carlos woke up tears pouring out of his eyes "why!"

"carlos are you okay?" kendall asked from accross the room.

"no ive cried myself to sleep for the past few days and had th worst ightmare im so sorry i didnt mean to wake you" carlos sobbed and turned over and began to pray in spanish.

kendall took this oppertunity to cross the room and crawl into bed next to him. "what happened"

"my mom called wendsday you remember that trip they took to the lake with my brothers"

"yeah"

"well my youngest bbrother fell in the water and...and..and..." he had to choke it out "drowned"

"oh my god im so sorry" kendall wispered into carlos` ear. carlos turned and laid his head on kendalls chest secretly he was in love with the blond headed boy.

kendall had fallen in love with the latino as well but played it off like he was straight by dating jo. he had the thought that carlos was religious from the fact that he prayed constantly. but now the pale boy began to sing.

"you can count on me like 1...2..3 and ill be there and i know when i need it i can count on you like 4...3...2 and youll be there cause thats what friends are supposed to do ah yeah. if your tossing and your turning and you just cant fall asleep ill sing a ssong beside you if you ever forget how much you really mean to me every day i will remind you-" carlos stopped sobbing and interupted.

"i love you kendall" then he gasped and slammed his head into his pillow. kendall not even thinking about it puled carlos up to his knees and wispered "i love you too" right before plunging there lips together.

with this carlos let out a loud moan and grinded himself into kendall then pulled back. "what aboutt jo"

"i only dated her to hide the fact that i liked you"

"why hide it"

"i thought you where like a cristian"

"and your not..." he scoffed and laid back down.

"i believe in god but... oh you dont know"

"dont know what"

"carlos you cant be a gay cristian"

"why not logan is...oh crap!"

"really"

"yeah hes kinda in love with james but is never gonna tell him"

"well mabe we should change that fact" kendall pulled carlos in to another kiss.

this is so adorable i dont know why i said i didnt like this pairing there so cute together. r&r. theres more to come