i hate these author notes. so there is none here till further notice.


I look back at my life

The sins I've committed

Though she's not there

I get the feeling she's watching over me

Always silent

Always beside me

She tell me that I've done nothing wrong

And that I'll be forgiven

I'm no longer catonic

Now that I'm stained

Would people cry for me

When I'm gone?

I look around one last time

Snakes are disappearing

Foxes are crying

Cats are screaming

I see their faces

All looks of sadness

My last breath is for them

There is nothing left now

But my disentigrating body


this was kinda rushed too i think i don't remember. well it sounds like it. them would refer to his friends who are number IX, number XII, Namine, Kana, Takeshi, saix, i think that's it. normally nobodies fade away but he rots like a regular human because he's forgiven basically. that doesn't sound very nice rotting in front of people but i just wrote this and i didn't think about this till now.

review or don't review i could care less.