt like, tried to see someone he didn't agree on me seeing. It was lies and I had wasted so long on it.
"You may leave now Edward"
I waved my hand in dismissal. "Excuse me?"
I rounded on him.
"I SAID YOU MAY LEAVE. I DO NOT WANT YOU NEAR ME. REMEMBER YOUR WORDS EDWARD? 'Not untill you order me away' NOW HERE I AM, ORDERING YOU AWAY. So leave."
His face was shocked, as if I had slapped him.
I snorted at that thought. Never again. I turned and left."
*END FLASHBACK*
My life changed from there. Let me tell you how meek, shy likkle Bella became Izzy.
