Welcome Katie to #Coming-out, on this moment there are 5 people online.

I frown. 5 people? That isn't much, what if no one can help me out? I already feel embarrassed with entering the gay chatroom, why did I come anyway? Because I need help, I think, because I love Sara and don't know what to do. I know people assume that I am at least bisexual, considering my past. But this is the first time I fall in love for a woman. And I have no clue what to do.

Gap: Hey Katie

Katie: Uh hey

Katie: Sorry if I mess things up, I'm not used to this

Gap: I won't mind. New here?

Katie: Yeah. I was looking for some help, but there aren't much people online. So I don't know. Can you help?

Gap: I can always try. What's up?

Wow that was easy. But could a guy really help out? I have really no other options. It looks like Gap is the only one around.

Katie: You're a guy, right?

Gap: Uh, no

Gap: Female

Gap: Why?

Katie: Sorry. I thought that the name Gap was boyish.

Katie: Well, I fell in love with a girl. And I don't know what to do with it! She is a co-worker so I see her every day. And she has no idea what she does to me!

So I said it. I should be proud of myself, but why do I only feel more and more ashamed?

Gap: I know what you mean. I've got a colleague…and well…she is gorgeous.

Katie: Yeah, mine is beautiful too. Have you told her?

Gap: Of course not! I've got the strange feeling she hates me.

Katie: Why? Or do I ask too much.

Gap: You can ask. But I thought you wanted help and now you're asking all those questions :P I don't mind though.

Gap: I have no idea why. We always argue and fight. I fact; she looks hot when she is angry.

Katie: Where do you work?

Gap: Why do you ask?

Katie: Just curious.

Gap: Oh okay. I'm a crime scene investigator. In Las Vegas. It's really interesting. Although the bodies can make you hurl at times. Where do you work?

CSI Las Vegas? O. My. God. Is this…Is this Sara? This can't be happening!

Katie: Sounds like a fun job to me.

Katie: But that co-worker of yours must be really gorgeous that you still love her after all those fights. Is she that good?

Gap: Yeah! Her blonde hair is almost angelic when the sun shines on it. And I bet she can be nice when she would behave friendly. But she doesn't. So there is no hope for me, haha.

Katie: What is her name? I live in also in Vegas. Maybe I know her.

Gap: You live in Vegas? Wow, the coincidence.

Gap: Catherine.

And there was I sitting. Eyes wide open, jaw on the floor. If this was really Sara, no wait, it IS Sara. She was right, we always argue. She doesn't fight with Sophia and neither do I.

Katie: Sorry, I have to go.

Katie: It was nice talking with you.

Gap: Okay, maybe goodbye or do I never see you again?

I smile for the first time. Wait a few hours and you'll see me again. At work.

Katie: You'll see me again.

Katie: Bye!

Katie left.

I turn off the computer and I can't wait to get to work. I want to talk to Sara to tell her I love her.