Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
I wonder when they will realize that I wasn't there today.
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
They don't care what happens to me anymore. I could scream all I want and no one would hear me.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me
They say they know how I feel. They lie. No one knows what its like to be me.
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
I could kill myself and no one would care. Heh, they would probably just leave the 'demon' to rot.
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
None of them could ever survive my life. I nearly had a break down so many times, and they never cared. Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
They always leave me alone. If only I had done just one thing to make my life worth-while... Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding
Even after all these years, none of them have seen through my mask...none... No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
None of them care what I go through every day. They'll just say I'm trying to get more attention. To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
All they can do is belittle me and kick me when I'm down. To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No... no one knows what its like to be me.. No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
They all believe my fake 'happy' mask. So much for looking 'underneath the underneath'. No one, and I mean no one can be that happy all the time. Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
One chance... that's all I want.. one chance to be like them... To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
But that will never happen.. To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
I can never be like them... To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
I just be left alone, in the dark if I tried... To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Yeah... Maybe... one day they'll understand... Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Swish...thud...
Drip... drip...drip...
Die, Demon!
Maybe not... but at least...I... tried...right?