Ever have a moment when you wish time could just…..
--STOP--
Where everything and everyone around would justfreeze, and the earth would stop spinning, and you could just take in your surroundings?
Take a minute to think?
To dream?
To look into those sparkly blue eyes that are gazing back, and not freak out for once?
To….breathe?
Everyone needs those moments, and right now, as I stand in front of Chad Dylan Cooper, as he leans in closer, with his lips parted just slightly and the warmth rolling off of him in waves, I wish time could just stop.
I could take a moment to wonder how I even got myself into this mess, or to analyse how I actually felt about it. I could go through every little emotion I have at this very moment, and think it through to the point of bitter understanding. I could take a deep breath and wonder if I wanted this, or if I was just doing it because it was happening, and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
He is right there. So close.
My heart races, and the second his lips touch mine, time does stop.
How did I get here again? Let's rewind, shall we?...