I own nothing except my own imagination. this is my first fanfic so please be nice and read and review
OMG! This cannot be happening to me ….
I think I love my best friend. It's a real shame he doesn't feel the same. People always say that there is a defining moment in which you realise, whether it's the first glance, a defining moment or a multitude of small things and I guess now I have to agree with them. Although in my case it was the defining moment
*Flashback – Earlier that night of one of one of the infamous La Push bonfires with the pack.*
As I am speeding along the now well memorised roads to my best friends house, I have a strange feeling that tonight something is going to happen and it may or may not be for the best, but I promise myself that nothing is going to spoil tonight. Arriving in La Push is like arriving home after months of being away (you know that feeling of safety and love) and I think that's part of the reason its my favourite place to be.
When I arrive, I see the pack all heading towards me and its unlikely its to greet me and more like they want all of the food in my trunk. After unloading the food the pack head back down to the beach and settle in their respective groups or couples and I follow unsure of exactly where to sit as Jake, Quil and Embry are having what looks like a very heated debate about girls. Great another night of my best friends discussing their love lives, however I sit with them anyways as its better than sitting alone.
After more than 10 minutes, the guys finally notice im here and greet me each with a basic hello and a hug. After that it was easy conversation between discussing school, the impending summer break and family. It was around 10:30 when it started to get chilly, so I shuffled towards Jake hoping he wouldn't mind if I stole some of his heat, which he never seems to. Embry and Quil took this as a sign of true affection between us and started with the jokes about us and how uncomfortable its can be when you fool around in the sand (like they know, I have sneaking suspicion they will either be virgins for life or turn out gay).
That got me to thinking how close me and Jake really are and wondering if anything will ever happen, until my heart shatters when I hear him say the immortal words " I don't feel like that about Bella, shes like a best friend or sister to me". SISTER, A FREAKING SISTER!
Ive never thought of Jake in anything but a platonic way but I don't think I would mind if anything would have happened between us, I mean I love being hugged into his side like I am now and when he kisses my forhead and moves my hair away from my eyes I feel this little tingle ….
*Present Time*
When its time for me to leave Jake escorts me back to my car holding my hand as we walk. It is just me or is this how some relationships start and for him to shrug all this off is quite annoying. In my head there is a slightly twisted plot going on, in order for him to help change his mind around and for at least him to see me as not only that girl but as a potential admirer of his.
I get in my truck and as he hugs me goodbye and presses a kiss on my cheek, giving me the lecture on safe driving again (as if I havn't heard it before), just as he moves to kiss my cheek again I move and just peck his lips, smile and drive away. In my rear view mirror I notice he looks stunned as hes still stood where I left him …..
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