A series of Shilly one-shots.
Can't Have You.
Shane's Point of view.
I don't wanna fall asleep.
Cause I don't know if I'll get up.
It's my 4th day without sleep, and I don't want to fall asleep.
Lilly and I broke up a few days ago, and I never felt like this for a girl before.
What was it that made her so special to me?
Her hair?
Her laugh?
Her smile?
Hell, maybe it was her voice.
Yeah, it probably was.
I was being such a fool.
That I didn't deserve you.
"She seems happy now." I said quietly while looking at Lilly, and the smile that never seemed to leave her face.
Then, I seen Nate and Miley exchange glances.
"What?" I questioned.
"She's be-"Nick started, but Miley put a hand over his mouth.
"You're the one, Shane, you were being you." Miley stated.
Nick looked at Miley with worried eyes when he saw my expression turned from sad to just doleful now.
"I guess I just don't deserve her…God, I was being a fucking fool." I said as I buried my face in my hands.
Looking at the letter that you left.
Wondering if I'll ever get you back.
I found myself staring at the letter Lilly left me…again.
I just couldn't find myself to throw it away.
I really need to find a way to win her back.
I'm Shane Fucking Grey. I can do this….
I think
I don't wanna cause a scene, but
I'm dying without your love.
I was laying in a hospital bed.
I looked around and could see the worried faces of Nick and Miley and my parents.
I just couldn't find hers.
I was dying without her love.
I never meant to cause a scene.
I'm begging to hear your voice.
Tell me you love me too.
"Miles, I need to hear her voice." I stated hoarsely.
Miley started to protest but with one glance at Nick. She started to dial Lilly's number.
Then, a little, petite, tomboy, blonde came running in the room. She must've been running fast, because she was breathless. Then I recognized her when the worry flooded her voice.
"What happened?!" Lilly questioned eagerly.
"Lilz…" I started hoarsely.
"Oh Shane…" she whimpered softly as she walked over to me and sat on the hospital bed next to me, "What the hell did you do now?"
I chuckled softly.
Then, I told her the undeniable truth.
"I'm dying without your love…literally."