Ok this is my new story and i promise to update both my stories now I just couldn't resist writing this story. I am so sorry.

This story is set that if Victoria hadn't had chance to come back to Bell and what might ;) have happened.

Beautifully broken, thats me.

The video on the screen flickered on, and there was Bella. Looking younger than any of us had ever seen her. Her eyes...they looked so empty. As if her whole life had been taken from under her feet. I felt my heart break, could we have done this to her?

"I guess if your watching this, you meant something to me." She started looking directly into the camera a small faked smile on her lips. This was not our Bella, she was a child in this...just a child. She looked down for a moment ruffling her hair.

"Something, I doubt i'll feel again. Aneka, and Zenne, they did one of these each, I was the only one to see. And I saw it after they died." She paused and I looked at the faces of my family. All thinking the same thing. Aneka and Zenne, the girls who haunted our Bella's nightmares.

"But if your watching this...I guess i loved you. I'm sorry if this is the first you knew of it. I've been broken too many times already in a way." And that was when she dropped the bombshell that ruined our lives forever "If your watching this. I'm dead."

I felt my family crumble at her feet as she spoke those words and I chocked slightly trying intently to watch and to know our Bella. My human daughter.

"If I loved you, I'm sorry. It's a heavy burden I know. If you loved me back, i hope i didn't destroy you. Thats all i seem to be able to do. I'm not whole anymore without my best friends. I can still feel them." She ranted pulling at her arms, as if to cover up stains that weren't there and she doubled over in high pitched crying and she sat up slightly.

"If you remember my name, big if, then oh god, this isn't right. Theirs were so perfect. But they knew who they loved. They sang to me on theirs. I watch it at night. I love you. I loved you. Past tense. If you see this. I loved you." The video cut off as she visibly choked back tears. I watched expecting more but none came. Only the image of the broken girl telling us she was dead. It looked like she already was.

Esme Cullen's POV

Bella was dead. Bella had been dead for almost six years now, and I still couldn't believe it. The moment that video started showing, my family had crumbled around me. I had crumbled. We had thought Bella's life had started with us. No of course we were stupid. She had been broken, been hurt. That much showed in that video.

"Esme. Esme." A soft voice called to me but I didn't want to recognise it. I didn't want to stop this blame i felt for leaving her. For causing our Bella more pain. Alice came into view. The only one of us to understand.

"Yes? Alice." I asked simply. Trying not to let my family know how broken i was. Alice smiled sympathetically at me and i stood up slowly not meeting her gaze. I couldn't bring myself too.

"We are going to decorate our new house." She replied simply taking my hand and leading me to the garage. We were not in forks. We were in another town. Some stupid little place that had no meaning. But it was too soon to go back to forks.

"Ok." I added slipping into Alice's canary yellow Porsche. Neither of us had, had the heart to ruin the car Bella had once suggested for us to have. It arrived the same day the video had, and it hurt, but it was a good kind of pain. It made me feel alive.

"We need to do clothes shopping as well so clothes first and furniture later?" Oh my dear Alice. Clothes above everything else, nothing had changed that from her darling personality.

"Clothes it is. Let's get going." I replied softly trying my best to smile at her, as usual i could see reflected in her eyes that my smile never reached my eyes. It was beautifully broken. Just like i felt.

Cat's POV

I wandered round the shopping mall. This was where i belonged. Shopping with my sister as we wandered round shop after shop, of course we did split up, but we knew where each of us were at any time. It was our gift so to speak.

"Mummy would like this." I whispered as i saw the light purple dress with almost white detailing on it. Flowers and butterflies. Mummy loved butterflies.

I took it off of the hanger checking it's size. Everyone was used to seeing me or Allie looking at clothes several sizes to big for us, i smiled taking it up to the cashier smiling winningly at him.

"Hello again Catrina, is this for your aunt?" the young man asked as he checked the price. I was lucky, I always managed to have the same person serving me. This man had seen me grow up, well for the last two years.

"No. It's for my mummy." I replied grinning at him and he nodded pursing his lips, and I knew why, he had only seen my aunts, not my mummy, he didn't believe she existed, but I did. She always looked after me.

"She's coming home this weekend. I want to surprise her." I told him smiling at him as i handed him my credit card. The same one I always used. The one which Tanya had gotten for me the first day we had met. I smiled brilliantly at him as I got it handed back, and i picked up the dress in the bag and waved lightly at him.

"I'll see you tomorrow." I told him confidently and turned away walking confidently out of the shop. And that was when I saw them. Two inhumanly beautiful women, with gold eyes, i swear my heart, that barely beat as it was, stopped when i saw them. I recognised them, as two of the people who had helped ruin my mother.

I had to know them. I had to know how they had found us. It was my only goal in life and I was determined to make it known throughout the world. I would expose them.

Alice's POV

I took Esme shopping to see her smile again, to get her out of the house. She had been so withdrawn. I decided to put her clothes first wanting to help, wanting to make sure i had incentive to keep her with me.

I took her round the racks in the new shop of the mall. Esme watching me intently. I could see a bare hint of happiness on her face. I guess it must have been because i was being my old self again. As many clothes as possible for the highest price.

"I like that dress." I turned to see if Esme had spoken but part of me knew it wasn't her voice and I looked down at the caramel haired girl, well the main bulk of her hair was a deep chestnut colour, the highlights, that looked so natural were the caramel colour. I smiled at her confused as i looked at the black dress in my hands.

"Yes I like it too. Where's your mum?" I asked simply trying not to scare her but the girl just looked up at me, with leaf green eyes, her face seemed so similar. As if i remembered her but didn't know where from.

"She's in England. Dealing with business, my Uncle Laurent's here somewhere." She replied childishly her grip tightening on the shopping bag clutched in her tiny hand. And i smiled softly at her.

"Didn't your mum tell you not to talk to strangers?" Esme asked, and my heart swelled towards this little girl. She made Esme care, that's all that mattered to me in that moment.

"But you have golden eyes, that means you know aunty Tanya and Irina." The girl told us to our suprise and she looked around at us then sighed "My uncle is waiting excuse me." She walked past us and out of the shop. Leaving us dumbfounded.

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