Spuffy Poems
Just a little something I've written…and needed to get out of my system…there probably won't be anymore but I like them so here ya go
Sunlight to the Darkness
At night she comes to me
The stars gleaming in her hair
She thinks I do not notice
That she is never really there.
She was ripped out of peace
Out of comfort out of wholeness
So her purity is sacrificed
Just to get the pain to cease
She cannot she she's kidding
Just lying to herself
What she really needs is living light
Not the dark to do her bidding.
At night she comes to me
To abuse and be abused
Just to keep herself feeling
Just to keep herself amused.
She uses my love to amuse her
As she plays her hurtful games
Pain is better than the numbness
She says as if to reassure.
She wants what she cannot see
The calm before this storm
So every night to me she returns
To try and simply be.
At night she comes to me
Using the same exhausted excuse
Although really her heart is shattered
And she seeks cause for the abuse
She comes from the real light
To which no sunshine could compare
She craves my comfort in the darkness
She craves the stillness of the air.
At night she comes to me
Still in her daylight clothes
In my world she can no longer be
Her pain she finally shows.
At night it comes to me
That she lives in the sunlight
Yet comes alive in the darkness
In both worlds stands she.
Him
He stands there
There in the darkness
Longing for the light
Longing for me.
He acts so tough
Tough man that's truly
Loving and kind
Loving to me.
He's always watching
Watching me live
Protecting the innocent
Protecting me.
He's saved my life
Life I didn't want
Fought off the monsters
Fought off me.
He's constantly helping
Helping me live
Abused by the world
Abused by me.
He wants me to love him
Him who loves me
Hiding his pain
Hiding from me.
He's gone to the ends of the world
World he's already seen
Soul for forgiveness
Soul for me.
He's sacrificed it all
All I could possibly need
Deserving the universe
Deserving more than me.
He's no longer here
Here by my side
He saved the world
And he truly saved me.