Originally published this as M but that means it doesn't get put on Just In or archived so I've toned down the violence and republished as T
Summary;
what happened after the final fade out on the 'The Grudge'? I'm
sure we all have our theories, here's mine.
Disclaimer; all
belongs to Sam Rami, Twentieth Century Fox or whoever, none to me,
purely a fic for entertainment purposes to be distributed on the net,
blah, blah, you know the drill, for crying out loud do you really
think they care although I am aware that they do read it but as long
as we're not making any money I think they're ok with it…
Rating;
R for violence and graphic maiming
Feedback; as you like it
The Grudge 2; The Reckoning
It
was time.
She made her bed, folding the sheets back neatly as she
had learned to do at nursing college. Some old habits were hard to
break. She took one last moment to re-arrange her gifts, her flowers
and cuddly toys. But no chocolate, no grapes. People had learned fast
not to give her those. She disconnected the drip. Without the
morphine the pain would return soon. But it would all be over by
then. She left the note for her family on her pillow. They would find
it after she was gone
She got up and walked past the nurse's
station. She waved to her slightly. The nurse waved back, not looking
up from her crossword puzzle. Karen quailed inside. She was
accustomed to people avoiding looking at her by now. But it never
failed to hurt her.
How she had always taken it for granted. When
she was a cheerleader, when she was the prom queen. Even as a small
child her parents friends had always fussed over her, said how pretty
she was. She'd always been daddy and mommy's pretty little girl,
perhaps more so than even her sister. How she yearned now for that
look whenever she'd walked into a room and bunches of hungry guys
stared at her like starving wolves thrown a plate of raw steak,
yearning for her, lusting after her. Even some of the girls at school
had wanted her, some of the lesbians at college hitting on her
subtly. How she'd enjoyed her power, how she'd reveled in it.
Was
she being punished now? Punished for teasing them all, punished for
her vanity?
Now even she couldn't look at herself. Now she was a
freak, her jawbone ripped from its' socket, her face a shapeless
mass, her voice drowned in mutilated flesh. Was this why the spirits
had let her live when they'd killed all the others? Was she to live
to punish herself?
Well, she would show them.
She made her way
to the top corridor. It was deserted at this time of night.
Eventually the nurse would come to look for her but by then it would
be far too late. That professor had the right idea and she would now
follow his example. The sign over the rooftop exit beckoned to her
through the darkness.
She jumped the height of herself as the hand
came through the darkness and took her arm. Were they here to stop
her? Had they followed her from Japan? Crossed the Pacific to ensure
her suffering would go on?
She wasn't afraid to look. She wasn't
afraid of death. They had done all the damage they would ever do to
her.
The girl looked about nine. She was bald. Her skin was so
pale it was almost translucent. Karen didn't need her medical
training to detect the ravages of cancer and the dreadful
after-affects of chemotherapy, a cure almost as bad as the disease it
fought. She had collapsed here outside the toilets. She was obviously
too weak to go by herself but pride meant everything when you were a
kid, Karen knew that well enough. Had she been forgotten here? Did no
one know she was left in this corridor, left in pain?
"What's
your name?"
Karen instinctively took her hand and motioned to
her mouth, wrapped in bandages, indicating that she couldn't speak.
The girl handed her a colouring book and a crayon. Karen got the hint
and wrote on it.
'I'm Karen, what's your name?'
She
took the crayon back from her and wrote 'I'm Lindsay'
Karen
couldn't smile. The loss of her jawbone meant that it was
impossible for her to flex her facial muscles in the correct manner.
But she could smile with her eyes.
Lindsay smiled back.
She
looked in the mirror.
The scars were still there. They would
always be there. But they were subtle now, you wouldn't even notice
them in common conversation. A little makeup and you would never
notice them. The swelling had gone down, the bruising fading.
It
hurt. The pins hurt, connecting her jaw to her skull, to the muscles
on her chin. She would be popping morphine for the pain for the rest
of her life. But it was bearable. And soon she wouldn't even
notice.
There would be more. More operations, more refinements,
drug therapy, physiotherapy, speech therapy. There would be so much
more.
But now she could look at herself in the mirror again. And
others could look at her too.
She put on her clothes. Proper
clothes, her own, no longer content to wear shapeless hospital gowns.
She walked down the corridor to Lindsay's room. She passed a
cop speaking to a couple of orderlies. They followed her with their
eyes as she went by. She lingered around the corner and listened to
them.
"Hooo baby!"
"Hot!" the cop agreed.
She passed
a trolley, laden with food for the wards. Inexplicably someone had
failed to finish their chocolate cake. She reached down and snapped
herself off a piece. She relished it, not just for the taste but the
sensation, the glorious texture and delightful contrasts as she
chewed solid food once more. It tasted better than anything she ever
remembered.
Lindsay's parents and brother were outside her room.
Their faces were drawn and tired. But they looked up with delight as
Karen approached. Karen smiled at them, smiled at them properly for
the first time.
Lindsay's room was festooned with pictures,
cards and drawings. Many of them were of her and Karen, hanging out
together on the ward, taking day trips outside in her wheelchair
before her condition had worsened to the degree that made it
impossible. She was drawing now, drawing weakly with one hand. She
was drawing pagodas, drawing them from Karen's description and the
photos she had shown her of Japan.
She looked up with a smile as
Karen entered the room. And Karen returned it, as she had yearned to
do for so long.
"I'm beautiful again" Karen remarked taking
Lindsay's hand. It occurred to her that these were the first words
Lindsay had ever heard her speak.
Lindsay looked at her, puzzled.
"You always were"
Lindsay died that night.
They
knew she was there. Karen suspected that they'd know the moment
that she'd got off the plane. But they waited until she came to the
house.
It looked different now, charred from the fire she had
started. Partially demolished. But only partially, the contractors
frightened away by unexplained deaths amongst their workforce, even
the security guard's hut empty, abandoned. There was no need, no
one was going near this house. You didn't need to be able to read
Japanese to be able to identify 'For Sale' signs dotted around
the surrounding buildings.
She mounted the steps, slowly,
methodically, taking her time.
She barely touched the door. It
swung open almost of it's own accord.
The boy was there. Pale,
almost bluish, clutching his drowned cat closely to his chest.
He
opened his mouth and began to howl….
She
reached forward and took him in her arms. Took him in her arms and
kissed him on the forehead. He resisted at first but eventually gave
into the hug. She reached down and stroked the cat. It hissed and bit
her, clawed at her flesh. But it too rapidly submitted to her act of
affection. If there was one sound for contentment in all the world it
was that of a purr.
"It's ok" she whispered, "It's ok".
In all the research she'd done she'd never been able to discover
if the kid could speak English. But it didn't matter. Her tone said
it all.
The spirits bathed in her love. For it was what they had
craved after all they had suffered, all the dreadful things they had
witnessed. All they needed was for someone to take them in their arms
and tell them it would all be alright.
And Karen did.
She heard
the sound behind her. The gurgling, the dreadful dull clicking of the
death rattle. She recognised it instantly, the noise sending shivers
through her soul. Because she had made that noise, when her jawbone
was ripped out she had made that noise when she had been trying
frantically to speak. And she knew the pain that poor woman must be
going through.
She turned and embraced her. Embraced her and
kissed her, deep, longing, probing kisses, full on the mouth, never
caring a moment for the mutilation or her inability to respond. She
cradled her head in her hands and felt the spirits' hands cup hers,
cold, cold hands.
After all her pain, all the brutality she had
undergone all she craved was a sign of passion, that someone still
craved her, still wanted her.
Karen did.
Her seized her from
behind, wrenching her from his wife's grasp. Her hauled Karen
across the floor to the bathroom, his captive instinctively
struggling to escape.
Panic gripped her as he forced her head
under the water, cracking her skull against the sides of the bathtub.
Karen clawed at his hands with her nails but it was pointless. She
used all her self control to reach out with one hand and rip the plug
from the plug-hole. He reached out with one hand to stop her and she
used the distraction to twist around, knocking his hand free of her
hair with her forearms.
He grabbed her by the throat and started
pushing her back under the water, facing her as he drowned her for
the first time with any of his victims.
Amongst the water a single
tear dripped from Karen's eye onto his hand.
"I'm sorry"
she mouthed silently.
And someone understood. Finally someone
understood all his rage and anger and hate.
And guilt.
Karen
forgave him. Forgave them all.
And then they were gone. The house
was empty. That was it, no lightshow, no explosion. The spirits were
gone, at peace.
Karen took a few minutes to gather herself and
then slowly left the house, bidding final farewell to the place that
had caused her so much pain and earned her utter redemption.
For
no place was good or evil. No death-camp or torture chamber or prison
was in itself evil. It was purely what humanity did there. And
nowhere was forever damned.
Because there was always a new day and
an infinite number of possibilities for each and every soul. You took
each day and made what you wished of it.
Karen walked out into the
Tokyo morning, a world of choice and potential at her feet.
The End
