Hey diary (Never thought this would happen)
December 11 2007
Can anyone please tell me what hell is going on? What did I do wrong? Why me? Something's wrong with me. This shouldn't be happening. What is happening? I turned into a freaking wolf today. How it happened? Probably Harry Potter cast a wrong spell and I became a wolf. Why is there Magic in this world? I didn't want to be this. All I wanted was to blow off some steam for being grounded.
All I did was sneak out from the house early in the morning, probably five. I wanted to walk in the midst of trees. It really cooled me down. A bit. I sill I was so furious as if one word would make me burst. And I was hot, I mean my temperature must be so damn high. Then all of a sudden as if to make a crap put of me a stupid, annoying insect bit me. I couldn't think at all. I got really angry at that thing. And…
BOOM. I burst out. I could see shatters of my cloths and shoes. I looked at my hands. Yeww, they were of furlike animal fur. And then did I notice that I could see much more than I could see a second earlier.
There was voice in my head.
One more that was all it said at that time.
Then as if it suddenly remembered something it told me to calm down. I didn't realize at that time that it was someone else. I thought it was my subconscious. The voice introduced itself.
I am Sam uley, the alpha. I knew Sam uley. He was the fav guy of all the tribe elders. I didn't like him much but neither did I like him. Keeping all these aside, what the hell did he mean by Alpha. Was this some kind of crazy dream or probably nightmare where he came to teach me Greek symbols.
This isn't a nightmare, boy. Or I think wolf may apply better right now. I didn't laugh at his lame joke. And did he just say I was a wolf.
Yes, that's what you are. You are- to be precise- a werewolf. Let me explain from the beginning. I guess you must know the cullens.
Yes was all I could think.
So you might know that they had white skin, gold eyes and never talked to any humans.
I had never looked into their eyes but what did he mean by not taking to humans?
They are Vampires and we werewolfs are born to kill them. They go against the nature. They have high speed, not as much as ours but close enough.
Great speed?
Yes, run the fastest you can.
What the freaking hell is this? I was running like ..like I don't know, probably faster than the fastest car the world knew.
They have great strength. Like us. Don't do it now. We don't have time for all experimenting here. But they kill people and drink their blood, that's why we wolfs hate them. It is our job to protect the humans from them.
YUCK. GROSS. This was freaking at so many different levels. Drinking blood?
Yes.
Why are the still alive then?
Well, that is because of the treaty. You might have heard the legends for sure. Everything in that is true. That means that we can't kill them as they drink only animal's blood. We can only go to their lands if the break the treaty.
Hey, but as I remember the treaty was made kinda long ago, then why does it apply to these cullens? Are they their next generation?
No, they are the same. Vampires are immortal. They can be killed by only one method. I'll explain it later, when we are running patrols.
Running patrols?
Yes, to keep the tribe safe from these leeches.
But aren't the cullens gone?
Yes but you see not all vampires drink blood, and not all vampires live at a fixed place. They are generally Nomads. Now there is one whose scent we have caught and he is heading for Forks, which could mean only one thing. So, we should stop him before it is too late.
Wait a sec, did you just say that you caught the scent?
Our sense of smell is not as keen as that of bloodsuckers but good enough that it burns our nose when we come to a place a vampire has visited. And all vampires have different smell, slightly different. I guess, this is enough for now, all we need to do is get you some clothes before you phase. Can you follow my voice?
Yeh, sure man. But one question. How many of these wolves are there?
That would be three, counting you. Me, Paul and you. But some are almost ready to burst out any second. Now, wow you are some good fur and flesh afterall.
He was such a huge black wolf. I mean, really really huge. Didn't know wolves got so big.
We are werewolves, we are destined to be huge to match the strength of here are your clothes, I have got a pretty big trunk of them in case some phases wrong, but don't take it for granted, try to control the wolf in you. Now you have to phase back into a human form.
How do I do that?
Calm yourself if you are anxious and gain control of your body from the wolfish instincts and slowly make yourself think, walk, talk like a human.
I was human back again. But, now I felt so scared of the big black wolf in front of me. Most of all was the embarrassment. I was naked. That Sam guy was looking at me with expectation. Did he expect me to belly dance now? And why wasn't he commenting in my head? I felt a sudden bolt of nervousness and anxiety that again I became a wolf.
Knew this would happen, so I didn't phase. And by the way we can hear our thought only when we are wolves. And try to stay as calm as possible, now phase back.
It took some time this time. But I ended up as a naked Adam again. I took the clothes that were kept on the ground and wore them quickly. There were just short and were kinda wet as the big Sam had brought it from his mouth. But something is better than nothing. Now I saw Sam turn human again. He was so graceful in that. Like he had been doing it since he was born.
"How do you do it?" I asked. "Such a wolfy wolf?"
"Well, my great-grandfather was there in the last pack. So some hereditary and I became a wolf more than a few months ago."
"Well, how am I supposed to get back home."
He showed me the direction to the trail and told me to follow it. But he warned me like a thousand times to stay calm and not to talk about this to anyone.. That is why I am writing this diary, to control my emotinons. It's really not as simple as it sounds.
Wish me luck for this damned life.
-Jared