Hello! Hey, welcome to my Fan Fiction.
Well, before I let you guys dive into the being that is my fan fiction, I thought I should take a bit of tie and explain a few (oh fewie.. A LOT) of things about the context of my story.
First things first, I do not, shall not, and never will, Character bash.
That's not who I am.
Now don't get me wrong, I don't care too much for the sulking cry baby thing that Kagome does sometimes. But she still had some great characteristics to her. She had a very important role in the series, aside from helping with the Jewel of Four Souls. - *continues rambling on* After all, she loved Inuyasha even after she realized that no matter how much time came to pass, he would still be in love with Kikyo. I mean, that takes a lot; to accept that and still be strong enough to continue loving someone….
*Clears throat* so I guess you could say I respect her. Might not like her, but I respect her.
Having said that…
I, against my better judgment to pair her with Koga….will keep her paired with Inuyasha. Or whatever.
*Deep breath* NEXT! I just wanted to quickly note that the setting of this story is Modern-isk London. I know, I know. "LONDON? But they're supposed to be in JAPAN!"
Well you see… I don't care. I like the thought of Sesskik taking long walks in the rural country side of England much more than gazing out of a tall building in Tokyo. *Le shrug* But that's just me… I like London; I also like the rain that London seems to hold. So… I win. *does super crazy winners dance*
Another thing that I wanted to explain before letting you all get on with reading my darling story is that I do not own Inuyasha. If I did I would have made sure that Kikyo had not died but had in fact been saved by the Shikon No Tama, and rather than try to stay with Inuyasha gone off with Sesshomaru! And that rather than try to steal inuyasha's life she focuses on the full Yokai brother….. BECAUSE AS MUCH AS I LIKE THE THOUGHT OFD INUKIK SESSKIK IS BETTER IN MY MIND….
And lastly, I apologize if any behavior in is not how the Characters would other wise act… creativity and such. So… yeah.
._. So if I haven't already scared you guys away… without further a due… my story.
I hope you all enjoy! :D
Chapter 1: Omiai
Kagome could feel the tension seeping out of her sister, as she was fitted into her wedding dress. It had already been little more than three months since their parents had informed them of the Omiai Kikyo was being involved in. At first, Kikyo had been quite calm in accepting that this was what her traditional parents thought to be best for her. But now, it seemed that the knowledge of her freedom had finally impacted Kikyo. However, in truth the 'Miko', as both sisters were by birth, gave very little thought her own impending Omiai, her stress was instead being regarded due to a completely different matter. Something she did not think her sister would be able to guess. She quickly sent a silent prayer to Kami that she was right. However she also knew that she would not be able to keep the secret from Kagome for much longer.
"Kikyo? Kikyo?" Kagome tried to bring her twin back from the depths of her thoughts. "Kikyo!" Kagome shouted, physically shaking her other half, causing Kikyo to blink rapidly at her younger sister. "Are you okay?" Kagome sighed, holding her sisters arms firmly. "It's your Omiai isn't it? It's not going to be as bad as you think… I mean," Kagome smiled some giving Kikyo's arms a quick squeeze. "Theres not much of a chance for Sesshomaru to be anything like Inuyasha" At the sound of saying her fiances name, Kagome blushed deeply, fidgting with the hem of her dress.
Kikyo couldn't help but smile. Her sisters' fiance, as a result of her own Omiai, was quite immature.
'Hell, he's more than just a little immature… He's nothing more than a child, living off his father's money.' Kikyo withheld a growl as she thought about her dear younger twin being married to such a man. Instead she sighed, she had seen the way Inuyasha had doted on Kagome. He had fallen for her hard, and fast. Slightly faster than even Kagome had been comfortable with, but she quickly came to return his feelings. She was very excited about the upcoming wedding.
"Kagome, no I have accepted the arrangement Papa has made. I still have few reservations on how I have needed up engaged to you're soon to be brother-in-law. But I havce no quralms." Kikyo turned slightly, looking at her self from the side in an oversized mirror as Kagome retreated into the fitting room to remove the dress.
The threat of tears stung the edges of Kikyos eyes as she placed a hand over her flat stomach. The incident had only happened a little over two months ago, the night she had leanred of the arranged had been the stupidest thing Kikyo had done since she time in highschool when she had been suspended for starting the largest fight the school had seen in years.
She remembered the night as though it had only happened moments before, rather then weeks.
~Flash Back~
"Another burbon?" The bars keep asked passively. She had seen Kikyo's type many times before, angry at the world needing some type of distraction. She did not care much; as long as they had the money she would pour them a drink. Much as she did now when she received a slight nod from the woman sitting at the counter.
Kikyo was finally starting to feel numb. The moment the bars keep placed the drink down; she swallowed more then half its contents. She knew she was well beyond herpoint of no return. However, she just kept at it. Several men had begun to watch her hungrily as she continued to down the drink. Many of them were lowly demons, iching to satisfy their needs.
The aura that Kikyo gave off however, kept them from approahing her. It did not however, stop a much more powerful demon stilling close by, also past his returning point, from sitting down next to her, glaring death at the other males in the bar.
"You know, you're being very reckless." His voice, though cold and void of any hint that he was as drunk as Kikyo, caused her to tense up. Her breathing hitched in her throat as she glanced at him, she knew instantly he was a demon of higher class. She was mesmerized by his golden eyes.
"Perhaps I wish to be reckless for once…" Though he did not show it, the melodious sound of her sing-song sweet voice caused something similar to what he had done to her, in him as well as the other males that were close enough to hear the sound. And that was all the two needed.
Somehow they had ended up back at his loft, kissing feverishly. Slewing eachothers clothing through the apartment as the two, clumisly made their way to the bedroom in heated, unintelligable passion unaware of the consequence their drunken actions would cause.
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Kikyo woke with a start as she felt the warmth of an arm wrap firmly around her exposed body. Her first thought was to move further into the warmth that greatly invited her. Instead, she carefully began to slide out of the hold she was in. Her head throbbed from the previous nights extremities, though she ignored it. She casted a glance at the demon still lying on the bed, seemingly not to have noticed the lack of her presence. She deemed him extremely handsome, it was easy to see why, in her drunken state she had agreed, perhaps even insisted, that they continue to his loft.
She exhaled quietly, not realizing that she had even been holding in a breath. She had to forcibly stop herself from reaching out to run a hand through the Demons silvery hair. Quietly, Kikyo gathered her clothes before something inside of her told her to stay in the warm bed and wake till the demon told her to leave. That was not Kikyo, she knew better then to do something so stupid, well stupider. She hurried from the room, tiptoeing her way into the from room of the flat before daring to cloth her body.
She glanced around the loft as she pulled her dress from the previous night back on. It was clean, organized, and very modern. She felt very comfortable in the space. Though most of the furniture was white, crisp and clean, what took her by surprise was a large toy box that sat in the corner of the living area. Guilt filled Kikyo, as though what she had done the night before was not bad enough.
'Kami... please let him not also be married..."
She could not stand to think that she could be the cause of a divorce. Without any hesitation, Kikyo pulled her shoes on as they laid cluttering the floor infront of the door. Then, not even daring to look back, Kikyo left the flat. She was disgusted with herself, utterly livid that she had been so stupid. Her only hope was that they had been thinking straight enough to use protection, though somewhere deep within Kikyo's mind she knew that was a lost hope.
~End Flash back~
In one quick moment, Kikyo grabbed the door of the fitting room and ran inside, tightly hugging her half naked sister, silent sobs rattling in her chest.
Kagome was at a loss of how to handle her sisters' break down she carefully returned the hug, cooing Kikyo to calm down so she could tell her what was causing her to cry. She continued this action for quite some time, shooing away one of the shops workers who had tried to enter the fitting room to take the dress from Kagome. After what seemed like forever to Kagome, Kikyo finally settled into soft sniffling. She was seated in a chair, sipping a glass of water, as her sister gently wiped the tear stains from her face. It was an odd moment for the twins. Kikyo was not use to being the one that had to be taking care of. Being the older twin, even if only by a few moments, Kikyo prided herself on the motherly instincts and protective behavior she had toward her younger sister. While on the other spectrum Kagome was use to being babied. She was also very shy compared to her sister, as well as much more impatient. However, seeing her sister in tears, broke her child-like heart. It caused Kagome to find the patience she decided would be needed for the current situation.
"Take your time Kikyo... I wont go anywhere."
Kikyo relaxed considerably when her sister said this. She had been trying for several minutes to tell Kagome what had happened. What she had found out about her current predicament. She simply could not find the words.
"Kagome... I've done something terrible.. and stupid." An on slaughter of new tears rolled off the Miko's cheeks. It was unnerving for both sisters. Kikyo cursed herself mentally, she felt weak in the moment. It was unlike her to tear this much.
Even at her mothers funeral Kikyo had only shed a single tear. Later, when she was alone in her room, she had silently sobbed. She hated when people saw her as weak. Kagome knew this very well. She felt awkward as she held her sister again, not daring to say a word for fear of setting Kikyo off into an even scarier mood.
Slowly, Kikyo regained her composure. She held onto Kagomes hand tightly.
"Do you remember the night father told me of my Omiai?" Her words were slow, calculated. She was picking them out carefully, avoiding trigger words that might send her into another degrading fit of tears.
Kagome nodded, thinking it best to hold her tongue.
"... After dinner, while I was on my way back to my flat... I stopped by a pub." Kikyo took a deep shaky breath, tears once more forming in her glossy golden brown eyes. "I did not mean to drink so much... but one drink led to another... and be fore long I was too far gone."
Kagome nodded again. She knew how Kikyo could get when she started drinking. She always felt the need for company, which often meant Kagome staying up all night to make sure her sister did not hurt herself.
"... there was a Demon. He was drinking as well, he was really.. /Really/ handsome."
Kagomes eyes widened some. "Kikyo... he didn't... Did he take advantage of you?" Kagome knew that her sister had an unhealthy hate for lowly demons that liked to pray upon humans.
Kikyo shook her head vigorously. "No. Of course not... The thing is... We did sleep together..." Kikyo's lip trembled slightly. "It was amazing... but..." She sobbed. "I went to my doctors last week... Kagome... I'm pregnant."
Kagome stared blankly for a moment. Then, suddenly she erupted into a half scream, half cheering yell.
{-:-}
Kikyo studied her sister closely, she had taking her younger twin to lunch and had quickly explained to her the details of her days from the moment she had found out about her out of wedlock pregnancy, to that days realization of needing to inform her sister of the events. Surprisingly, Kagome was taking the news well. She had even gone so far as to 'ooh' and 'aww' when kikyo described the encounter with the father of her unborn child.
"So.. 8 weeks."
Kikyo nodded, she felt terrible that she had not told her sister sooner.
"You know.. you should really track the guy down and tell him." Kagome sipped a milkshake. Kikyo knew that this would be the fair thing to do, but her pride refused to let her.
"I can't"
Kagome frowned. "Why? Kikyo this could be your way out of the Omiai"
She knew her sister was right. Deep down, Kikyo had no desire to accept the Omiai, but once again her pride won out.
"Kagome you don't understand... I can't do that. Father would be furious.. I just have to suck it up. Go to the meeting today, and tell my fiancé. If he choses against continuing the Omiai then that's fine. /Then/ I will go and inform the father.
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{MissFioLee's Kitty Corner}
Well hey there.
Welcome to my Corner.
This is my second uploaded fanfic. I've been really into reading Sesskik fanfics lately, but almost all the one shots I've read have kikyo already being a mother to Sesshomarus child... So I thought "Miss FioLee. You know you wanna write a story about Sesskik. So do it baby." So I did. I hope you all liked it if not then please do not proceed to the chapter. Please instead journey onto another story that you may enjoy.
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