Disclaimer: Roses are red, violets are blue, I don't own twilight or the song, so please don't sue
A.N please don't be harsh this is my first Fanfic. The chapters will be longer (hopefully) this is just the prologue.
Prologue
Bella's point of view
My hands lingered over the ivory keys. I briefly closed my eyes, as memories flooded my subconscious, torturing my fragile mind; they embraced me, sweeping me under in a torrent of heartache. I felt familiar tears start to spill from my sore eyes. I had been swept up into a fairytale romance, one of which I had always known would end badly, but I never had I thought that it would be me that ruined it, I never thought I would be the one to push him away, he had given me his heart and I had abused it.
'What have I done?' My thoughts screamed. I kept telling myself that it was better this way, he's beautiful, clever, popular, he's everything I'm not, and he is better off without me, but every time I think this the hole in my chest burns, ripping at my heart, tearing me apart, but no matter how many times I told myself he was better off without me, I still longed for him, his touch, his embrace, his kiss, I longed to run my fingers though his hair, to feel his breath on my neck, to know of his love.
A wistful smile spread across my face as I thought, 'this is for you, my Love, I will always be yours.' the first note resounded around the auditorium captivating the awaiting audience. My fingers gracefully danced over the keys, I sighed before letting the words spill from my lips, 'help, I have done it again.' my voice echoed around me, telling of my yearning heart, declaring my love, but nobody but he would understand its meaning. 'I love you,' my thoughts cried. The words of the song spilled from my soft lips. The drums pounded a steady beat, thumping like a heartbeat, surging through me swelling in my gut and resonating in my mind. 'This is my last chance,' I thought, as the final note rung superbly like the last beat of a dying heart. The audience exploded in to applause. a small smile played upon my lips as I looked down at my friends; who were wolf-whistling joyously and beaming brightly, but my gaze only lingered on them for a second before darting onward, searching desperately for the emerald green eyes; that I would spend the rest of my life looking into if I had the choice.
finally I saw them staring up at me their endless depth filled with a deep sadness, a sadness that I had caused, and as I looked into his eyes I knew there was no going back, I can't take away my mistakes. I fought with the tears that threatened to spill from my eyes. Taking bow I turned from the crowd, from my love, from my future.
A.N please reveiw but no flames. oh and this will be set in england