The Thoughts of a Fake Sun
He's dead. He's really, actually dead. He lies there in front of my standing form, dead. I fall to my knees next to him and I scream his name. I drop my upper body on him not caring if I'd get blood all over me. I let the tears fall down to his chest. I stay their for I don't know how long.
How stupid can he be? Why did he have to save me? I'm so useless and weak just like my father says. I try and try to become stronger, but all my effort is a waste. It's about time for me to just give up. Why even brother? I'm not pretty or smart, no guy has ever been interested in me, and my own clan hates me.
I'm sorry friend that you gave up your life for an useless, weak, unattractive, disgusting, piece of trash. You should have just let me die and save yourself. You could have had a great future and be a great shinobi. I should be the one dead, not you. I have no future, my life is a lie, my happiness is a facade, and who people think I am is an illusion.
It's very tiring trying to keep up an act that is a waste of time, but I do it to hide the pain and suffering that I go through. If I were to show everything it would be much worse. The insults would increase, so would the disgust and anger my clan has for me, and the beatens that I receive from my father would hurt much worse. It is better for me to trick people into thinking that everything is fine than go through more punishment.
I stand up from the ground and take a last look at my fallen comrade. I let more tears fall before wiping them away. I turn around to head back to the village. The mission was successful, all my comrades are dead, and I, Hinata Hyuga, am the only surviver.
Wait! Did I just hear someone call my name? I walk back to the battle field in search of the sound. I sense no chakra and I haven't heard the voice yet. I still keep searching in hopes of finding a leaf shinobi even though I know I have a chance of facing an enemy.
I guess luck is somewhat on my side. My sad frown turns upside down and I run towards the figure.
"Kiba!" I embrace him with little force to not cause him pain.
"You didn't think I'd die that easy!" He returns my embrace.
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