PROBABLY A ONE SHOT

If you came from another story: sorry for not updating (name of story here) but I've had this idea for a while and I've wanted to go into it this will be a very short chapter and probably only a one shot, (unless the fans want more)

This story will be from attikus's point of view.

Let's begin

I could remember everything, from the first time I killed someone, to the time my arm was taken off, and I can honestly say I've never feared anyone or anything as much as her, Beatrix, Plaguebringer, or as she told us to call her when she was in a good mood, mother, yeah I was afraid of my own mother or well I've never really thought as her as my mother, to me she was an incredibly crazy, dangerous, and (not that I'd ever say it out loud) sexy, scientist who'd probably kill ya for giving her the wrong look,

But to be honest I thought she was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen, even after I witnessed her literally skip through a field of corpses, though to be honest that kinda turned me on, I liked strength, brutality, and intelligence in a lover, (and unfortunately my own kind weren't exactly shining examples of great intellect,) can't blame a guy for what he's attracted too, (well you could but when that 'guy' is around 12 feet tall with a metal arm so big it touches the floor and has crushed things both heavier and way more durible than your spine with the slightest effort, well I think you get the point,)

Yeah I'm not even trying to justify it any more,

So quick recap: she's the only one I fear, and the prettiest woman I've ever met, yet our relationship is tense at best, though the one thing that I found strange was that she never called me 'thrall' the others never had (probably afraid I'd pummel em, which I would,) but she wasn't them,

sometimes I could feel genuine respect from Verod, Trevor, Reyna, Toby, Phoebe, Dende, Ambra, Whiskey, Mike, Oriendi,(who eventually decided that I was her friend) and both surprisingly and disturbingly ISIC, they started respecting me after I proved I'm not mindless, and I will fight for what I believe in, (though ISIC told me he respected me because I've killed literally a hundred 'walking fleshsack's) but all she made me believe was that I was an experiment nothing more,

But that's not the worst problem that came with her joining the battleborn, rather it's the fact that she practically demanded to sleep in my room, as for explanations for that before the crew trusted me (and remember no one is trusted at first, and due to the fact that I'm almost as big as berg) they decided that I would sleep alone, rather then the faction based quarters that everyone else had, it didn't make me dislike them I actually agreed to it,

But when she joined she walked up to captain ghalt and demanded to bunk with me,

Man I wish denede would release that tape,

Imagine bunking with your crush, and that's half of what I deal with the other half was making sure she didn't catch me 'relieving some tension' due to the fact she walked around our room nude, and sometimes I almost believed she knew what I was doing, she was so organised that you knew where'd she'd be and when, but sometimes I was so into (beating my meat) I forgot to watch the clock and a while after I was done, she'd enter the room looking pretty satisfied herself,

To be honest though that seemed kinda wishful,

I shrugged having (finished my business) a while ago I got into bed and as I laid there I (and not for the first time) considered all the couples on the ship,

And wondered if I'd ever have someone of my very own, shaking the thoughts away I drifted off,

And had to face the other bad things about Beatrix being around me constantly, the wet dreams, and the nightmares,

nightmare

It was dark, dark and cramped, I tried moving I couldn't even wiggle my toes, normally this is where the lights come on and she stands over me in a skimpy yet blood covered nurses outfit, (excuse my poor language but, dreams are fucking weird, I mean is this a nightmare or a wet dream?),

But strangely that never happened, I immediately tried breaking out when I realised exactly where I was,

I was in a coffin, several kilometres from the surface, exactly what rendain promised before he was beaten by rath, me, and some others I couldn't quite remember, but I chalk that onto being in an enclosed space buried alive,

Using all my brute strength I somehow got the lid of and immediately tried clawing my way to the surface, I… it was… disturbing to feel like dirt was slowly making its way into your mouth and into your stomach, but eventually I reached the surface and I recognised my suroundings immediately,

I was in the pits again, the gates started screeching as they opened up and what rush out was... my kind and not the rendain loyal, the ones that wanted to be free, I was swamped by the numerous thrills that died during my rebellion, they ripped my arms and legs off and then parted revealing the one I was thinking about mere minutes ago, except she was wearing her normal outfit instead of the nurses one, she giggled manically before saying "don't worry attikus, I don't blame you for having such fantasies about me," she paused, and started walking toward me and continued talking when we were in kissing distance, "but don't delude yourself, thrall you'll never have or escape me" she immediately attached her needle arm and stabbed me with it, she laughed as I could feel myself dying,

The world started shaking and I immediately woke up.

Nightmare over

Feeling someone shaking me I immediately woke up, almost lunging at them until I realised it was her, actually nah, had to be someone else, she'd never looked concerned about anything, and besides why'd she feel concerned for me,

She looked relieved I had woken up and I quickly realised that she was sitting down on a stool next to my bed, annoyed that once again the thing that scared me most in that nightmare was her,

I angrily said "what?, not that I ain't grateful, but I don't wanna stare at your ugly mug all night," she smiled and said "sorry but you were moaning my name in your sleep, I decided to see if you we're okay" I quickly realised three things one she was holding my hand, two despite the relief on her face it didn't reach her eye, and three she showed no intention of moving till she got an answer,

Deciding to ask I said, "aright nurse I'll bite, why are you sitting at my bed side?" She giggled cutely and said "I always sit here and watch you sleep,"

Okay cutely turned into disturbingly fast, if nova could hear me it be an all new record for her, wanting to change the subject but not really thinking I blurted out " and the reason I'm holding your hand?" Her face fell her smile dropped and turned into a solemn gaze, she reached up grabbed onto one of my horns and said "what? Can't a mother comfort her son in these times of stress?," she immediately started grinning again, but this time it was a desperate grin as she suggestively said, "and with my creation moaning my name in his sleep, which makes me hot by the way, sooooo I was about to kiss sleeping beauty"

her face immediately turned from desperate to almost murderous, and she quickly jumped on me and started straddling me, she then started saying "because my creations sooooo handsome and prefect for meeeee, but instead I'd bet he'd like to fuck oriendi over me, or that hemswoth bitch, or the silent sister, or the pirate whore or the spy mistress, or anyone over me!" I immediately started realising what was wrong, she had the same feelings for me that I felt for her, but she convinced herself that I hated her, and began demonising herself as a result,

She morosely continued her tirade, "no matter how many nights I watch you sleep like a real mother, no matter how many times I've walked around naked hoping you'd do the right thing and fuck me on the spot!,(I'd hate to see her definition of wrong thing) no matter how many times I've heard you jerking your self off, never once did you call my name," she started crying as a fake smile plastered itself onto her face, "but that's alright after all I'm just an unfeeling little bitch, right? Attikus?"

She started to let go of my horns and sadly slumped over her eyes met mine and she sadly asked, "would you ever consider having me as a girlfriend?, have you ever considered that I want to be your girlfriend,?"

Immediately her tone changed to hateful and her sorrowful voice turned violent, the tears in her eyes still remained and may have become more prominent as she said, "those other girls, will never love you, not like I do, they'll abandon you, I never would!, I will do anything sexual just tell me the truth!"

She once again dissolved into tears and I realised she was practically torturing herself, she wanted me and thought I didn't want her, I let my left arm cradle her and when she looked up I couldn't resist her one eye full of tears and her quivering lips tantalising me I slowly started to kiss her she quickly kissed me back and we started hugging eventually we broke due to me needing air, and I said "the only person I've ever feared is the only woman I've truly loved, and wanted,"

She smiled knowing that I only feared her, and she immediately started stripping I stopped her though saying "I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine, but your-" "your mother? Don't worry about that, it doesn't matter especially since I think during the end of the universe, we should have someone to share it with," I smiled and said "true, but I wanted to let everyone know that your mine, and I'm yours," she looked surprised but nodded, I think she understood my intention was to let her know I had no intention of letting her go, and no interest in the other woman or men on this ship, well I didn't love them like I did her.

One shot over

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Until next time

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