Hey guys! So this story came to me when I and my best friend Larry was singing The Greatest Showman soundtrack. Anyway, shout out to my lovable friend Larry!

Warning there will be mentions of self-harm or suicide attempts but only for this chapter the rest of the story will get better.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or The Greatest Showman

Chapter 1

BPOV

It's been a month since Edward left and I'm still waiting to see if he comes back and I haven't left my room since he left. Every night I have nightmares of his leaving and then would either wake myself up from screaming or my dad would wake me up looking tired and worried. I really want to get better but I don't know how to get better. The only thing that helps me numb the pain is taking a razor to my wrists and cutting them open. This time I cut so deep that I hit my main vein, I smiled a sad smile wishing I didn't do that but hoped to God that Charlie will be ok and that Alice saw this and saw how bad I've gotten since they left. Before I know it everything started to go black when I hear the bathroom door being kicked open and hearing Charlie begging me to stay with him.

CHPOV (Ch will be Charlie)

I just got off my shift from the station and started to drive home, I don't know how I could help Bella anymore. I've tried everything and she just doesn't seem to get better and I know Renee wants her to live with her again but somehow I don't think that's the best thing for Bella right now but if it came down to it then that's what I'll have to do and hope she gets better. When I walk into the house I didn't hear anything until I heard a thump coming from upstairs. I finish taking off my belt and gun to make my way upstairs,

"Bells are you ok?" When I didn't get an answer I asked again and still, I was met with silence. I started to get worried and started pounding on the door when I tried to open it, I found the door was locked and I went into panic mode. I eventually kicked down the door and there on the floor was Bella surrounded by blood and saw her eyes tried to lock onto mine but couldn't.

"Come on baby girl stay with me," I said softly to her as I picked her up and saw her wrists where to cut into and ripped my shirt to try and stem the bleeding as I rush to my car. As soon as I got Bella into the car I sped out of the driveway and rushed to the hospital, I was thankful at this moment that we lived in a small town because it didn't take long to get to the hospital and ran in.

The nurse at the desk saw me carrying Bella and rushed to get a doctor and a gurney. They had to rush Bella into surgery because she lost so much blood, at this point I sat down in one of the chairs and started to cry. I couldn't believe this was happening, I would've done anything to get my little girl back and hope she makes it through this. If I ever see that boy again he will get shot, it's his fault that Bella decided to take this route instead of trying to talk to someone about what happened.

APOV

I was just sitting in my and Jasper's room when I got a vision and it was of Bella in her bathroom cutting her wrists and blood just pouring out before everything goes completely black. I couldn't believe what I saw. I just started sobbing though no tears came, I felt Jasper wrap his arms around me and whispered soothing words in my ear. When I finally calmed down I told the family what I saw and I knew we would never be whole again but before anything else could happen I had another vision.

Vision:

Bella was in the hospital bed and a older looking guy comes running in and I noticed he was a vampire. Before I knew it I was being sucked back in time and saw Bella in a classy looking dress and she looked so happy and in love. End Vision

I told the family I saw another vision of Bella but it's like she went back in time and I couldn't figure out how she would've.

"Until we know more about what happened with Bella we cannot tell Edward because he may become irrational and do something stupid. Alice, keep us posted on what you may see and let us know if Bella ever wakes up." Carlisle said. I nodded and I turned to Jasper and he hugged me knowing the possibility of Bella dying was very high.

So here's the first chapter, sorry if it's a bit bumpy but I wanted to set it up with Bella's wish for Alice to see her possibly dying and this story will follow The Greatest Showman plot line. For the title, I want to thank shatterthetruth because I didn't have a title for this story till I looked into some and he had one that I think will come together towards the end or middle of the story. Review, pm, follow or favorite me. Until next time!