JUST FRIENDS

We're curled

Like kittens

Warm

Soft

Scared by newness

Comforted by each other

You whine

Whimper

Wanting something

You grab my hand

I freeze

We're friends

Just friends

Just friends

You snuggle deeper into my arms

Just friends

You squeeze my hand

Just friends

You trace patterns on my arm

Just friends

You wrap an arm around my waist

Just friends

You rest a hand on my leg

Just friends

You run a long nail up my inner thigh

Just…

Completely unchanged. Yup, this actually happened to me. Gods, I hate women.