This was just something random I came up with while listening to a song. Gnarl Barkley's 'Just a Thought' to be exact. Well, it's short for my tastes but it was something to do on my last day of vacation. Hope you enjoy.

Beware: Suicide attempt, slight depression.

I stood before the door that separated the gun from me. Why is this my life? I thought. I tried everything… Anti-depressants, therapy, everything… The only thing I didn't try was suicide… Maybe it would help. I mean, I'm Kenny fucking McCormick. I'll come back tomorrow right? Just one shot. I've done it before, but not after what happened. I shook my head. It's just a thought. I'm fine…

I turned away but stopped, looking back at the door. I'll come back tomorrow, why am I even thinking about it? I turned back to the door and rested my hand on the doorknob. Damn it. Why was I so scared to do this?

I took a deep breath and twisted the knob to reveal the few selections of deaths, I mean, weapons… I selected a Glock. I stared at the glistening gun in my hands with concentration. I slowly cocked it but keep it where it was.

Where would be the best shot at killing me quickly and painlessly? Head, no question. I pull it up to my temple, my hand anything but still. I did this so easily before, what was the problem now? I took a deep breath trying to steady my hand and my thoughts. But I let the gun drop to the floor. This wasn't the way out. I'd wake up with the same great depression.

I left the gun lay there and dragged my feet away. No matter how hard I tried, I'd always be the same. A 20 year old guy with nothing to say for my life. In fact, my problem is what Cartman did to me. I never mention it. If I did, I would break down. It's Stan's fault I almost shot myself there for bringing it up.

I flopped myself on the bed, screaming into the pillow. I'll just have to live through it…

So there you go. Review or not, glad you took the time to read. :3

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