A/N: this is my very first fan fiction…EVER! So let me know what you think. This is a RoyxEd fic, told from Eds POV.
Bold is lyrics
Italics are memories or past tense
Normal is just normal
Underlined is Ed saying the lyrics
Jar of Hearts
I know I can't take on more step towards you,
Cause all that's waiting is regret.
I saw him standing there holding hand with a brunette. They were talking and laughing, she had a rose in one hand and Mustangs in the other. I was frozen, filled with shock and betrayal. I couldn't move, I could just stand and watch.
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore,
You lost the love I loved the most.
I went back to our apartment and packed my bags. I sat down on the couch drinking a bottle of scotch while tears streamed down my face. I lost track of time and before I knew it he was here.
"You don't need to sneak around anymore." I told him, my voice quivering.
"Ed, what are you talking about?" Roy asked me, fake hurt lined his voice. He's trying to make me feel guilty.
"I've learned how to live half alive, and now you want me one more time."
I grabbed my bag and walked towards the door. I opened it and paused "You can go out with whoever you want now." Realization dawned on Roy's face. I walked out the door; I kept walking until it was clear that he would not come after me. I walked to the place Roy first said he loved me.
We were under a big tree at the top of a hill in central "Ed, I need to tell you something" he said calmly. At first I was scared that he was going to break up with me, I just waited for the blow. "I love you" he said. I was in shock, I did all I could think of and I kissed him and said "I love you too"
I stood at the top of the hill and sing as loud as I can "And who do you think you are.
Running around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts tearing love apart. You're going to catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul, don't come back for me, who do you think you are."
I go sit under the tree. One day I will get over Mustang, I will find someone who cares about me, who respects me and who treats me right. I wont be someone's secret. I'll get over Roy Mustang, and he's already gotten over me.
Back at Roy's house, he picked up the piece of paper on his bed. He read it, dropped to the bed and cried. On the paper were 6 simple words that crushed his heart and sucked out his soul. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!
