She feels so guilty.
But it feels so good.
It began a perverted duty. Keladry lost the battle with Blayce and became his slave. But time wore on and it became something more. Now it is an obsession.
After the terrible deed is done she is tormented. She has betrayed her people. It may not go on.
But just one look at his face entraps her.
There is no alcohol or trickery here. It is only him and his mysterious powers.
And she cannot help but be entranced. She does not understand why, but she still feels this sick addiction.