He used you.

{He lied…}

He only entertained you because he needed you at his side.

But he wasn't sure why it was...

He couldn't love and wouldn't want to.

{He strung you along, let you keep on showing your weakness.}

And there wasn't a reason,

{There never was.}

But you hoped each day that at least one of the things your deranged mind kept telling you…

Was real.

And you'd remind yourself when you felt angry,

{At least this was true}

He counted you above all the others,

He even helped you.