Chapter 1: Deadly Nightmares

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Hi my name is Isabella Marie Swan or Cullen but I prefer Bella Cullen; because Isabella is just too formal and the Cullen's have always been my family I never knew my real mom and dad. All I know is my father Charlie was a vampire and my mom Renee was a human. They fell in love one night when my mother was walking home and was attack by a group of men who were going to try to rape her, that's when my father jumped in and saved her after that they were inseparable. Soon they were married and went on their honeymoon while my mom was still human. They had sex and she got pregnant no one had known that a human could even get pregnant with a vampire's baby but it was very rare for a vampire to ever have a relationships with a humans in the first place.

But long story short she grew very weak and I grew very fast 1 month after she had gotten pregnant I was born well …not born I chewed and clawed my way out I was half human half vampire a hybrid. I killed her. My father never even wonted her to have me, he hated me for killing her. Since he couldn't live in a world without my mother he went to the Volturi and went on a killing spree inside their city Volturria; there very protective of Volturria no vampires are allowed to hunt or kill inside its walls it's probably the safest place from vampires in the world. Kind of funny seeing how the rulers of the vampire world live there. They quickly stopped my father and killed him; but the probably is I don't know is they found out about me before he died Aro could have easily found out about me just with one touch. Just before my father ran off to the Volturi the Cullen's had found us, they smelt all the blood and came to investigate. My father told them what happened and they promised to look after like their own instead of my father killing ...yes he was gonna kill the horrible creature who kill his wife. Esme and Rose were very excited they had always wont a baby since hers died; they are my mother figures. I have continued to rapidly grow but it slowed over the years.

Since I'm a hybrid that's mean I still drank blood and stop growing old at age 17 ;and since I'm half vampire I'm still stronger and faster than the average human but I can't compare to a full vampire. I have a special ability well I have 4 I inherited a mental shield, physical shield from my mom.(people can't come within 10 feet of me or whoever I'm shielding)and change my appearance like my dad, and control fire. Oh and my eyes well have you ever heard the expression ' your face is like an open book' well mine is my eyes changed colors depending on my mood.

There was blood everywhere and my screams filled the room; my once white walls where turning red. There I was lying in my own blood I stared into the red crimson eyes waiting for them to end my pain and suffering I squeezed my eyes shut and waited. But it never came all that could be heard was a haunting laugh that echoed throughout the room. I opened my eyes to find that he was gone now this was my chance my only chance to escape. I tried a feeble attempt the stand up and make a run for it and with the last of my strength I stood up; the room was spinning as the darkness began to consume me. Fighting my eyes I limped towards the door just as I thought there was hope of me making it out of this hellhole alive. I was flung across the room and slammed into the window that I could feel shattering against my skin. No! What have I ever done to deserve this? I knew that there was no hope; I gave up dying would be peace fuller than this anything would be .I stopped fighting my eyes and fell into endless darkness. I had finally died . . .

"AAAAHHHHHHH!" I screamed my eyes flung out. I sat up right trying to catch my breath my body was drenched in a cold sweat.

My family burst through the doors, Emmet came in first and jumped into a defensive crouch by my bed looking around the room for an intruder .Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Esme and Carlisle ran in not a second later. They were all beautiful .Jasper gave me a worried look; he was able to feel and control emotions and could sense how terrified I was I slowly felt a calming wave sent over me but my trembling didn't stop.

"Bella are you ok; what's wrong!"Emmet yelled franticly he still didn't realize what was going on Emmet was never the brightest crayon in the box if you know what I mean.

Carlisle put his arm around Esme's waste and they both gave me a worried look. They were a perfect couple much like everyone else in my family I'm the only one in my family without a mate. I having that same nightmare lately no matter how different I dreamed it I would always end up with me dying. I was scared that the Volturi where going to find out about me, take me away and maybe even kill me and my family. Carlisle had told me about them when I was little and that's why it was so important for me to stay hidden so we had to move every few years to try to avoid contact with other vampires and also because the fact that they don't age.

I gave Emmet a weary look.

Finally Emmet understood what was going on he walked over picked me up and sat me on his lap. Emmet was huge and very intimidating but deep down he's really just a big teddy bear .Him and Jasper where the best brothers I could ask for.

"Aaaawwwww don't worry bells every-thing's fine there not going to find you" Alice chirped trying to comfort me and came and sat next to me along with Rose and Jasper.

"I know . . . . I'm fine really. Ummm . . . I feel disgusting so I'm going to go take a shower" I made up a quick lie but I knew they could see right through me I was a terrible liar I wanted to get away I don't like having people feel pity on me and I really did need a shower I was a sticky and felt gross. I jumped off of Emmet's lap and walked over to the bathroom careful not to trip I may be a vampire …well half but I'm probably the clumsiest person alive.

I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I was never anything special my hair was as black as night it went to the middle of my back and had natural lose curls in it. I had a heart shaped face with bright icy blue eyes an hourglass figure but I barley stood at 5'2. Many people tell me I'm beautiful but I always fail to see what they say I'm just plain Jane in my eyes but even with how I look never shook my confidence. I took off my clothes and turn on the hot water and got in the shower .I reached for favorite my strawberry shampoo and gently rubbed it into my scalp. The heat had calmed me down and I felt as if all of my troubles washed down the drain.

*A week later*

I had just gotten done getting ready and went out to the hall to head down stairs. I was in dark skinny jeans that where torn all over, a midnight blue Hollister top with a low V-neck to show off my cleaved and black stilettos or as I call them death traps on stilts. I don't know why Alice was making me wear them I was just gonna fall on my face; Alice had decided to play Bella Barbie today and had done my hair in droopy curls and my make-up she just used a little mascara and eye liner she said I had natural beauty ya sure. When I looked in the mirror I couldn't even deny I looked beautiful Alice had done an amazing job my makeup was to heavy but I still could barley recognize myself.

Today was the day I final stopped ageing I would be 18 forever now who wont to be young forever .It was great. I was so excited but there was still small thought in the back of my head that kept on screaming 'forever in hiding, running forever'. Some-thing's not right something very bad is going to happen today I can feel it in my gut tell me to run. I pushed the feeling away and figured I was being parodied.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!" My family yelled as I came down the stairs I could feel the heat rise up to my face as I blushed I never did really like attention.

But before I could say anything the door slammed open and noise echoed around the room my family gasped. They turned to me eyes begging me to run and got in defensive crouches still couldn't see what was going on from the top of the stairs.

"Yes, happy birthday Bella" said an unfamiliar voice with amusement.

I lend over the railing trying to see who it was but I couldn't see anyone; then it hit me my eyes widened with shock, fear and disbelief.

"You can't be here... no you can't "I whisper trying to convince myself "It's just a dream" I was asleep I was dreaming.

"Oh Bella I can assure you this is no dream "I could tell it was a young girls voice …and it was getting closer!

I stared into my family's eyes once more "Bella run" Alice whispered a yell.

'I'm sorry' I mouthed them I could feel the water gathering in my eyes. This was my fault why didn't they just let my dad kill me they could be in danger now all because of me!

I could slightly see a black cloak come from around the corner down stairs before they could see me I decided it was time to go.

I knew I had to run they wouldn't kill my family it was me they where after anyway and Carlisle was good friends with Aro. My family suddenly dropped to the ground senses all cut off . . . Alec; if I left now they would hopefully follow me and leave them alone .I can't believe it my dreams where becoming reality. Without another though I ran back to my room and jumped out the window not caring to open it; the glass shatter. SHIT! I my skin may be indestructible but I still bruise and with that I took off into the forest.