A/N: Probably the last new story I've written so far from my OTP, i felt like uploading this on here... just to not let die this place without any updates, sadly I only update on Tumblr.

This story is dedicated to mellie (starsthatshineinthedarkness) :3

I love her a lot, you should check her Vanven stories, she is the best! and abububu lajklfdjkalkasfkljwrjñklsag; *excuse me i'm having feels*

None of the characters belongs to me, I only own the shitty plot *cries*

ENJOY!

All what he felt was nothing but darkness, he was only allowed to feel negative emotions like hatred, sorrow, pain; since he was created he only felt nothing but loneliness. His purpose was one, his only reason to live was him: his lighter half.

and he hated that, he despised to accept the harsh reality but he doesn't have any more options but accept it.

He wondered why, why has to be attached to such a weakly existence. He recalls old memories of when they were still one but now that didn't matter anymore.

Although his past was still lingering on his body, right…his body would never forget all the pain inflicted over the years he stayed in that loneliness graveyard under the instruction of the geezer.

Vanitas stared blankly at the motionless figure of his beloved Other half, sleeping quietly in that white and lifeless throne. Ventus was the prince, the master of light and he was the master of darkness. This was odd, quite odd actually. Since Ventus has become more than just an empty vessel; Vanitas did nothing but keep an eye on him for years like he was waiting for his awaking.

Waiting, how long? he didn't feel time flowing through his body anymore, his void existence felt eternal, eternal, sad and empty.

Funny, this scene made him remember the first time he saw Ventus when they got separated from each other. There he was right now, sitting in that throne as he were the king of this castle waiting for the right moment to wake up but, when is going to be that moment? Vanitas couldn't know, he only could stare and narrow his golden eyes in annoyance because Ventus didn't move an inch since, he couldn't see his eyes shine, hear his cheerful yet annoying voice and his lips didn't move to curve into an idiotic grin he was used to see all the time.

There wasn't more light in his life anymore and that was what annoyed Vanitas the most.

Dammit

"Why?" that word of three letters always slide out of his lips "why do you have to be like this?" he asked apathetic.

No answer.

"Why don't you wake up, why don't you fucking answer my damn questions" he growled frowning to the motionless figure of his Light.

No answer.

That was enough that he could has ever handle…

Vanitas walked forward to face the blonde, he quickly summoned his Void Gear and in a fast move he crashed the chair; The keyblade didn't touch Ven's body yet it was a very close one.

Vanitas' arm shaked a bit, he hesitated to put a end of the blonde's life.

I hate you.

"i want you to see you awake again." he mumbled in his ear smirking "so I'll be able to punish you for making me wait all this fucking time" he reply quietly as he lifted the boy's chin to place a chaste kiss on his pinky lips.

I hate you so much…

But I want to see you again.

Because.

you were the only person who made me feel alive.