Author's Note Hey all you readers. This is just a story poem thing. It's probably as much angst as you'll ever see from me… But I felt like writing this. Personal Experience reasons. Anyways, you can read it if you want. And review if you feel the need. I don't really care. -
Um, there's no real character's that are stated. I just put it under Beyblade because it's one of my favorites.
I sort of had Kai and Ray pictured… but you can choose who you want.
"If I had never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will."
…
…
…
Why'd you change?
You were the Only friend that I ever lost…
Even if you aren't really… Gone.
You just… aren't here… anymore.
And I can barely stand it.
I trusted you.
Cared about you.
And I … Depended on you.
It wasn't an act.
But yours was.
Wasn't it…?
You treated me special… like no one else…
Or so I thought.
You said you respected me.
Said you'd help me.
Even went so far as to say that…
You trusted me back.
And I was even convinced…
That you actually cared about me too.
Stupid.
Me.
Not.
You.
Stupid for believing in what wasn't really there.
It hurts…
Because I told you so much.
Now I wish… That I wouldn't have…
I thought you'd still be here though…
But I was wrong.
I usually am.
But Still…
I waited for you.
I was patient.
I tried to always do it right…
But I lost it.
You were my inspiration.
You are the one that made me smile.
But now.
Now I can't smile around you… not even from the memories.
Because all that I have now…
Are Tears.
And it hurts to think that I once gave you my heart.
And I'm dying inside.
Because I can't get it back…
Why?
Because I can't forget you.
No matter how much I would love to… I'm too grateful for you…
You changed my life more than any one person ever has,
Or ever Will…
But now… I can't help thinking why I had to be so wrong.
I'm just so easy to replace.
Should have played it cool.
Should have left you alone…
It's all my fault.
And I'll take all the blame.
Forever.
But I still…
will Always…
Love you.
And That's something, that will never change.
…
…
…
"A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget..."
i Fini i