I only make this for fun, this character belongs to Joss Whedon and Fox. This is Angel's POV about leaving Sunnydale and Buffy. The story is not that good(it's a little OCC) but it's my first so...
Angel's POV
This is the last day for me in Sunnydale.
The last day I will see her pretty face and the last day I will stop her from living in the daylight. After the Ascension, I'm leaving…No goodbyes will come from my mouth.
Nothing I would ever say will make a difference; I can't give her what she needs.
I can't force her to live a life with the undead, to live in the darkness. I will not force my sunlight, the only sunlight I ever had, to extinguish, staying with a man…a demon…that cannot feel true happiness without unleashing the…worst in him.
I will take a picture with me, the only thing I'm allowed to keep as a remembrance of what I once had, the only thing that was truly mine…I won't forget all the things she has sacrificed for me, what we've fought to be together…the way she loved me…
But I can't forget all the times I've hurt her as …Angelus. God, it still hurts…to know I've done those things to her…to Giles…to everyone but I can't turn back the time, I can't make things right…
I promised myself not to cry, I don't usually cry, never did but I'm about to lose part of me, my love, my life…my soul…and it hurts, I feel like I have nothing else worth living for but I won't give up fighting, I need to fight…for the world…for her…for those who died because of me, because of what I am.
My silent goodbye will be the last thing I will give to her, words won't matter, one last look at her face I need to have and then…I'll leave. So she can be happy, happy without me but if she needs me someday, I'll be there for her…I will never leave her by herself in moments of danger…I couldn't do that…I will die if something bad happens to her.
But I can never stay with my love again, I'm not worthy of her love and I shall never be.
Tears are now falling down from my eyes…I usually don't cry, but now I can't seem to find a way to stop.